#Trust issues

[adkawariatka]

So it’s a follow up of my previous post. it’s Tim perspective on how Damian changed and his reactions to them.

Tim wos tired but that’s nothing new. He should have slept at least two hours at night, but what’s done is done. He sits at the kitchen table sipping his third espresso and watching his siblings. When Bruce enters he looks at those present and seems to count. Ha that might be needed Tim thinks. After third attempt of his murder by demon brat that’s expected. Speaking of demons… Tim hasn’t seen Damian outside patrol for quite long. Not that he is complaining not having constant threat to your life around is nice but demon still should be at manor. Maybe Tim missed something when he wos looking into his case for last two weeks…

-Does someone saw Damian in manor lately?

When no one answers the question Tim sits straighter. That’s bad news really bad news.

-he wos at patrol tonight but outside from that no.

Dick answers. Well it’s Sunday at 10:00 in the morning. It’s not impossible for Damian to go out but where? It’s not as he has any friends. Tim snorts to his thoughts. He imagined demon brat talking to other kids „incompetent idiots that’s not how you hold katana!!!”. So no he doubts that possibility. He can see Bruce’s jaw tighten in worry. Ok so they need to find the brat. Before they can get serious about any action they hear front doors open and Alfred greetings

-Good morning Master Damian

And the demon enters kitchen as if nothing wos wrong. As if going out of manor as 10 year old alone wos acceptable. He greets father then Dick and to his suprise him also. And tries to go to the living room but Bruce stops him by putting a hand on his shoulder.

- where were you?

Tim winces it sounds more as a growl than a perfectly civilized question. Bruce parenting skills are shit as always. He knows that it’s out of worry but still….

-I wos on a walk

Damian is perfectly calm. That’s good. Tim is too tired for furious demon right now.

- who give you permission to go out without supervision?

And Damian watches him carefully. Tim can see him taking slow deep breaths. Huh, weird.

-you told me to make friends so I am working on it.

Tim almost spits his coffee. Working on making friends!? He hopes that any children that Damian chased with his katana are unharmed.

- you shouldn’t go out without anyone knowing where you are going. You need permission

-I am not a kid I can take care of myself!

There is the demon that Tim knows.

-it’s not a matter of being a kid or not. I need to know where you are as your guardian I am responsible for your safety

-tyt it’s pretty clear that I can protect myself

-but in this family you don’t need to. We have different rules.

And Tim saw something that he never saw before. Damian hestitated. Took a deep breath and asked like a civilized human being without anger or insults

- then if I inform you where I am going and when I will be back I can go?

Tim can’t believe it. Demon brat is… talking. With words like normal human being. Tim checks his coffee. He really needs to sleep more. Halucinations are bad sign.

-

But sleeping didn’t change the fact that Damian acted weird. After school and patrols he disappeared for „walks”. Tim knew something wos going on. But Bruce let it go. Damian started to inform him where he went and for how long and it actually checked. Dick even checked his location and everything lined up. But that wosnt the end of strange behaviors from Damian. The demon brat often glanced at Tim when they were in the same room. Not stared but glanced trying to be subtle. Well like for assassin training he wosnt so stealthy as he probably thought. Tim expected another attack soon. He started to carry battarangs with him around the house. when he started doing that and Damian caught on he did even weirder shit.

Imagine one evening when they were all in the living room and Damian enters. Of course with his katana that he keeps with himself at all times in the manor becouse Bruce forbidden him outside of hause and procedes to lock eyes with Tim and leaves his weapon near the door. Tim is staring at Damian as if he grew second head and he isn’t the only one.

From that time whenever Damian is in the same room as Tim he leaves his katana close to the door. Tim smells a trap. Whatever the brat is doing it can’t be good. Even if that gesture is kind of reassuring…. Tim is no fool. He will not be swayed by nice words or acknowledgment of his work or even leaving weapons outside of range of Damian’s hand.

One day after patrol, when Tim started to get ready for going to his room. To work of course, becouse the sharp eyes of Alfred didn’t leave him for a moment and distracted him from his case. He realised he is not alone. Damian followed him like shadow. Tim didn’t speed up his walking to not let the demon realize that he knew about his presence. Slowly he closed fingers around his batarang to make sure he will par first blow of katana. They were before Tim’s room when Damian started to speak

- Drake can we talk?

That sounded off. Damian didn’t talk he stabbed. More often Tim than anything else. But he sounded hestitant…. Well he has a weapon and when they enter his room they will be on his ground. He will know environment and hidden weapons there. He will have huge adventage when the fight will barek out.

-Sure why not

Tim let’s them in. He allows Damian to enter first. That way he has his back to Tim it’s safer that way. When the door closes Damian turns around Tim grips batarang in his pocked and waits for the start…. And nothing. Damian stands in the middle of his room locks his eyes with Tim’s and glances at his hand in his pocked. In the well lighted room it’s no mistakening that shape for anything different than a weapon. And then his guest procedes to holds his hands up palms to Tim in universal sign of no violence. Tim is dumbfounded. Damian clears his throat and starts:

- Drake I have been doing some reaserch… and it turned out I wos…. Misinformed. My past actions towards you were caused by my lack of knowledge and I shouldn’t have attacked you. I will not repeat that mistake again. I mean no harm to you…. Anymore

- What? Misinformed?! You stabbed me! Multiple times!

- I am aware Drake And I…

- no if you think that I will buy this story then You are delusional and

- I am sorry Timothy!

Damian cut him off. And Tim shut his mouth and looked at Damian. Really looked. He wos fidgeting and he actually flinched when he raised his voice. He stared at the floor and squized his hand so hard that it must have hurt. Tim stared in shock.

- Holy shit you are serious

Damian raised his gaze at Tim. And nodded. For once he looked as 10 year old boy. God Tim wos a dumbass. Damian WOS 10 years old. And lately he tried to be non-threatening towards Tim. Every weird action linked into a pretty clear picture. it looks like Damian finally realized his actions were wrong and came to Tim…. And Tim shouted at him.

- I ok let’s make things clear you realized you were wrong after what 8 months of leaving under one roof together? And…

Damian started to shrink in on himself and Tim stopped himself shit he wos doing it wrong. He crouched to be at Damian’s eye level and started again.

- No sorry first things first thank you for telling me. I appreciate the gesture. And lack of weapons for last month… It’s good to know you won’t try to kill me anymore. I don’t think I can just forget of what you did but… we can try to work it out. What do you say?

-that sounds reasonable Timothy.

Wow its so weird to agree with the brat… no Damian. Wait did he call him by his name!? While Tim wos trying to organize his thoughts Damian murmured something that caught his attention, that probably wosnt for Tim to hear.

-he wos right…

- It wos draining patrol I won’t take more of your time Drake. Good night

-who wos right?

Tim wosnt going to let that go. Someone talked Damian into doing this and he needs to know who. Dick wos unsuccessful in teaching Damian in basic human interactions. So must be someone outside. Bruce is too much emotionally conspirated, maybe Alfred. If yes then there is no reason to worry. But someone from outside could have hidden goals. It wos dangerous. Damian seemed suprised by his question but did not hestitate.

- My friend

And wosnt that a mistery. Tim needed to check that „friend” no matter what. He could be using Damian or plotting to hurt Wayne’s. But he wosnt going to let his suspicion break just created string of trust with his younger brother. He will check that stranger on his own in a way that Damian won’t realize. For know that wos enough. Damian wos opening the doors to go to his room when Tim added

- what happend to Timothy?

Damian slammed the door in his face. And Tim burst out laughing. He wos not going to let that go.

#dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dc x dp #tim drake #bruce wayne #dick grayson #league of assassins #siblings #family bonding #trust #trust issues #danny phantom #danny fenton

[memeshost]

#funny memes #memes #best memes #got memes #humor #lol #meme humor #relatable memes #meme collection #dank memes #trust issues #lol memes #lol moment #meme #memeshost

[fuckingwhateverdude]

@nosebleedclub / jan. #24

#lied slightly ab my hiatus bc i wanted to write this so bad #dog metaphors r taking over my life fr #my writing #my writing tag #original poem #dog motif #dogs #dog metaphor #dog poem #canine #metaphor #nosebleedclub #nosebleed club #poetry #spilled ink #vent writing #mental illness #social isolation #anger issues #trust issues #animal motif

[ariaroseloklover]

Ok so let’s talk about bolin

So we all know that he is like the sweetest guy in all of lok

Like he stands up for others and absolutely loves his family , but I think that after he saw mako and korra kiss WHILE both of them knew he liked her, those trust issues stayed even after we can see it in the show, so I came up with a little headcannon

You and bolin have been dating for about a month and you tell each other everything, one day after an amazing date you decide to ask somthing that before you never had the guts to before

You-“ hey bolin? Can I ask you something”

Bolin-“ask away, you know I’ll tell you anything”

You-“you mention your brother all the time, how come I’ve never met him?”

Bolin freezes in his tracks and runs his fingers through his hair nervously

You-“I mean from you story’s it sounds like we’d get along fine…are you embarrassed of me?”

Bolin-“what!? Never your the prettiest smartest beautifulest girl in the world!…it’s just…”

You- “just?”

He reach’s to hold your hand

Bolin “ you’d like him to much, korra kissed him right after one of our dates…I can’t lose you”

Your eyes immediately soften as you pull him into a warm hug and tell him

You-“I would never do that to you bolin, your the most amazing boyfriend in the whole world, for me to even consider dating your brother he would have to look like you, act like you, sound like you and even then I still wouldn’t date him because he’ll never be you”

Bolin kisses you and continues to walk you home… not to yours but to his, looks like your gonna meet mako after all.

#bolin x reader #lok x reader #legend of korra #legend of korra x reader #avatar korra #legend of korra bolin #avatar the last airbender #trust issues #mako legend of korra

[melblogsgfreethruptsd]

#toxic parents #emotional abuse #trauma #aftermath #parental abuse #accountability #repentance #manipulation #dysfunctional family #boundaries #trust #trust issues #ptsd #relationship problems

[mil-hoples]

Once you care you're fucked

#depressing shit #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #depri #this is depressing #mentally exhausted #i hate my existence #depressing poem #depressiv #mentally tired #mental problems #actually mentally ill #mental illness #im not mentally stable #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #mental health #i hate #i hate this #trust issues

[dumblr]

#quotes #feelings #emotions #pistanthrophobia #trust issues #trust #thoughtful #wise word #fear #dumblr

[daniallh]

The great war, Taylor swift// Afterglow, Taylor Swift// tweet from @Killdads

#lyrics parallels #lyric parallels #parallels #taylor edit #taylor lyrics #lyrics #taylornation #taylor swift eras #taylor swift #midnights by taylor swift #midnights era #midnights #afterglow #the great war #lover album #lover #lover by taylor swift #lover era #self loathing #trust issues #self sabotage

[lebloser-stil]

I just want us to be each other's priorities

#love #not enough #too much #borderline #afraid #afraid of losing you #need you #my bae #love of my life #forever #priorities #couple #angst #ich brauche dich #Priorität #verlustangst #vertrauensprobleme #trust issues

[tech2no2]

#feelings #quotes #words #heartbreak #life quotes #real life #life #gedanken #hard life #true words #mindset #mind control #i hate people #people #fuck you #mentally fucked #mental illness #trust no one #trust issues #text #heart been broke so many times #im broke #lying liars who lie #fake friends #fake person #fake people

[conscious-love]

When love is unreliable and you are a child, you assume that it is the nature of love – its quality – to be unreliable. Children do not find fault with their parents until later. In the beginning the love you get is the love that sets.

Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?

#Jeanette Winterson #love #attachment style #insecure attachment #anxious attachment #avoidant attachment #attachment theory #trust #trust issues #relationship #breakup #heartbreak #recovery #healing #self awareness #personal development #personal growth #quotes

[chrhnchynoodles]

Currently sick to my stomach thinking about how Percy was talking to Luke about why he didn’t choose him because he was worried if it came between him and Annabeth he’d betray him for Annabeth and he betrayed them both.

#luke castellan #percy jackson #pjo series #pjo tv show #pjo #annabeth chase #percy and annabeth #percy pjo #undying loyalty is Percy’s fatal flaw #trust issues #betrayal #grover underwood

[yagmurd3niz]

Ben çığlık atmak isterken hayatımdaki herkes birer dikiş attı dudağıma.

#trust issues #beni öne çıkar #kötü hissediyorum #anlamıyorlar #kimsem kalmadı #siyah kadar yalniz

[its-simply-just-krys]

i get too comfortable -> i overshare -> i regret -> i want to kill myself

(repeat)

#story of my life #borderline personality disorder #bpd blog #actually borderline #relatable posts #relatable memes #bpd vent #living with borderline #quiet borderline #trust issues #abandonment issues #bpd thoughts

[loveyourlovelysoul]

If all that you experienced in your relationships was people pretending to like you and suddenly leaving you, crushes running away from you, being the second/third choice, manipulative/abusive situationships and people trying to use you, it's very normal that now it all seems scary to you. And even if you crave to experience love, the good type of love, you may unconsciously self sabotage yourself and run away from it, pretending to suddenly see flaws in it or in the person (even when you know it's not true deep down), or that you don't need it and are good by yourself (despite feeling lonely), feeling not enough for it or for that person, or fearing they may leave you or someone may come in between and ruin it all (abandonment issues and lacking trust basically, as your trust has been dumped many times in your past relationships).

It's not your fault: your only experiences in that field where very toxic and negative, how can you believe something you have only seen happening in movies and in other people's lives, happen to you too? "You're not worth of it. You need to be left alone or will be left alone everytime. Save yourself, don't even try": these are the words your mind is constantly repeating, making you pull out even from potentially safe relationships. It just want to avoid you being hurt but, does it really know you will be hurt again for sure?

No one ever really taught you what love is about, how it works, and you are probably still learning all this and how to deal with it: give yourself time but also the chance to try it first hand. At times that's the only way to learn something for real, even if it means potentially getting hurt again (but you don't know for sure, it could be different: you can recognize a negative situation and save yourself anyway now. Trust yourself). Know your fears, and try to heal what happened in your past. Forgive yourself: you didn't know many things, you didn't know how to act, you probably were naive also of the people around you as you trusted them for many things but maybe they didn't act as you'd wanted them to. You deserve to experience a good love now, to feel loved and to give love to the right people that will give it back to you. Don't let your past hinder you. Things do change at any given time, and you've changed: the love you deserve to experience has to be different too (and btw it may feel uncomfortable/scary at first, but try to get through that and do not give up: it's something new for you and you don't know how to deal with it... yet. Go slow, get acquainted, take your time and enjoy: receive it fully, you deserve my friend).

#words #healing #important #positivity #thoughts #self love #self healing #positive thinking #healingjourney #self care #relationships #love #life #life lessons #self help #self support #abandonment issues #trust issues #trauma #recovery #reminders #emotional help #emotions #emotional abuse

[alwaysbewoke]

It's even scarier when they fake cry right in your face

#dating #manipulation #deception #relationship dynamics #emotional manipulation #toxic behavior #gender stereotypes #communication issues #trust issues