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#i havent slept yet and this just popped in my head and i have no idea what to make of it???
spacebugarts · 1 year
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Just rembered that Stiles' grandfather is canonically named Elias and I'm just... why would they name Derek's son Eli? Why make him so sarcastic and similar to Stiles, distinctly mention him PASSING OUT at the sight if his fangs, give him that strangely close relationship with the Sheriff, and even go as far as to have Stilinski PERSONALLY GIVE HIM THE JEEP???
At what point does it no longer count as subtext?
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broke-on-books · 1 month
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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[SUMMARY: Rick's daughter Melody cant help her curiosity about the man locked up in the prison cell. Being kept secrets from her father, she takes it upon herself to get to know Negan and one day sneaks into the cell to find him asleep with morning wood.]
SEMI SMUT
Negan and Melody
Rick never really allowed you anywhere near Negan. Hell, you never even saw Negan yourself up close and personal. Although you were twenty, your father still treated you like the little five year old girl he used to carry on his shoulders. It was frustrating at times, he always wanted to keep secrets from you about what was going on in the group and he always said it was to protect you. The only times you ever saw Negan he was tied up being led into the prison cell. Truth was, you didnt know what he had done that was so bad. Your father seemed to keep everything from you that involved anything serious. You looked out the window and saw Daryl pass Eugene the keys for cell, each night someone was on guard. Looking to the right you saw your dad heading your way and quickly pulled down the blinds. After you were told Glenn had died in an accident on a run a few months ago many things changed. Maggie left, everyone seemed more distant and it left you confused.
"Get ready for bed, Melody," your dad spoke low as he entered the house making you sigh.
"I'm not tired dad."
"Mel, it's getting late-"
"And is there something we need to be ready for in the morning?" You responded with sarcasm looking back out the window.
"Besides...you never told me what that guy Negan did."
"I told you that's not up for discussion," he insisted making you roll your eyes.
"Is anything up for discussion? Whatever, I'm sure what he did wasnt that bad if hes being kept alive." You got up from the chair and walked past your father as he looked down with a straight face. There was no way he could tell you the truth of what Negan had done. Your father tried to protect you the best he could and losing people was enough, he didnt want to leave you with images in your head.
Waiting to be sure that your father was in his room you quietly snuck out of yours. Your curiosity ate at you and you were tired of your father treating you like a little girl. Making sure you werent heard, you stepped outside and walked towards where Negan was held captive. Eugene was heading back to the cell with a tray of food for Negan. You knew itd be easy to get around Eugene regardless of what your father instilled in his mind. Creating casual conversation with Eugene and some jokes to break the ice you offered to take Negan his lunch. Right away he made a face filled with doubt.
"I dont know about that, Melody..I'm in charge of his cell-"
"Yeah but you're in charge of the entrance. Who's going to watch while you are distracted handing him the food?" Eugene raised an eyebrow in thought, he felt like you had a point.
"Alright but your dad cant know about this, he'll kill me. So dont take too long."
"Dont worry I got it," you assured him before taking hold of the tray of food and the keys from his hand.
You could feel your heart beating out of your chest, you were nervous yet so curious to know the man that was hidden from you. Unlocking the door you walked down a dark hallway before reaching the cell.
"Well its about time one of you fuckers remembered to feed me," you froze at the sound of Negans voice before stepping out of the dark hall and into the light, revealing yourself. Negan looked up as he leaned against the wall not expecting to see a young attractive woman before him.
"Well excuse my French, where the fuck did your pretty little self come from?" Negan looked you up and down observing your skin tight jeans and crop shirt. Right from the jump you found this man to be very intimidating, taking a deep breath you stepped closer to his cell and bit your bottom lip nervously.
"Um...my name is Melody.. I came to bring you your meal," Negan slowly stepped closer to the bars with a smirk on his face and looked down at the tray in your hands.
"I see that...so you're gonna put that down for me, sweetheart?" He spoke slowly with an enticing voice.
"Oh..um, yes" you smiled before slowly bending down not noticing Negan tilt his head eyeing the curve of your ass as you slid the tray beneath the bars.
"Very nice.." he murmured low to himself before you got back up. Your eyes met his and you suddenly didnt move, his eyes were alluring and inviting all at once. Nervously clearing your throat you backed away brushing your hair back.
"I gotta ask, princess. What's a fine young woman like you doing alone with me here in my prison cell?"
"I wanted to see who you were...I'm not allowed to know things so-"
"So you're telling me no one knows you're here?" He raised a brow getting closer, although this man was behind the bars you still found yourself feeling nervous.
"No...everyone treats me like a little girl. I'm twenty years old and I'm tired of people covering up things for me," you explained.
"Shit, you are very young."
"Not too young where I cant be told what the hell you did to be in here, cant be all that bad if you're still alive."
Negan raised his brows sliding his tongue behind his lower lip.
"Oh no sweetheart, I'm no good." He spoke in a low voice.
"So let me guess, you're going to treat me like a little girl too and not tell me why?" Negan couldnt help himself but chuckle making you cross your arms.
"What's so funny?"
"Ohh...princess, if I was out of this cell right now I'd gladly show you how much of a grown woman I think you are."
"What?" You asked a little shocked not expecting him to express himself the way he did. You were quickly learning Negan had an unfiltered mouth.
"Dont mind me," Negan shook his head with a sigh.
"Its been a while and I'm just fucking frustrated."
"Its been a while since what?" You asked making him slightly lean back with a frown on his face.
"You really are innocent huh," you rolled your eyes.
"Listen, if you're going to say it just say it-"
"Its been a while since I've had some pussy." Negan blurt out making you stumble over your words.
"Oh-um...-" Negan grinned raising his brows at your reaction.
"Oh yes," he laughed as you nervously licked your lips.
"Shit..." he suddenly turned serious.
"How long has it been for you? Or wait let me guess, you haven't even had your cherry popped yet." Negan moved closer to the bars to get a closer look at you.
"Actually, I'm not a virgin but it's been a few years since I lost my virginity to this jackass. I havent slept with someone since."
"So you've gone a few years with out any relief?"
"Well um-obviously I've had relief-"
"Oh..so you like touching yourself," he bit his bottom lip in excitement.
"-But yes, it's been years since I've had sex and I'm okay with it, I dont need it." You couldnt believe you were even explaining this to him.
"Hm. Looks like whoever was hitting it wasnt hitting it right, shit I'd always have you coming back for more." You rolled your eyes holding back a smile, you kind of liked the attention he was giving you.
"Are you always this vulgar, Negan?"
"Only when I'm horny," he teased making you shake your head.
"Shit, do you blame me princess? You're the first woman that's spoken to me like I wasnt a damn monster. Plus I love some dirty talk." Negan had to admit the company was refreshing for him. You sighed with a smile and looked down at his food.
"Well, I guess I'll leave you to your food. I'll come by when I can again...if you want me to." Negan smiled sliding his tongue between his teeth.
"Oh I definitely do." You couldnt believe this man was flirting with you but you had to admit to yourself it was a fun interaction.
"Your secrets safe with me, Melody." Negan winked before you quietly left and locked the door shut.
That night you lay in bed smiling to yourself thinking of your very flirtatious talk with Negan. Your dad hadn't suspected a thing and you knew the next morning he would go on a run. It would be a perfect time to see Negan again. You were the first person in a long time to not make him feel like a monster and he was the first person who made you feel like a grown woman. Distracted by his flirtatious ways you didnt focus on the reason of him being held in a cell and Negan had no idea you were Rick Grimes only daughter.
The next morning just as suspected your father left on a run with Daryl and Michonne. The person on guard today was one of the men that you knew wasnt the biggest fan of your father. Of course you were to use this to your greatest advantage. Setting up a tray of breakfast with extra fruit you had grown in your garden you made your way to Negan. Unlocking the door, excitedly you walked down the hall to find Negan asleep with his back facing you as you set down his tray of food.
"Good morning, Negan." You spoke softly making him open his eyes. He groaned with a stretch and turned flat to his back making you gasp.
"What the fuck is your problem?" Negan looked at you confused before noticing exactly where your eyes were. The imprint of Negans very hard cock was practically bulging out of his pants.
"Ah shit-"he muttered to himself adjusting his pants.
"Sorry, sweetheart must've been having a nice little dream." He chuckled as he noticed you wouldnt stop staring at it.
"What, never seen some morning wood before?" He teased as he stood up.
"I mean, of course I just didnt expect to see you..I mean for you to be that way right now." You responded nervously as he made his way close to the bars of the cell.
"Right now?" He laughed.
"Oh princess, you have no idea how horny I am. How much I'd kill for the feel of sweet pussy...shit for a woman to just relieve me." The two of you were face to face now, only the bars separating you from each other.
"You know what I was dreaming about, princess?" Negan spoke as he noticed you would not stop looking down at his crotch area.
"I dreamt about you riding my cock." His voice was raspy, his words making you look up in shock.
"What?" You whispered.
"You left me last night thinking about things I wanted to do to you and this is the outcome." He motioned towards his erection.
"Why dont you touch it for me...just once." He spoke low, your lips parted at his request. Your heart was racing, it was arousing how much this man wanted you. Looking back at the door behind you making sure it was locked you looked back at Negan and nodded.
"Just once." You agreed making him grin.
"Atta girl."
Negan watched as you hesitatingly moved your hand in between the bars and began to slowly rub his crotch. A deep noise escaped his lips the first moment you touched him, his breathing was heavy as you moved your hand up and down.
"Oh my...-" you whispered feeling how rock solid he was.
"Oh, Melody.." he whispered as he closed his eyes. You could tell he obviously wanted more, you could tell how much he needed it. Without saying a word you began to unzip his pants and instantly his cock sprung out. It was thick and hot, you could feel him throbbing in your hand. The man was aching for some kind of relief, he was about ready to explode.
Spitting on your hand you began to move along his shaft. Negan moaned holding onto the bars as he watched you jerk him off. He could tell you were getting turned on as you began to breathe quickly. Negan reached through the bars and grabbed your throat applying pressure making you moan as you began to move your hand faster.
"Fuck baby, I dont think I can hold it-" he held his breath and grunted struggling to not let himself cum just yet.
"Hold on just a little bit more, I want you to cum hard." You whispered as he frowned holding on to the bar tightly, his knuckles turning white. It had been too long since he had been touched, too long since he had ejaculated and Negan had an intense rush. His other hand quickly sliding down your neck and pulling your v neck shirt down revealing your breast.
"Touch me, Negan. Do what you want." You whispered as your hand moved faster. Your words making his jaw clench as he squeezed your breast and let out a very loud and deep groan, loads of cum spilled out of him falling to ground.
"Yes.." you whispered loving the sight of him giving in.
"Dont stop-" he struggled to speak as he continued to cum all over your hand. He panted as you began to slow down before he let go of your breast and leaned against the bars. Releasing his cock from your hand you stepped back and looked at him from head to toe. His eyes were closed as he leaned his head on the bars, his cock twitching as you noticed all his cum on the concrete floor.
"Wow.." you whispered making him open his eyes. Grabbing a rag you had on you, you cleaned up your hand then handed it to him before he closed his pants. Negan cleared his throat before looking back up at you with a smirk.
"I guess I owe you one," he chuckled still trying to catch his breath making you laugh as you fixed your top.
"Glad I could be of help," you joked before the two of you locked eyes. The smiling fading from his face now.
"Seriously, it's been nice having you here."
Negan liked the sexual connection the two of you had, he also liked how you naturally conversed with him. You didnt treat him like an animal, you treated him like a human being. Negan knew he had messed up in life but he knew there was nothing he could do to change the past. All he could do was not repeat the same mistakes. What he did know was that he now knew for sure that he did not want you knowing his real reason behind being locked inside. He knew youd never look at him the same way again.
"Its been nice for me too. I havent really had conversation with anyone in my group." You sighed crossing your arms.
"After my friend Glenn died things changed." You whispered making Negans face change at the mention of Glenn's name. He looked away feeling a knot of guilt in the pit of his stomach.
"Everyone started acting different. I miss the way things were." You continued as you looked to the side and thought back of some memories.
"I think you should get going, Princess." Negan spoke low, his words making you look back at him confused.
"Wh-what? I thought we could talk-"
"Listen, I'm not your fucking therapist. Now get going." Negan snapped just wanting you to leave, his guilt eating up at him he felt like utter shit.
"So what jerking you off is all you needed so I'm good to go now?"
Negan remained silent, his head down not being able to look you in the eye.
"You know I know we dont know each other and you dont give a shit about me, but I thought we had an understanding that we both needed someone to talk to and not talk to them like something they're not." You snapped as he carefully listened to your words.
"That's the problem, sweetheart. They're not treating me like something I'm not. You are." His words left you speechless, what the hell did he mean by that?
"I told you I was no fucking good. Now get out of here." Negan turned his back to you, you couldnt believe what he was saying or what the hell even made him say these things.
"Screw you." Negan heard the crack in your voice before you stormed out and slammed the door shut. Negan sighed knowing he didnt want to hurt your feelings, hell he didnt even want you to leave. Angrily you walked back to your room and slammed the door shut, you felt so stupid you could scream. You swore you'd never see Negan again nor let your father ever find out of what had just happened.
Part 2? Trying to think of where I can go from here. Feel free to send in any ideas if you have. Xx
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fukurodaze · 3 years
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five stars: part 3 | three words
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IT’S EMBARRASSING: a third year cheerleader!reader x second year athlete!suna au
wc: 4.1k warnings: swearing
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you hate mornings. 
they feel restless and empty and full of longing to have something worth waking up to. sometimes it’s hard to even get up when your mind is full and your heart is worried.
but you do not hate suna rintarou. in fact, you’ve learnt a few new things about him.
one, he has a little sister.
two, he has a nice laugh.
three, he is only “occasionally lactose intolerant”, but not if he “tries his best”.
the things you already knew - his volleyball position, birthday, grade, home town - were never brushed up on, but somehow made their way to the forefront of your memory the more time you spent with him. you began to see him as simply ‘suna’, instead of ‘the boy you helped with physics last year’.
you wonder how you ended up spending every morning of the last two weeks with him. he seems nonchalant, almost lazy, when you see him around with his teammates: back slouched and face relaxed almost all the time. yet, when you let him walk you to class, he’s talkative. he’s eager. he’s walking slowly so you can keep up.
it’s a bit of a question for you, why he’s suddenly popped up into your life once more after waking you up on an unlucky monday morning. 
(he had told you that you had slept with your eyes wide open, and it took you some time to process everything as your chest fluttered with embarrassment.)
then again, you’re not complaining.
“if you notice over here,” suna leans into your side, pointing at the phone in your hand as the two of you walk through the school, “there’s a little cockroach at the corner of the room going out.”
“oh my god,” you laugh. the video on suna’s phone displays today’s fight between the miya twins at the gym. 
it’s your third week with him.
now, as he lets you hold his phone, the literal embodiment of all the volleyball team’s blackmail material, there comes the familiar urge of yours to steal a few glances, adjust your hair, or maybe do something absurd and see how he’d react.
it’s a strange feeling. stranger than when he walked you to your classroom once and you, in your half-awake genius, slipped him a tube of your lip balm in the open pocket of his bag in case you didn’t have an excuse to see him again.
“what were they fighting about again?”
suna shrugs, “osamu was having a bad day, and atsumu got pissed, so, naturally, osamu got pissed.”
“shit. everyone was crowding around i couldn’t even see them throwing punches,” you mutter.
“anything that the twins do usually gets a crowd, really.”
you pass the phone back to him. “yeah, the twins are crazy popular. especially with the girls. they’re like idols.”
“right,” suna pockets his phone, “you’re popular too.”
your brows are furrowed. “stop it.”
suna playfully tenses his shoulders up, hands shoved in his trouser pockets, “you’re, like, the kind of person that organises the culture festival and is like the secretary for the student council.”
“i actually am.” 
“you probably are.”
you two pause when the sentences come out at the same time, and it takes no time for the two of you to laugh it out, lightly, with snickers and giggles that you’ve never really heard from his mouth. 
“you know, i finally got to watch a movie last night,” you begin, changing the conversation.
he looks at you slowly, sweetly. “oh yeah? what did you watch?”
“uh, totoro...”
he stays silent, and you find his head tilted and his eyebrows raised. he looks amused. you ask him, “what?”
“solid movie.”
there is a questioning look that you give him, and you know he sees it, pupils focused to your side. he speaks again, “you like ghibli movies?”
“yeah. i think everyone does. don’t you?”
suna looks like he’s staring down the sky, thinking. he hums, and then tells you, “i don’t.” 
now he exaggerates his normally poor posture, chin tilting up to get a view of your reaction. the two of you keep walking, in an unusual silence, and you’re left watching his eyes as they stay indifferent.
“didn’t you just say totoro was a ‘solid movie’?”
the boy looks ahead, “yeah, so?”
you click your tongue, eyes narrowing, “whatever. i don’t believe you.”
suna has a satisfied smile on his face. he makes sure you don’t know it.
the two of you enter the building, even taking extra time to go to each others’ lockers. it’s only been two weeks since he had seen you laying on the bleachers, eyes embarrassingly open; two weeks since he had walked you to class the first time; two weeks since he had really started to know you.
when you reach your classroom, suspicious eye contact from classmates and the increasingly busy hallway tell you that it’s time for him to go to class, too. he sneaks in a cynical remark, and you playfully hit him on the shoulder, for the first time.
“i’m betting you and him get together by august.” your friend, honoka, chimes in as you enter the classroom. your neighbouring seat mates agree.
you’re starting to look forward to mornings.
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unbeknownst to you, suna has a deadline.
the interhigh is only a week away, and so he’s told himself that he’ll do one thing before completely shutting himself out for volleyball training: asking you out on a date.
in other words, he is fed up with the volleyball team’s rendition of his “showoff mode”. he doesn’t lift his shirt up that much!
his first strategy is the straightforward, nonchalant way. he eagerly waits for you at practice.
“hey,” suna almost chirps, feeling a skip in his step.
“hey.” your squint your eyes at the unexpected energy, “are you- are you up to something?”
suna’s ears turned beet red at your statement. he couldn’t have possibly guessed that you knew what he was about to do.
a smirk crawls onto your lips. “oh, so you are up to something…”
“yeah, right. it’s nothing.”
you slap a hand on his shoulder, “hey, i get it.”
“what?”
“i mean, whatever pranks you and your friends are up to, just try not to get expelled, ‘kay?”
suna’s shoulders relax, but his eyebrows furrow, “wait, wha-”
“the volleyball team’s up to something, no?”
suna nods cautiously, not sure if he should be relieved or sad at the miscommunication.
“anyways, thanks for waiting for me after practice. i have a some paperwork to do for the student council, so you can go on ahead,” you give him a genuine smile. he always likes to see it, but it’s a little less lovely when the thought of a failed asking-out attempt is circling his mind.
“right. bye.” suna dashes off, hand fisted in his pockets. 
he tells himself it’s a work in progress.
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“what the fuck am i doing making breakfast so well,” suna mutters under his breath one morning, preparing a cut of fish in the kitchen. he doesn’t even have practice this morning, and yet he’s skimmed through the entire oven manual and has found the joys of cooking fish meat. 
he even takes some of the fish and puts it in a metallic lunch box with rice to bring to school. normally, he would settle for the canteen’s average meat buns. 
“two bentos…?” he breathes. he has an idea.
it’s not long before he’s meeting you at the bus stop. he finds you sending him a small wave and an immediate groan about how your english teacher “is the definition of a nerd-bully equilibrium, what goes on.”
he laughs along with the complaints you have, even joining along with the flow of conversation. sometimes he thinks he changes a little bit when he’s around you, but he doesn’t mind. he likes talking and laughing and enjoying his time with you without worrying about what other people say.
he’ll give you a bento, maybe, he thinks, because he’s seen lots of girls give their boyfriends bentos in the past. maybe it would even give you a nod in the right direction.
right before the school’s building entrance, he stops you and takes you by the arm. it makes your heart skip a beat, but for him, all his heartbeats are centered around the lunchboxes in his bag.
“suna, why-”
your words are cut off when you see the boy eagerly rummaging through his bag, at first with a smile and then with a worried look. his hand is in his bag for a little too long.
there was only one bento.
so he gives you a beat-up ballpoint pen. 
it’s transparent, and from the outside you can see the ink tube only one-eighth full. it looks old.
“um, it’s a good luck charm... for your english test today.” suna keeps his mouth pursed and his look unfazed.
“oh.” you smile at the absurd charm. it seems questionable at first, but you try to convince yourself to trust in it. to trust in suna.
“i know, it’s kind of… beat up, and every-” it’s clear that suna is worried, for what you don’t know, but the way he hangs his head and his other hand fumbles with the strap of his backpack is enough to tell you to accept the surpising gift.
“no, i like it. even if it doesn’t work.” your hand keeps the pen in your fists. 
“it does work, by the way.”
you chuckle, “i’ll return it after class?”
suna shakes his head, “you don’t have to. if you do well you can keep it.”
you nod an okay, and he has a tiny look of satisfaction on his face. he had thought of giving you his lunch and not eating, but he decided against it when he remembered he didn’t bring any money to school that day. temporary success, fuck yeah.
(you get a ninety-two on the test. you keep the pen.)
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as a last resort, suna tries through text. at least he’s proud that the two of you have been texting for two weeks straight. he still has you under “y/l/n-senpai (physics)”, and it makes him crack a small smile under his covers from time to time.
from y/l/n-senpai (physics): 2 notifications
suna slides the notification open. it’s always a pleasant surprise.
from y/l/n-senpai (physics): just watched arrietty its a ghibli movie
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): ik hv u watched howl’s moving castle
from y/l/n-senpai (physics): yes ofc
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): well. i havent
suna runs out of words to type. he’s not sure how to phrase it...
still, by the way that you’re typing, it seemed like he hasn’t messed it up. he rolls around to the other side of his bed.
from y/l/n-senpai (physics): then go watch it… (READ)
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): let’s watch together|
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): let’s watch tog|
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): let’s|
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): let’s go on a da|
suna sighs, thumb pressing the delete button like there’s no tomorrow.
except his thumbs are big. and phone keys are small. and his train of thought has jumbled up past usual cognition.
to y/l/n-senpai (physics): lets go, toge (SENT)
suna starts to stare down the volleyball in the corner of his room, wishing it would explode on command, when another ping lights up his phone.
from y/l/n-senpai (physics): 1 notification
he makes the slowest visit to his contacts to change your display name on his phone. he wants to stall.
but he always gives in.
from y/n: whos toge? (READ)
“fuck,” he grunts, burying his head into his pillow.
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out of sheer shame and fatigue of asking-out attempts, suna doesn’t see you in the morning that monday nor text you for the rest of the weekend, having left you on read every time you sent a message. he thinks that if he reverted back to the time when the only interactions with you were stray thoughts in his mind, life would go on and this too would pass. 
it’s not like you would care, right? he would tell himself.
but suna seemed to forget that you were on the cheerleading team, and that the cheerleading team shares the gym with the volleyball club on mondays and fridays, not tuesdays and thursdays like he had very cleverly remembered.
“suna!”
you call out to him that afternoon. you have your cheerleader uniform on, having received them just today, and make sure to catch him while he’s on break.
big mistake.
you knew the volleyball team was tall, but you never really expected them to be slightly off-putting, too. it seemed like one call of his name made the entire team, consisting of over twenty boys, turn their heads at you simultaneously. then they looked at suna. then they smiled.
you find in your peripheral vision a wide-eyed kita, glancing back and forth once before going back to the volleyballs and game plans even during his break. 
you put on your sweetest smile, as expected of a cheerleader who’d just recently gotten her summer cheer uniform: v-neck, sleeveless top, pleated skirt, inarizaki lettering plastered across your chest in maroon and white.
he steps in front of you, eyebrow raised, “yeah?”
“can i talk to you about something?” your hands are behind your back, body weight shifting from left to right.
he nods, and as you take him out of the gym, you hear the volleyball team cheer and a certain miya twin shout, “fuckin’ suna!”
“fuck off, atsumu!” suna voices.
outside, your smile falters. you lean against the wall of the gym.
“did i do something wrong?” you say it softly, but firmly. you see his shoulders tense up, just slightly.
“um, no?”
you squint your eyes suspiciously, “but you’ve been ignoring my texts...?”
suna rolls his eyes instinctively. he regrets it when he sees a genuine frown on your face. “dunno,” he says.
your frown persists, and you start to bite on the inside of your mouth. “well, the last thing you texted me was, uh, ‘let’s go toge’. i’m so sorry if i missed something, or if it made you feel bad, so-”
“no, don’t be sorry,” he has his hands on his hips, “i never meant to send that.”
“what do you mean?”
“it was supposed to mean something else,” he looks down, scuffing his shoes against the brick floor.
“oh, was that message not meant for me? and who’s toge? sorry if i’m-”
suna gathers himself. he opens his mouth. he says eight words.
“i meant to ask you, ‘let’s go together’.”
the conversation comes to a halt. his words ring ambiguously in your ear, and it flusters you when the first thing that comes to mind is a date with the boy. you try to shake it off.
“like- like what do you mean?” you feel sorry for having him repeat the phrase twice.
suna shrugs, “i chickened out.”
“dude, you’re not making any sense.”
there’s a sharp pang in suna’s chest, and he visibly grimaces. “did you just call me dude?”
“maybe.”
“ouch.”
“wait, so what do you mean!” your arms flail around a little too dramatically for someone as tired as you.
suna contemplates whether or not to tell you that he wanted to ask you out. by the way you’d just called him dude, he wonders if you’d rather him give you a fist bump and tell you ‘nice toss!’ instead of hold your hand and take you out on a date.
so he counts his stars and he goes for the leap.
“actually, i wanted to ask if you wanted to watch a movie together.”
you back up into the wall at his words. there’s a heat that crawls through your body and beats through your heart.
“is that what let’s go toge meant?”
he nods, shoulders relaxing, arms to his side, “let’s go, together. like- like a date.”
his words take you by surprise. still, you’re nothing but glad.
“yeah,” you lick your lips, “i’ll go. and i take back the ‘dude’”
“oh, really now?” his shoulders relax. 
you roll your eyes.
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“so he asked you out, right?” honoka asks during a water break in pe class. you couldn’t say no.
“yeah, i’m going to his flat next wednesday.”
“why not today? friday?”
you pouted, head turning slowly, “stuco meeting. we have our cultural festival late october, remember?”
“ah.” honoka sips on her water bottle, “i won’t be here by then.”
“what date are you leaving again?” you try not to darken your tone, pouting at the idea of losing one of your dear middle school friends to distance. 
“august eighteenth. a month away.”
you begin to slouch on your bench. there are more classmates that come to your bench after hearing honoka telling you her leave date. ‘oh my god!’s and ‘i’m gonna miss you!’s fill the corner of the gym, and soon the whistle blows, signalling the end of your water break.
the rest of the day proceeds as normal, and yet there’s that familiar emptiness that seems to continue to fill up even more of your days.
it’s tiring.
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suna’s flat is extremely well put, for some reason. you’d always passed him for a boy who simply didn’t care, but now you see him at his own place, grabbing his laptop from his desk one-handedly.
you’ll admit going to a boy’s place alone is an awkward concept in itself, but it seems like suna doesn’t pay no mind. he’s plugged in his laptop to a charger, set it on the table, and has sat himself down on a floor cushion.
it’s a relief that you don’t know how suna’s heart is almost threatening to beat out of his chest.
“what do you want to watch?” you’re quick to sit down on the floor next to him.
he shrugs, “maybe you can convince me to like ghibli.”
you tsk at his line, yet it eventually brings you an ear to ear smile. you reach over to the laptop, scrolling through netflix. “i guess we could start with howl’s moving castle?”
your head turns to him, and he nods, before standing up all of a sudden. you look at him questioningly, but you find him walking over to his kitchen and returning with two paper bags and two glasses of water. 
your eyes follow him as he rests the items down on the table and scoots back on the floor. he gestures the paper bag towards you, “popcorn. it’s salty, so i don’t know if you’re into that.”
“ah. thanks,” you smile, and he reaches over to the laptop, pressing play. 
you don’t expect the movie to be the first thing on your minds - the both of you knew this. though you and him had spent some time marvelling at the movie, you find that for every other time you dip your hand into your popcorn, a pair of eyes turns to glance at you. 
you two spend your time silently during the movie, however. your eyes have developed a habit of simply tracing suna’s figure with your eyes, and it comes in embarrassingly when he had looked back and found your attention on him instead of the laptop at one point.
you’re surprised, though, because he does seem to be paying attention to the movie, more or less, and you can hear his small hums of amusement and surprise as the movie progresses. you colour yourself proud.
suna doesn’t even touch his food nor his drink, having felt too nervous to do so. he wants to know how you’re doing, silently, but whenever he meets your eyes, he decides that he’d rather fix himself on the movie. he wonders if a date like this means holding your hand or even saying goodbye with a kiss hug.
when the movie ends you ask him why he hasn’t eaten his popcorn, and how you feel kind of bad about it, but he ends up telling you how good the movie actually was.
“i don’t believe that you don’t like ghibli movies.” you squint playfully.
there’s a grin that grows on suna’s resting face, “i never said that i was saying the truth, i just said that i didn’t like them.” 
he stands up, bringing the food and drinks on the table to his kitchen counter, and you follow him over. the realisation hits you then, “oh. oh.”
“in truth i haven’t really watched many of them so i don’t know, but, yeah.”
“it’s funny because i feel slightly played.”
“well, you’re here now, aren’t you?” 
you watch as suna reaches into his refrigerator for some eggs. he glances at you, and you’re sitting on his tiny dining table. 
“do you want an omelette?”
your eyebrows raise. your heart skips a beat at the thought of eating his cooking. you tell him, “sure.”
suna takes the time he’s faced away from you to think about what’s next. he knows that you have some kind of inclination towards him, having agreed to his explicit naming of this hangout a “date”. still, his mind wanders towards the timing: is it too early to properly confess? hasn’t he technically already confessed? the omelette flips and suna thanks the world for having it look like the prettiest one he’s ever made. 
this one’s for you, he thinks.
when you do take the omelette in your mouth, you sigh a little bit. it looks pretty - almost beautiful, in fact - but also seems to be half-half-cooked. 
you don’t care, though, because it still makes your stomach flutter thinking about the fact that he had made this with his own hands. and if it takes some half-half-cooked omelette to eat, then, hell, you’ll eat it.
it’s not all bad, though, since he offers you some rice along with the egg as well, and it eventually turns into a filling meal. you hadn’t had one of those in a while.
when you look over to the other side of the table, you find he’s already finished with your food, and normal chatter makes itself more comfortable in the confines of his small flat. this is how it’s supposed to be, you tell yourself, just meaningless banter and humorous talks.
you find yourself growing to know him even better.
“isn’t it funny, how, some weeks ago, i had only seen you as that ‘one guy i tutored last year’?” you say after the date as he walks you out of his apartment. he tells you he’ll be walking you home, and though you tell him no, you ride the bus, he says he has some extra money in his wallet for the month.
suna agrees, “yeah. i would’ve just carried on with my life.” suna lies through his teeth. he’s been through the volleyball team’s teasing for his obvious crush on you. hell, they’d even dubbed it suna’s “showoff mode” (ginjima calls it ‘beast mode’) whenever you were within a five meter radius of him. 
you tell him time flies fast, and he tells you it walks slowly. for you, getting to know suna rintarou has been something you finally look forward to after all your work. but for suna, getting to know you is something he savours every second of, remembering how he wants to make up for the times he used to pine over your unknowing self.
when the two of you get on the bus, you sit next to him, yawning. he wants to have an arm over your shoulder, or your head on his shoulder, but he doesn’t exactly know how.
“my house is actually a few stops from here.” you say. it’s already nine at night, and though you’ve spent over five hours at his flat, you don’t want to lose your time with him to sleepiness.
suna notices how you try to fight it, even having told him, “don’t worry, i usually sleep at two am everyday anyways. i’m not going to fall asleep.”
he tells you, “you shouldn’t be sleeping at two every night.”
“it is how it is.”
he chuckles, “i once got shouted at for sleeping at five in the morning during a training camp. they forced me not to train at all that day. it was-”
the bus comes to a stop and your head falls on his shoulder. he calls your name softly.
you’re asleep.
suna keeps still as the bus ride continues, remembering the stop you said was yours. he counts them - one, two, three, four, five stops - and with each, his breathing steadies. he feels like the luckiest boy in the world.
“what am i to you now?” suna’s head tilts back, whispered question dissolving into the atmosphere. he doesn’t expect an answer.
instead, your arm circles itself around his.
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Headcanons for the Avengers’ days off
Avengers x reader
warnings: stabbing mention lmao, guns
a/n:
prompt: anonymous: “can we have a y/n just chilling with all the avengers?”
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over the years, it was hard to have a peaceful day off, but sometimes that was the priority
each avenger had a preference on what they liked to spend their free time on
but we all know that there’s never a true stress-free day when it comes to your team
most of you preferred sleeping in, but not cap or sam, it was 6:00am sharp for them
you had begged tony to soundproof this place, but noooo
“it’s just not practical, what if someone’s being stabbed? what if we cant hear them yelling for help?”
so you could hear the clattering of the kitchen and buried your face into your pillow
sooner or later you’d roll out of bed and find breakfast had been cooked for the whole team
“‘morning, y/n! we made eggs, toast, bacon, waffles, and cut up some fruit! here’s your plate and here’s some juice”
“oh, wow, smells great”
it could’ve been worse, at least there were no coffee grounds in the disposal so you didn’t have to hear tony complain
speaking of tony, he emerged from the hallway in his silk robe with bags under his eyes
“well, i dont know about you guys, but i slept great!”
“how many hours of sleep did you get, tony?”
“you know, like...two”
sooner or later, the rest of the avengers had been woken up and everyone gathered in the living room to watch the news and talk about their plans
“can we watch something other than the news? i’d honestly be down to watch spongebob, anyone else?” -rhodey
you were in charge of the remote
“hell yeah, i thought you’d never ask”
this full group of adults peacefully watching nickelodeon together until everyone was finished
now there was a pile of dishes in the sink and a very dirty kitchen but everyone just kind of forgot about it and went on to other things
so what relaxed the avengers?
well, most of them liked to train, but they had other hobbies too
like steve, he liked to draw (every once in a while he showed you his sketches and they’re honestly really good?? especially the redraw of a monkey in the ‘40s)
sometimes he even asked you to model poses for him
“just another minute, y/n, you’re doing great”
*you standing on one shaking leg in a kick position*
steve made u draw with him
“it’s therapeutic”
you left your art in his room and now it’s hung up on the fridge
and then there was tony, who was working on some new inventions that you were a bit worried about
you snuck past the lab, but FRIDAY told him that you were near
“y/n! come help me with this really quick!”
“damn, so close”
“can you try this on and shoot it at that target over there?”
“why cant you do this?”
“because your body is able to ‘take the heat’ or whatever that dumb catchphrase you have is”
luckily it worked, but “not good enough” and you ended up helping tony hold the thing in place while he worked
“so, how’s your day off going so far? do anything fun?”
“hung out with steve while he was working on some sketches”
“so i’m going to take that as a ‘no’”
tony relieving you of your duties so that you could roam the compound once more
hearing wanda play guitar!! you loved hearing her play!
“knock knock”
“come in”
you laid in her bed for a while and listened to her soothing voice, it made up for tony’s lab assistant thing
“do you know what’s for lunch?”
“i think today’s special is ‘serve yourself’”
you and wanda went off to the kitchen to make macaroni and cheese (because why not??? im about to make my own mac and cheese)
(also u made tony a pb&j bc u knew damn well he wasn’t coming out of that lab for a while) (u gave him lightly salted chips too bc he needs to cut down on his sodium)
“tony, eat lunch”
“aww, for me? you shouldn’t have”
yall think wanda watches shameless?? bc i kinda do and these are my headcanons so she watches shameless
“we’re more unstable than the gallaghers, they should make a show about us”
she almost choked on her mac and cheeseeee
“keeping up with the avengers”
“‘tony, what the fuck is up with your wifi, you have this big-ass compound and you can’t afford a wifi box out here?’”
“‘it’s not about affording, it’s about radiation’”
“‘you’re gonna die anyway! you understand that, right? die with a good snapchat going through!’”
nearly pissing yourself laughing
but vision asked wanda a favor and you wandered off to another part of the compound
ah, yes, the training room
clint, nat, sam, and rhodey were all in here; it was target practice day
“y/n, grab a gun and get over here!”
“a gun? let’s teach y/n some archery”
“nobody wants to learn archery, clint”
“what? you said you wanted to”
“yeah, but you never taught me”
“well, i can teach you right now”
“fine, let’s go!”
red-wing flew very close to your head
“watch out, y/n!” -sam
“dude, you’re gonna kill them” -rhodey
“seems like now is a bad time?”
everyone was just kind of bickering as per usual, you were just a teeny bit bored
but sam agreed to a round of hand-to-hand combat that really relaxed you
no, really, the best stress reliever is a peaceful fight between your roommates
you were kinda glad it wasn’t nat you were fighting because she’d probably put you on the mat twice a minute
soon, each of you worked up a sweat and you went to your private bathroom to take a shower
there was always hot water at the avengers compound, so that was a comforting thought
after you were out, you got dressed into some cozy pajamas and walked out to the kitchen, where wanda and vision were making dinner
a few avengers were already out on the couches, just watching the tv
you joined them and suggested that they should all watch a movie tonight
“what kind of movie?”
“i dont know? hot tub time machine?”
everyone agreed
and side eyed steve when sebastian stan popped up on screen
“guys, i really dont see the resemblance! cant we just watch the movie?”
“are you blind??”
“his 90 year old eyes deceive him”
it was a good dinner
“sam, you stink”
“i havent taken a shower yet”
what a loving family
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Dragons and Fireflies
Waitttt! If you havent read the previous chapters I wouldnt advise reading this. Here's the link for the rest of the chapters if you need to go back. https://my.w.tt/gYNayRx9rcb
Since the ones on my tumblr...are forever lost now😔 Anyway those who read it please enjoy!
Chapter 7: Buried Memories
"Juvia is so sorry, Anna~sama. She never thought things would turn out so...complicated."
All Anna could do was carress her temples in order to calm herself down. After all she was getting older, and she couldn't let such things stress her out anymore. Unless she wanted an early grave dug of course.
" It's quite alright Juvia. It isnt as big of a deal as it seems."
Juvia couldnt help but breathe a sigh of relief at her reassuring comment. She would never forgive herself if she ever endangered the bands success with her selfishness.
"Oh thank goodness-"
"If you clean up the mess you made."
Juvia's heart stopped as she held her breath. As she took in her words silently, a million questions popped into her head. That she was too afraid to hear the answer to. What on earth did she mean by that? And the bigger question was how could she possibly even fix this mess? Anna's eyes softened as she met Juvia's worried ones.
"We need to figure out how the public would take this whole misunderstanding first and then address the situation publicly. Thats the smartest thing to do at this moment. Until then I will discuss the predicament with the Dragonflies manager."
As Juvia listened for the click of her door, she could finally breathe a sigh of relief. She had known when she had seen the photo in the paper, things would get bad. But she never thought this bad. And now the world was convinced Gray Fullbuster from the popular band 'Dragonflies' was her secret lover.
It was even worse they were competitors, both fighting for the top spot of best band. Why did she do it? Get involved with Gray Fullbuster? Her reasons were something personal to her, close to her heart that was from the past that she so desired to forget. It wasnt his looks or anything, although she couldnt deny his attractiveness.
She knew the rumors were true, after all she had seen for her own eyes the damage he could do to a woman. And she wouldnt be one of those who was affected by his charms. She refused to. She was the one who was going to teach him how women were to be treated, and not as playthings.
She was going to do it...for her. But she messed things up because of her anger, and now look at what happened. Her head was pounding with past emotions steadily creeping back from their place pushed deep down in her heart. It made her clench her fists in irritation and helplessness. Maybe she hadnt changed from all those years ago. The nightmares also flooded back to her, making her freeze in her own body. She shook in frustration with herself.
Did she even change at all? No, she wasnt that naive girl from years ago anymore, and she would never be again. Too much had happened for that. She never thought this would go so far, and affect her friends though. Her bandmates meant the world to her, and she would never hurt them purposely. After all, they saved her from her wretched life, after she had fallen so deep into despair. Gajeel...
She felt tears well up in her eyes before she couldnt help but scowl at her emotions getting the best of her once again. She chuckled dryly. She never was one for hiding her emotions, and her faces always told the world how she felt. She despised that with her entire being.
Although with Gray, it was easy to hide them, and she doubted he cared about them anyway. Thats why he was so easy to manipulate at the time. Its not like Juvia wasnt worried about her image at all. In fact it was probably tainted just by even being seen with that womanizer.
Her image in the band was supposed to be the innocent but sexy one, and men went crazy over it. Her merchandise being the most bought out in stores. She remembered when Lucy made a fuss about it, chastising Anna of giving her the wrong image for the band
And Juvia couldn't help but muffle her laughs with her hand in the background.
Her heart warmed at the memory and it made her clutch at her heart thinking of losing that small happiness. They were just taking off and already making merchandise, because Anna was sure that they would become a success fast. Juvia couldnt help but wonder that maybe Anna had made the wrong choice letting her into Fireflies.
"Juvia? Juvia! I have been calling your name for 5 minutes now!" She jumped at the sudden noise and swung her head up. She thought she had locked the door.
"Ahh Levy-san. What do you need?" Juvia asked exasperated.
She tried to wipe her stray tears quickly, turning her face in embarrassment. She hadn't even noticed she had cried. Levy did nothing but stare at her for a minute, before walking over and plopping down on the couch right beside her.
" You know, the girls are really not upset or anything. If thats what...you're crying about?"
Juvia looked into her cocoa irises and Levy met hers. They were full of worry.
"Honestly Juvia is fine. She just...regrets causing you guys so much trouble." Juvia tried to put on a smile but it came out as an obvious grimace.
"You really didnt. After all anyone who doesnt know that females have sexual needs too, know now."
"Huh???"
"Sexual needs? I read it in a reproduction book too. Apparently women have the most urge for it during pregnancy. Wait could this be-"
"Oh nooo Levy-san, this incident has nothing to do with...that."
"Oh. So not at all? You didnt...do anything?"
"Heavens no. Im not that kind of girl." Juvia gave her a reassuring smile, while Levy wiped her brow in relief.
"Cana lost 50 bucks today." She smiled staring a little too hard at her lap.
" What do you mean Levy-san?" She was beginning to feel suspicious.
"Well umm..."
"Levy..."
" Alright, alright! The girls made a bet about if you slept with Gray or not. Of course I bet that you didnt, but Cana got into my head and made me think things...something about girls needing devouring too. So I read up on it and..."
Juvia stared in disbelief as Levy squirmed under her gaze. A giggled echoed throughout the room, making Levy jump in surprise.
" Of course she did! Cana-san is always talking about things like that."
When Levy saw the laughter wasnt of anger or irritation, she laughed along too.
" Yeah, and Lucy chastised her for even thinking of you being so careless. She said' Juvia would only do dirty things like that when she's married.' "Levy took a breath before she continued.
" And then Cana said 'Listen hunny, if you have a good sex life, all the worries go away. Thats why I have no gray hair yet and ole Lucy does.' "Levy couldnt help but chuckle at her own impersonation of Cana.
Juvia laughed at her words. She wished she would have been there to hear the rest but she had been stuck in her room, hiding for at least two days. Levy placed a small pale hand on hers.
" Dont hide from us, ok Juvia? We miss you." She then gave her a tight squeeze, wrapping her arms around Juvia's whole body.
Juvia sat there, stiff as a board but she hugged her back silently. She allowed some tears to slip down now. After all this was a special moment. She had forgotten her friends were such kind souls, and they would be accepting of just about everyone. That didnt mean Juvia could just accept herself whole-heartedly though.
She would always be dirty in her own eyes. As she waved goodbye to Levy and she heard the click of her door, she laid back and stared at the white of her ceiling. What did Anna mean 'clean up her mess'? And what would that entail?
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"How are you today"?
"I'm fine Angel, what can I do for you"? You asked the annoying yet handsome biker that kept popping up at your work everyday or every other day just to say hi or buy a pack of smokes.
"Give me three menthols and a pack of regulars and a pack of papers". He said pulling out his wallet.
"Switching it up"? You handed him the boxes of cigarettes.
"Nah, some of my friends told me to pick some up for them".
"Ah, so they gave you an excuse to see me"? Angel blushed and looked away. You chuckled and rung him up.
"Is that against the law"?
"No but it's maybe against my bosses rules. He sees you coming in here often he'll start to think I'm with you".
"That a bad thing"?
"Yeah if it gets me in trouble. My boss is a asshole so if I can avoid trouble the better for me". You sighed leaning on the counter.
"Listen if he gives you anymore trouble just call me, I'll be here". He sent a wink to you and walked out.
The night went on and soon daytime came. You were still working. Thats twenty-four hours you havent slept, your boss called and said the next shift called in sick so you had to work.
Closing for a hour lunch you walked next door to the local butcher shop. You had been craving a big juicy steak and he was the best in town.
"Hello, Mr. Reyes". You smiled as you walked in.
"Hello Y/N, what can I get you today"?
"How about two of the juicys steaks you got. Big ones. I'm treating myself".
"I have the good ones in the back. One moment". He excused himself and you went on to looking. The door bell rang as another person came in. Surprisingly is was Angel.
"Hey, what are you doing here"?
"Picking up steaks. What are you doing here"?
"Seeing my dad".
"Mr. Reyes is your dad"?
"Yeah. I'm Angel Reyes". He laughed as you stood there stunned. Mr. Reyes was a nice and quiet man and Angel was loud and wild. Totally different.
"I didn't know".
"It's okay. Not alot of people do".
"So steaks huh? Celebrating"?
"If you call working twenty-four plus still on the clock celebrating then yeah I am".
"You're still working? Where's your boss? Why can't he come fill in"?
"Oh he's fucking the person that called in sick. She's a kiss ass and she'll do anything to not have to work but still get paid".
"What a dirt bag".
"Yeah, so I'm getting steaks so when I do get to go home I can relax and grill".
"You wanna join"? You asked shyly bitting your lip.
"Sure, yeah. I'd like that". "Do you need me to bring anything"?
"Just bring yourself and that big juicy dick of yours".
"I can do that". He growled but straightened up as he dad came back in.
"Hello son".
"Hi dad".
"Here you are Y/N". He handed you the steaks.
"Thank you". "I'll see you later". You told Angel and walked out. Leaving Angel smiling like a fool and Mr. Reyes shaking his head.
Getting back to work your boss finally showed up after six more hours. You were draining and exhausted but didn't show him. He would have enjoyed the look of defeat on your face.
"Is what I'm hearing true"? He asked prancing around the store with his hands on his hips and a terrible sun bun on his face. The only white part about his face was where the sunglasses go everything else was red.
"What are you hearing besides the fake moans of a whore"?
"Watch it". He pointed his finger at you. "There's talk going around that a Mayan member is frequently coming here. Is that true"?
"Do you know how many people I see coming in and out of here on a daily basis? More than you will ever know. I can't look at their clothes to see if they're Mayan or not. Plus they're a paying customer".
"Ha, so it is true".
"Oh god, you caught him". You acted shocked.
"When he comes by again tell him he's not allowed back in. It's bad for business".
You were getting so fed up with him and his annoying presence that you threw your arms in the air and called it quits.
"I'm going home and you take over. Shut down I don't care. I'm done".
"If you leave now, you're fired".
"Fuck fired I quit and fuck you and fuck this place. I hope it burns down with you inside it". You scoffed slamming the door.
Angel was stopping by to see if you needed a ride home but when he got there, there was a ugly pig sitting in your seat.
"You got to go". The guy snapped his fingers at Angel before he even stepped into the building.
"Fuck you, where's Y/N"?
"She's fired".
"You fired her? What for"?
"For letting a scumbag like you into my business. People like you should be tied in front of a firering squad".
"People like me? Listen here you burnt ass motherfucker. I will skin you alive. I will tie you to that chair and light your ass on fire. Dont test me bitch. And for Y/N your customers are lucky to have someone as nice as her working for a prick like you". Angel got up in his face. The boss man looked as if he was going to shit himself.
"You're going to hire her back, give her every weekend off. Stop messing with her and if I find out that you as so much lay one of your fucking fingers on her I'll will come here and make you regret the day you were born". "You better fucking fear me, cause I will bring hell on you. Don't talk about my club, don't talk about me and don't talk about my girl. If you do, you won't see me coming". "Do you understand"?
"Yes". He stuttered out trembling in his flip flops.
"Good". Angel softly slapped his face, he flinched each time.
"Now get back to work and find someone to fuck your own age. Scratch that stop fucking cause no one wants that".
Angel laughed as he walked to his bike, taking off and driving to your house. He was surprised when he saw how happy you were when he got there. You basically jumped him and thanked him for sticking up for you. He was happy to do it as long as he got to spend time with you. He made sure of that, boss man didn't know what hit him.
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nct dream as classmates
renjun
carries like 346342 things in his pencil case
is constantly drawing in his notebook and textbooks
leans over to doodle in the margins of your pages
his notes are really messy tho
rolls his eyes at ur much neater, more aesthetically pleasing notes
but is always willing to give u coloured pens and pencils to keep to a colour theme
is probably shocked to find out he's top of the class and thinks its a joke
but boy is just smart af
but all his word documents are titled like ‘redox fucking reactions’ ‘what the fuck is a chloroplast’ ‘??????????’
sends u all his notes tho
texts u at midnight all the time for no fuckin reason
it always starts with ‘yo are u still awake’
and ur like ‘yeah whats up’
and then he’ll respond with the most RANDOM shit
like what goes through that boys head
‘do u think I should use yellow or orange for the next part of my project’
‘idk send me a photo’
‘no just pick’
‘uh yellow’
‘im gonna go with blue’
either rocks up to classes looking like a god or an absolute mess theres no in between
marches through the halls with his hair a mess and doesnt give a shit
lowkey terrifies the younger students lmao
but will help them out if they ask for it
jeno
good student
studies enough but doesnt stress that much
he's just here for a good time
throws snacks at u when u frown at ur work until u look up at him and smile
lowkey worried about ur mental health
that shy kid that everyone expects to be average at all his subjects but u catch a glance of his tests and theyre all A+
owns a planner
uses it
what
I know
keeps track of a lot of school events bc he has a lot of extra curriculars
tries to get u to join more
(no)
probably knows ur schedule better than u do
‘hey jeno what do u have next’
‘calculus’
‘...’
‘that means you have chemistry’
ur always yelling at him through the halls like ‘OI JENO WHERE U GOING’ to try and find out what subject u have next
walks u to classes even if theyre in the completely wrong direction to his own
you really only have study hall together
but u had a lot of classes in common last year and ur habits of studying together just carried through I guess
has really good fashion sense 
lowkey dresses like a fuckboi
donghyuck
sometimes you just wanna punch him in the face tbh
‘hey y/n can I borrow a pencil?’
‘do u have spare paper?’
‘can we share ur textbook’
but ofc u love him sm and he's ur study buddy
studying together mainly ends up with him lying on ur bed throwing a ball up in the air while u sit at ur desk and actually study
is so willing to quiz you with ur flashcards tho
beams so hard when u get something write while he's quizzing u
claims he’ll treat u to coffee afterwards but never does lmao
makes up songs and rhymes to help him remember formulas and equations
recites the quadratic formula song whenever u mention math (even if it has nothing to do with what ur learning)
always suggests going to cafes and parks and stuff to study then spends the entire time doing the opposite of studying
‘come onnn y/n u need to relax a bit’
texts u in the morning to ask u to bring him a spare calculator or something for a test bc he forgot his
claims u to be his life saver
probably has ur contact in his phone as ‘lifeline’ or something equally cheesy
really appreciates u tho
jaemin
literally the #1 study buddy
brings heaps of snacks whenever u study together
when its late he’ll text u and tell u to go to sleep
has every single study tip crammed into his head and regurgitates them all whenever u complain about having to study
furrows his brows when u say u didn't get enough sleep but doesnt say anything
he's probably popular af
flirts with the teachers and laughs when u elbow him to stop
soooo well known ?? like even people at other schools know him ??
has aesthetic notes tho
probably has his own studygram
wears soft sweaters to classes
literally just looks like he has his life in order
gets one bad grade and studies his butt off to improve
‘life is all about improving y/n we cant all be amazing at everything straight away’
keeps u sane tbh
like literally how has he not had a mental breakdown yet its the middle of the year
youve had four just this week
‘do u want me to bring u coffee this morning?’
chenle
studies with u all the time
but he doesnt actually study
he's just waiting for u to finish so u can go catch a movie or go out to eat
stays up late playing video games
*sips coffee* “I havent slept in six days”
doesnt even like the taste of coffee
all the teachers love him tho
like he's playful and cheery but is super respectful too
he's just really good w adults ?
sends u texts during class and u wonder how he hasn't been caught
probably has never had a detention
but has been close to getting one 1289823 times
that kid that carries around one 5-subject notebook and two pens and thats literally it
brings his own lunch but trades it for jisung’s lunchables
sneaks food off ur plate all the time in the cafeteria
smiles at everyone in the hallway
offers u a ride home as much as he can
or he catches the bus with you
and shares his headphones with u
jisung
probably that kid that takes aggressive notes in the back of the class
tells u to shut up during class (and its not so he can focus lmao)
tries to get all his work done in class so he has no homework
groans whenever the teacher gives u activities
makes a face whenever a new slide pops up on the board
lots of question marks in his notes
‘to find the derivative of an exponential, it stays the same?’
‘aerobic respiration occurs in three stages: ????, the Krebs cycle and the electron transport chain’
invites u over to play video games the night before a big test
‘its self care’
shut up jisung we all know u just need an excuse to hang out
the teachers convince him to sign up to be a tutor
makes u come to all his tutoring sessions
you go out to eat afterwards
and just chill on a park bench and eat food truck food until its getting late
offers u his jacket on the walk home
has really red cheeks that are ‘from the cold’
theyre not
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Humans are Space Orcs “Baptized in Blood”
A bit of a gore warning for this one :), But I was fulfilling the request of a few readers.
As always, I would love to hear your questions, comments, and requests. Always willing to answer writing questions as some of you have come to me for advice. :)
I will be covering this same topic in one of my short reports later on, so wait for that.
They were holed up inside the, “grocery store” The lights were off and snow had piled itself to almost two feet deep outside the glass doors, trembling from the powerful blowing of the snow. The humans milled about in confused packs.
Apparently blizzards of this power weren’t common, and the human’s hadn’t expected the storm to be as bad as it was. Now they were help up in the powerless store, thought the emergency lights and backup generator kept the place marginally lit and livably warm.
Krill could feel his body working to heat itself, but he wasn’t half as efficient as the humans. Captain Vir had given him his coat. It still had some of the human’s body heat, and so warmed Krill nicely.
Captain Vir sat by the checkout counters head resting back against the wall eyes closed.
Krill panicked silently to the side.
“Adam!” his one eye popped open and looked towards the sound of the voice.
Krill looked to find Captain Vir’s nest-mate or sister waddling towards them. She was even bigger than Krill remembered, and was impressed that she didn’t just fall over from the weight of her stomach.
Captain Vir stood, “Maya, what are you doing here?” He glanced down at her swollen belly, “Where is Jack…. Shouldn’t he be the one out doing this stuff…. You’re due in what? Two weeks?”
She waved him away with a hand, “If I avoided doing thigs just because I was pregnant, than I wouldn’t be doing anything. Besides, I needed to get up and walk around.”
Captain Vir tilted his head to the side, “Why?”
With a sigh, she rested one hand on her stomach and the other on her lower back, “I have had a backache all day. Besides this is the first time in days I haven’t been exhausted, so I wanted to get things done.”
From the corner of his eye, Krill saw Captain Vir tense lightly….. “Um…. I know I’m not like an expert or anything, but. Isn’t increased back pain a sign of labor….?
Krill was alerted by the sudden palpable tension in the room. Nearby humans turned to look at them worried expressions on their faces as they turned to glance at the blocked glass doors.
Maya went white, “I…. didn’t even think about that.”
“Any contractions?”
“Well no, not really.”
“What is that supposed to mean.” Vir was sounding frantic now, not something Krill understood. On his planet a mother laid her eggs in two minutes flat and then they were done…..
How big was a human larvae again?
Suddenly the female human stiffened up and closed her eyes resting a hand against the purchase lane taking a slow deep breath.
“Are you kidding me Maya? You’re in labor in a F***ing blizzard at the grocery store.” It was Vir’s turn to panic.
She frowned at him, “Excuse me for not timing it right.”
Captain Vir looked down at Krill, “Um…. You’re a doctor.”
Krill stared at the two of them, “You aren’t serious.” He looked back at Maya and the encouraging smile on her face though her eyes were very, very worried. He sighed, “Yeah, I am.”
It was almost impressive how fast Vir whipped up some extra support. Doing their best, they turned one of the back offices into a passable medical room wiping down all the surfaces, binging in anything soft and Pillow-shaped for support. Any useful tool was rounded up on Krill’s instruction. Maya insisted on helping despite being racked by pain every 45-60 seconds. She took it like only a human could with an easy smile and a pleasant request for some water.
Despite offering to let her sit down, she insisted that walking would probably be better.
Krill honestly wasn’t sure what to expect, and the true horror wasn’t really foreshadowed until, a few hours later, Maya went suddenly very still doubling over in pain eyes closed teeth gritted. Vir came over to support her arm as she whimpered through her teeth. She was there for almost sixty seconds standing back up face streaked in sweat eyes wide.
“F***k.” Vir muttered, “Krill, she’s getting closer.”
They transitioned her to the other room having her lay down. Krill did what he would do during surgery, though he was setting up for a procedure he had never performed.
The true horror hadn’t exactly been revealed yet. Upon request, captain Vir said that a baby could be anywhere from three to ten pounds whispering that it was very possible for the baby to get caught the wrong way, or break the pelvis, or get wrapped up in the umbilical cord.
Krill felt cold. Pregnancy wasn’t supposed to be dangerous…
Vir Knelt next to his sister’s head holding her hand, he kept his eyes very intentionally focused on her face stammering out instructions for breathing and reminders to try and keep relaxed.
Then it was like a switch was flipped, and the human began to scream…
Krill had never heard such a terrible grating noise, like an animal being tortured to death. Under her protective covering, the human writhed in absolute, and complete agony hands becoming claws nails dug into skin and Vir yelped in surprised pain drowned out by the terrible sound of her agony.
Sixty seconds…. And she collapsed back down eyes opening wide, bloodshot, face red body drenched. Those eyes turned on her brother, and the sweet human female bared her teeth at him, “F***K you…. Adam.”
He blinked, “What.”
“You heard what I said.” She snarled, “Now shut up.”
Krill was shaking. Did human females…. Kill people during labor.
She threw her head back and screamed again. The tone could have shattered steel like glass. It rocked the room as if the gates of hell had opened. Vir whimpered in pain, blood trickled down his hand, but that was…. That was absolutely nothing….. this was…. This was horror.
More than once he was forced to dodge out of the way as something was thrown at his head. The human screamed abuse at him, she screamed at Vir, and then she just screamed. Rivulets of sweat ran down her face, and she huffed in exhaustion.
He was shaking like a leaf in a hurricane.
Vir was shaking with him. For once the human and Krill were in agreement. This was just…. Horrific.
By his calculations, they were close. He ordered her to push.
She snarled at him, but did as told.
Her scream could have ripped the fabric of the universe body straining as if she were about to spontaneously burst or rip in half, and then he was covered in blood struggling to maintain a grip on the slimy wriggling creature bright red and screaming. The human shrieks died away replaced by the screaming of the slimy, maggoty, blood-covered, thing he held in his arms.
A dull thud followed the sudden transition.
Vir lay collapsed on the floor to the side completely passed out.
Hm…. Weird?
In shock, and still shaking, he cut away the slimy red cord before washing away the blood.
The tiny human shrieked in indignation.
With the way his arms were shaking, he just prayed that he wouldn’t accidentally drop it. He felt as if he were in shock, the room moved in slow motion around him. And there was the female human, she had crawled to her hands and knees and was concernedly peering over at him. Her hair was in tangled wet ropes around her face, but her eyes were wide, the anger was gone.
In pleading, she reached out to him, and he gladly handed the mess over to her.
She smiled at the ugly creature in her arms cooing and stroking at its red-screwed-up face as if she held a bar of gold or the secrets of the universe, but no…. it was more than that, it was the kind of expression that expressed her willingness to walk through fire if only to hold that which she now held in her arms.
You didn’t walk through fire for gold.
***
They had moved her to the next room over and piled all the used materials into a trash bag. They would need to be taken away with medical waste when the blizzard was over.
Captain Vir had originally woken up. He was shaky, and shell shocked, which Krill would have found funny if he didn’t feel exactly the same way. The two of them sat in the hall together one of them looking nauseous and the other trying very hard not to scream and run away from the humans. Through the open door, they could see the human resting quietly next to her sleeping larvae: resting in a large plastic container robbed from the store shelves. Both of them slept quietly now.
“You’re species is horrifying.”
“Tell me about it.”
***
The “Miracle” of birth, you absolute batshit crazy idiots. That isn’t a miracle, it’s not beautiful. That’s like calling a potful of intestines beautiful. How have your species survived? Why would your females willingly CHOOSE to continue your species?
Terror germinates inside of them, slowly growing upwards, getting bigger feeding on the nutrients of the body. It saps your strength and steels your livelihood, it forces you to eat and gain wait so it may subsist on the food you eat. Then it crawls its way from your body, ripping itself from the womb squalling and screaming. It tortures you as it exits, what kind of thanks is that?
And when it is all over, you love it, you keep it, and you feed it. You hold it for hours on end and sing to the monster that rests quietly in your houses.
In reality, it is a fitting way for a human to come into the world. Everything you do is dangerous, being a child is dangerous, being a mother is dangerous, and continuing your species is a sacrifice uncomprehended by the rest of the galaxy.
Though all of you participate in war, dance with pain, only your women fight with death to bring life, at cost to their own health and their own sanity.
As deathworlders, you are pulled from the blackness, children of death.
 Humans are born in pain, heralded by a chorus of screams, and baptized in blood. 
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With All Your Heart - Part 5
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When i woke up Bucky was gone, i looked at the clock and saw it was a little after 11am so he was probably down in the gym with Steve. I grabbed his t-shirt from the floor and quickly walked down the hall to my room to take a shower and make myself presentable. After my shower i pulled on some baby pink sweats and a black crop top, braided my hair and headed to the kitchen for some much needed caffeine.
"Good morning sunshine!" Tony beamed at me over his coffee cup.
"Morning, i cant believe i slept in this late!" I muttered grabbing a pre-prepared fruit bowl from the fridge.
"Well you'll be nice and rested before the gala tonight"
"The what?"
"The charity Gala, we hold it every year"
"Right! Shit i forgot that was tonight"
"Obviously" he rolled his eyes at me "you'll be there though, right?"
"Yeah of course" I nodded "I'm gonna head down to the gym for a bit. I'll see you later".
Walking into the gym most of the team were already there. Bucky looked up when i walked in, gave me a little smile and carried on with his weights.
"Shes alive, no one panic!" Nat said loudly with a huge grin on her face.
"Haha! Your funny Nat!" I walked over to her and started on my stretches "how was the rest of your night with those guys?"
"It was okay, they didn't stick around too long. Guess they realised we weren't gonna put out" she shrugged
"They seemed sleazy, thats why i said we were leaving. But noooo you guys wanted to stay, cant say i didn't try"
"Im sorry, next time i will listen to you" Nat laughed "so you ready for the Gala tonight? Another excuse for us to have a few too many drinks"
"I am now, i forgot all about it.... Tony just kindly reminded me.
"Why don't me and Wanda come to your room to get ready, we can have a couple of pre drinks and help each other get ready"
"Yeah sounds good to me, say 6pm?"
"Perfect! We might even find you a nice man at this thing. Unless you wanna go on your little app and find a date?"
"No not tonight, i just wanna hang out with you guys" i shrugged, casually looking over towards Bucky to see if he was listening or not..... he wasn't. He actually had headphones in and had his back to us. Steve was on the bench next to Bucky doing some weights and he turned and flashed me a smile.
"Right okay..... lets do this" i said to Nat taking up my stance infront of her "try not to bruise me too much, dont want people at this party thinking im being abused"
"I'll go easy on you this time and this time only. After today your mine!" She joked as she lunged towards me. We spent the next 45 minutes exchanging softs blows and various flips and tosses onto the mat.
Bucky still hadn't said a word to me yet, i had caught his eye a few times and waved but he flat out ignored me!! What the hell was going on?? I didn't dream it all i know that, i could still feel the tenderness from the huge cock that ruined me throughout the night.
Bucky was alone suddenly, Steve was no where in sight so i casually walked over to where Bucky was now working his legs.
"Hey Buck" i smiled, he looked up pulling out his headphones.
"What did you say?"
"I just said hey, havent had a chance to talk to you this morning"
"Yeah ive been busy, sorry"
"So last night was fun....." i stared to say, he was acting so weird this morning. His phone went off and he looked down at a message.
"Can we talk about this later, i've gotta go" he said standing up and grabbing his things.
"Sure" i nodded looking anywhere but at him, maybe last night was a huge mistake.
"Hey Nat, im gonna head back up thats it for me today" i called over to her.
"You okay? I didn't hurt you did i?"
"Im fine, just not feeling it".
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I went back up to the shared kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water, Steve was stood making toast, using a whole loaf of bread by the looks of it.
"You hungry Steve?" I asked laughing a little at the mountain of bread in front him.
"Its not all for me" he laughed "i know as soon as i sit down you lot will be moaning that i never made you any"
"Awww thats so sweet" i teased him as i hugged him, Steve was good at giving hugs. We just stood there in each others arms for a bit while he waited for the next batch of toast to pop up.
"You okay?" Steve suddenly asked making me look up at him in confusion.
"Yeah im good, why?"
"I dont know, you seem a little off today"
"Nope im fine"
"You know ive learnt that when a woman says shes fine shes normally lying" he placed his hand on my cheek and looked at me "you can talk to me about anything, you know that right?"
"Honestly Steve im ok" i smiled, Steve was such a sweetheart "im gonna go sort out a dress for this stupid Gala tonight" i said turning to grab a slice of toast. As i turned to leave i was met by a pissed off looking Bucky standing there staring at me and Steve.
"Oh hey Buck, I've made toast" Steve told his friend happily.
"Sergeant" i said casually as i walked past him, if he wanted to act like nothing happened then so would i.
As i walked into my room i slammed the door closed only to have it hit something hard.... Bucky!
He came in and closed the door staring at me "what the hell was that?" He asked
"What?"
"You and Steve!.... looked pretty cosy"
"Oh for crying out loud Buck, we're always like that! His my friend!"
"I don't like him touching whats mine"
"Oh I'm yours again now? Funny, you didn't even want to talk to me half hour ago. You leave me in your bed to wake up alone and then when i find you, you completely ignore me!! Way to make a girl feel special Buck"
"Its not like that! I left you to sleep because you didn't get much sleep last night"
"What about how you acted in the gym??"
"I didn't know how you wanted to play it in front of the others, we hadn't talked about that"
"So you just thought you'd ignore me altogether??"
"I didn't know if id be able to act like myself if you were that close to me and i couldn't have you.... couldn't touch you.."
"So.... your not regretting what happened...."
"Fuck no! Are you crazy?? Sweetheart last night was amazing! Ive wanted you for so long..... i never thought id be lucky enough to finally have you" he closed the gap between us taking my face in his hands "can you forgive me for being a idiot doll?"
"I suppose so..... just don't ignore me again!"
"Never" he smiled and leaned down to kiss me "and your mine?"
"I don't know about that Buck you might have to remind me...." i was cut off when he lifted me up and threw me onto my bed "i'll remind you don't you worry bout that.... you'll be screaming my name so loud the whole tower will know your mine".
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i havent slept for like 18 hours pls enjoy " As he struggled to catch his breath, the short lagomorph glanced around at the green plains and hills stretching on for miles everywhere he'd look, his dark cinnamon fur bristling in the evening wind that had began to pick up shortly before the sun had set. It was a beautiful place. Fields of emerald grass surrounded him, basking in the dim orange-purple glow that only lasts a few short moments in the lights of dusk. From where he stood, upon one of the high mountains which surrounded the valley, he could see the city perfectly- Coiling around the side of a tall siera like a snake; The shortstack buildings with their connected roofs that made up the lower levels, and the spiraling spires of the palace, all made of the same soft, white stone. One by one, he'd watch as the golden lights of the capital came on, like drifting fireflies in the sundown. Oh, it was a sight to behold. But this wasn't why he was here. “
“ He'd heard the call of the lantern, felt its pull. It led him here. Something would happen here. The notion pulled him back from his peaceful daydreaming, snapping into him a twinge of dread. No, this wasn't just sightseeing.
He sat down on the soft grass with a sigh, setting the round, glassy lantern down on his lap as he did so. The flame burning within was so bright now that it nearly blinded him to stare directly at it... Well, at least he'd be free from its grasp for just a little while, now that he'd finally reached it. He'd be safe here, spectating from afar as always. He closed his eyes for an instant, ignoring his instincts- he felt like he more than deserved a moment of quiet respite, after how much he'd walked for the past few weeks- Oh, it wasn't like he hated wandering. In fact, he always loves discovering these strange, faraway places. If only it let him rest sometimes, though...
The woeful snap of a broken twig behind his back pulled him out of his contemplations, his legs kicking the air on reflex as he'd twirl around. Behind him was a young elf, it seems- A child, their cherry red eyes fixated on the shortstack rabbit, both unmoving in their surprise as they watched eachother. It took a few seconds for the cinnamon-colored watcher to notice the elf's pupils- Milky white, like two shining pearls dropped in a pool of bright, fresh blood. A seer, perhaps. He tilted his head, quickly glancing up and down the stranger; They were barely a few heads taller than himself, dressed in light white robes and wearing a tight drape of light silk around their head, covering their hair and neck, patches of peach color popping out against their dark skin.
The child was the first one to speak.
"Ah... Er, hello? I don't think I've ever seen you around here. Are you... A traveller?"
Slightly taken aback, he quickly looked around, before giving a weary nod.
"Oh! I mean, I usually come here alone, but I guess it might be nice to have company... If you don't mind?"
The lagomorph seemed to reflect on his options for a short moment, before nodding again, this time accompanied with a scoff as he re-adjusted the thick, wooly red scarf around his neck. After all, there was still time, he felt, and it wasn't every day he encountered someone who could see him. The child walked over, sitting down by the rabbit, until they noticed him giving them an odd look, as if questioning their reason to be here.
"...I like to hike up the mountain sometimes. It's tiring, but I think the view's nice."
Then, looking down at the young watcher once more, "You don't talk much, do you? I mean, that's fine. I like the silence."
Saying this, they looked up to the sky, and so did he. Small, twinkling stars were beginning to appear to the night sky. Small balls of gases and fire, far off into the infinite space... He wondered if anyone else shared this knowledge with him, right in this moment. Maybe the people would have to find it out themselves. His heart was beginning to beat faster in his chest, the flame of the lantern burning into his entrails like a blasted poison. He glanced over to the child. Did they know? Maybe if he just stayed here, whatever fate had in store wouldn't reach them. He hoped so. Looking back on this moment, he would have prayed so, even, had he not known that none of the gods would come to aid.
"You know," The child started, "If you're a traveler, you must've seen a lot of things, right?" They asked. He looked away with a smile, scoffing, then nodded as he remembered memories of the countries he'd visited, the different cultures, the stunning landscapes... He sighed mournfully as his head began to feel dizzy with anxiety, longing for those warm, colorfully delightful days. He lays down on the ground, staring at the night sky now. The elf stifles a small laugh upon seeing their newfound silent friend's reaction, tilting their head to watch the stars once more, constellations now clearly visible in the dark purple-ink space.
"... I wish I could see a lot, too..." The child sighs, "The valley's nice, but I'd like to see the world, someday." They announce, now bearing a proud smile. He perks his ears, raising one of his eyebrows as the elf continues speaking, "I'd see the jungle and the deserts and the sea. I'd grow wings like a bird, or I'd make my own, and I'd fly to the North and see the frozen realms!" They laugh, looking back to him with a large smile. "Wouldn't that be nice?" He does give his best attempt at a smile, but the anxious tension on his face shows, and the child's own gleeful expression falls a bit as they look down to the grassy hills underneath them.
"I know, it's silly." They scoff, and he shakes his head. The child perks up, their head turning to him. "...Really? I mean, I know I can't grow wings. I just think... Well, I think fantasies would be nice to have." They scoff, and he gives the elf an understanding smile, albeit burdened by the churning felt in his stomach. The lantern's glow is too warm. It feels scalding on his skin, yet it's only hot enough to draw his attention back to it as he listens.
"My caretaker doesn't think for nonsense like that." They say with a sigh, and the cinnamon rabbit frowns. "... I remember something she told me, I think..." His nose twitches with anticipation, looking up to the elf.
"...In the world of the unjust, ignorance is bliss." The child rolls their eyes as they quote the phrase, and the lagomorph frowns.
"I don't believe it either. She always talks as if the entire world is out to get everyone... I wouldn't want to live like that. Besides, saying that it's bad wouldn't change a thing... If the world really is unjust, then it should be up to us to make it just." Then, they glance down to the city, and let out a gasp.
"Oh, I should go. They're probably going to start the festival soon..." They say, stepping up and dusting their robes. Suddenly, the sickly heat that had been crawling around in the back of his skull bashes against his senses, the lagomorph only barely repressing his nausea as the glow of the lantern nestled between his arms pulsates along with his heartbeat.
"Well, I guess that's a goodbye, then! I hope I'll see you sometimes!" The small elf says with a bright smile, bowing forward respectfully to his brief, silent friend. The young watcher's chest tightens up, the sparkle of dread he'd been feeling ignited into a fire that devours his insides, burning red hot and sending shivers down his back. Maybe if he could just say something. Anything. Anything to make this child stay, just a little longer... It closes in, the moment seizing his heart like a serpent, sinking its fangs into his muscles. He opens his mouth, as if to say something, but his throat is dry and parched. He tries to think of something, but nothing comes out.
Painfully, painstakingly long seconds pass by as he raises his arm and waves a silent goodbye to his friend, losing the fight against his instincts. He would watch. No, he had to watch. It wasn't his place. Maybe it was.
But before long, the moment was gone. The young elf turned around, and left down the trail snaking around the mountainside. The lantern's pulse drove his senses, the watcher turned his head and started forward, into the delicate white spires of the city, the beautiful golden lights, the soft tall emerald grass down below. His head throbbed.
And as the last glimmers of color left the sky, when darkness struck and the night was left with its inky blanket to envelop the earth, ancient seeds sown and words spoken by those of old took roots. Just like that, the earth cracked and burst like a balloon made of dry paper. The spires splintered, the households were engulfed by the earth. The seed of darkness had sprouted, taking the form of a gigantic pillar of melting energies that grew and ate and grew. And it grew and reached until every light in the valley had died out.
And he was sat on the mountain, his eyes glassy and senses numb as every detail was carved into his memory, as he drew the information he needed. As he recorded. The growing sprout of horrors wouldn't notice him there. And years later, the most powerful forces of the world would gather, to seal this seed and its land away, leaving nothing behind but ashes and dead winds.
And he was safe there, where the lantern had guided him to.
And he heard it, under all the noise. 'In the world of the unjust, ignorance is bliss.'
And he watched. "
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legion1993 · 5 years
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teaching time!
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@holly-jolly-stucky this one is for you and your marvel holiday writing challenge! enjoy and sorry if i butcher this... first time writing loki.
pairing: loki laufyson x reader
prompts: "hun. there's a problem. i don't know how to wrap presents." "oh, what a coincidence. some mistletoe. kiss me~" "tequila and christmas cookies do not mix. take my advice."
summery: in this we explore how you teach loki about subtle christmas things in your own querky romantic way!
---lesson 1: wrapping gifts---
loki: "so why are we shopping when we have company coming over tomorrow?"
you could only smile and hold your arm threaded through Loki's as you guys walked through the mall.
Y/N: "because we are buying gifts to wrap and put under our christmas tree..."
Loki: "but whats the point of that?"
Y/N: "the point is to decorate and to give back to those to bless us through the year."
loki seemed both curious and confused at the idea. but once the shopping was finished and your boyfriend finished wandering off without your knowledge you guys left to head back home.
upon arriving back home you left loki to go to the closet to grab the wrapping paper pile. coming back it was the look of wonder that crossed loki's face that made you smile.
you sat on the ground with the numerous rolls of wrapping paper, the countless things of scotch tape, and 2 pairs of scissors.
Loki: "whats all this for?"
you grabbed all of the gifts and laid them out before both of you.
Y/N: "we are gonna wrap all these presents babe!"
Loki: "hun. there's a problem. i don't know how to wrap presents."
you stood to sit next to him a huge smile crossed his face...
Y/N: "here its time you learned..."
you started to wrap the box... but his hands soon came a top yours to try it for himself. you soon pulled your hands back and just sat in his embrace... watching as he wrapped the present.
his next task was a simple one to figure out how to get you wrapped in wrapping paper... so he could seductively un-wrap you.
Loki: "i did it successfully!"
Loki spins you round so your straddling him and pulls you in for a makeout session.
~lesson 1 passed with flying colors~
------lesson 2: Mistletoe------
holiday gatherings, a wide variety of food and socialization.. now the avengers did one every single year and because of yours and Loki’s relations with them it was a tradition that you both attend the festivities every single year.
Loki: “babe remind me again why we are going to this if not to hear everyone else brag about their missions and shit...”
Y/N: “because its good food and i like talking with Natasha about training and stuff, plus its good to say hi to your brother once in a while.”
Loki: “ok fine but babe if he starts nagging me or i dont like something i will pop us back home, just so you know.”
you leaned up and kissed Loki on the cheek smiling.
Y/N: “i wouldnt have it any other way. now lets get there before they decide to start eating without us.”
Loki: “hold on tight babe.”
Loki always did this at the halfway point between your apartment and the tower. within seconds you and Loki appeared in the lobby of the tower. 
you guys hung your coats on the coat rack and walked up the stairs towards the various familiar voices.
the hugs and welcomes flowed in, even Loki tried to keep himself occupied and not mischevious but you knew he was doing it for you.
Thats when Tony stood in center of the room and began his speech...
Tony: "welcome everyone! every year we have a party to celebrate the holidays. but its also about love of friends and family. i want to play a game, and i invite all the couples to stand in the center with me and pepper for a little game of 7 minutes in heaven!"
you and Loki went into the center of the room after you told Loki to behave himself. with his arm around you, you knew he agreed!
standing there all you focused on was Loki's hand on your mid lower back. once every couple was in the center of the room Tony began to speak again!
Tony: "ok everyone else thats single can watch the great fun and keep score and time! the couples get to play a little game of truth or closet!"
this was something that you were now a little terrified about! Loki now had a smile crossing his features... that also terrified you, cause it was his seductive look.
Tony: "ill start us off... Y/N will you pick truth or will you go straight to the closet?"
Y/N: "we're going to the closet , we’re going on a trip, we’re going to the closet to grab our stuff and split.” 
you conga’d your way to the closet, there was a brief moment of pause where you stood in silence of wonder feeling a set of eyes watching you from behind. Tony caught the look that Loki was giving you, but it was Thor who took the nudge from Tony to take the next turn.
Thor: “oh brother its gonna be great fun watching you squirm... answer a question first... have you kissed the lady Y/N yet? or to the extent of sleeping with her?”
Loki just glared at his brother and stared down at the floor...
Loki: “we have only kissed... we haven’t actually slept together yet in the form of sex... in other words we havent gotten to second base! i mean we cuddle each night but its not gone farther than that."
Thor: "ok brother will it be truth or to the closet?"
Loki could only smile as the thought of you and him alone in the closet... making sure to conceal his look, he stood up and smiled!
Loki: “i’m following my love to the closet where i will woo her!”
Loki arrives in the closet a few moments later, pressing right up against you! 
Loki: “babe, i have been waiting for months for this! i have an obligation to you, to us and to our future!  so lets do this, right in the closet i wish to make love to you!” 
you looked up at the ceiling and smiled!
Y/N:  "oh, what a coincidence. some mistletoe. kiss me~"
Loki and you spent the next hour or so having sex in the closet under the mistletoe!
~lesson 2 complete (with a few added bonuses)~
----Lesson 3: baking while drinking----
today we are headin’ to the kitchen to see what Y/n and Loki are doing today!
Loki: “babe what’s Tequila?”
you were not wanting to say anything but instead you pulled out the bottle of tequila that you had been saving for a special occasion! you poured him a glass of Tequila along with one of your own! 
you handed him the glass of tequila and watched him take a sip as you gave him a small warning...
Y/N:  "tequila and christmas cookies do not mix. take my advice."
loki: “well dear why don’t we just substitute one of these liquid ingredients for some tequila as i am starting to feel very seductive...”
You smiled knowing all too well the seductive side effects of Tequila... loki came up behind you while you were finishing the mixing process for the christmas cookies and he added some tequila to the cookie batter...
you laughed now completely giddy and smiley, feeling Loki’s arms around your waist you finished laying out the batter across the cookie sheet making sure to put them in the oven.
but as soon as you turned back around, you found Loki already without his shirt! 
lets just say that ~lesson 3 is accomplished~ again with added bonuses!
~lets say that all of the lessons are complete tune in next time to see the teaching of Loki about the ballet/dance in general~
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skizmin · 6 years
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you’re my favourite constellation.
stargazing!au, friends to lovers with han jisung
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(this giF IM SCREAMING CUTIE)
request from @straybin: Can I request a stray kids jisung friends to lovers star gazing au! Your aus are super sweet I loved the seungmin one!
(thank you so much ily 💝💓💖💕💞💘💗)
alright lets get straight into it
so youre a highschool student with an affinity for astrology, like, you love it
for your birthdays you get astrology books and maps and even once a really cool telescope!!
its just what you love, okay?
anyway, recently youd moved in with your cousin who lived alone and needed a roommate, plus it was closer to your school than your own home.
you parents practically shoved you in there with short notice (at least they were paying rent and grocery expenses) and you were like well okay
you didnt mind your cousin at all, but she can be a bit excitable and overbearing sometimes but you have to deal with it really
“dUDE i gotta show you something follow me”
you were unpacking when your cousin said this, you set down your telescope and followed her out the front door. your cousin lived in an apartment block basically, she was on the third story out of five. there was a very cute young family across the hall from you guys n stuff
anyway she kept going up and up these stairs and you were like where the fUck are we going im so tired
she laughed and said you were almost there and proceeded to push open a big heavy door
wow
you were in complete awe
in front of you was a massive open roof, the setting sun and the wide sky completely in view from all points, and when you looked up? oh my god it just seemed so clear
“you like stargazing dont you? youre allowed to come up here all you want as long as you dont make a ruckus yeah?”
you agreed, smiling W I D E and attacking your cousin in a hug
like,, two weeks later?
you still hadnt gone stargazing on the roof yet
on top of moving in and mid term school, it was a struggle to deal with so you just didnt have the time at the moment
untillll you had a falling out with a friend. it wasnt anything too serious but a few hurtful truths were said and the added stress of everything else going on, it was just overwhelming
so when you got home that afternoon, you packed a small box with your telescope, your notebook and pens, a couple of your astrology study books and two big blankets
then, after you made and ate dinner with your cousin, you made a big cup of hot chocolate (or coffee or tea or a moccha, whatever you prefer) and told your cousin you were going upstairs and youd probably be back late so youd take a key in case she was asleep
your cousin agreed and watched you balance the massive mug and your box in your hands and also the two big pillows you spontaneously grabbed as you walked out
arriving on the roof, you laid everything out, not bothering to set up your telescope just yet and you sat back sipping your hot drink
you didnt know when you started to cry but it happened, and soon enough you where silent sobbing on your own letting out a few sniffles here and there. life was just too busy and overwhelming at the moment
it was about half an hour later when you stopped sobbing, you were still crying, wiping your tears from your face every minute or so, this was when the door to the roof opened and shut
you thought it would just be your cousin so you stayed still and aited for her to find you and comfort you
the the felt a foot hit your thigh and heard a whisper shout of “hoLY FUCK”
you sat up, hastily wiping your tears as you tried to see the dark figure in front of you, they had turned on their torch and were now shining it directly into your eyes
“i am so sOrry i didnt even see you there, were you sleeping? oh god i cant believe i just almost stepped on you- wait? are you crying? oh my god”
it was some sort of god in front of you, you were sure. perfectly tanned skin, gorgeous doe like eyes, soft cheeks and pink lips. you were pretty much mesmerised, even as he crouched down in front of you
“hey, im sorry. i really didnt mean it its just dark out, are you okay? i didnt hurt you did i?”
he sounded so unbelievably guilty that you felt bad, snapping out of it you responded with a choked out “im sorry, im fine, its okay!”
the boy in front of you smiled out of relief, eyes lingering on you before looking at the set-up around you
“im jisung, i live on 2nd floor. i havent seen you around before, i didnt know we had new neighbours”
he looked at you and tilted his head in confusion, his eyebrows furrowing and his lips set in a slight pout. your heartbeat involuntarily picked up at the sight
“oh! im uh- im y/n, i just moved in with my cousin y/c/n, she lives on third floor...” you awkwardly and shyly looked down to the ground, hastily tidying up the mess of notebooks and your hot drink as he replied
“oh! y/c/n! i know her, shes really nice. how old are you? you look a bit younger than her honestly” his brows furrowed further and he smiled lightly when you looked up at him, he was still crouching in front of you
“oh, im 17, she lives closer to my school than my parents and she needed a housemate, so here i am!” you laughed really nervously and looked down at your fingers again
jisung smiled to himself, ah, theyre cute
“oh, im the same age then!” he laughed before looking away slightly, asking the difficult question, “are you sure youre okay? you look like youve been crying,”
dread crushed your chest, he’d seen you crying, this was really embarassing for you
“oh nothing! i was just- uh, i was just a bit stressed is all” you held your breath, hoping jisung wouldnt pry any further, you really didnt want to talk about it
he laughed good heartedly, “ah yeah, we all get a bit like that sometimes. what are you doing up here though? its freezing, are you studying or something? waiT IS THAT A TELESCOPE?!”
it was your turn to laugh, this kid was really positive and seemed to know how to take a hint
“im stargazing! my cousin said i could come up here but, if you need to roof then dont worry ill go down its no porblem”
you looked at his face this time as you spoke and oh my god stop smiling at me like that 
“stargazing? thats so cool! dont worry, i only came up here for some fresh air, my housemates are a bit loud. so what, do you just look at the stars and planets or?” he finally sat dwn next to you. “can you show me a constellation?”
you giggled and nodded, you whole body tingling because of the close proximity of your bodies and the idea of the stereo-typically romantic thing you were about to do. “we need to lay back okay?”
you laid back, he followed, his head was lost to to yours and his hands rested on his stomach, he turned his head to look at you
m i s t a k e
you didnt turn to him. you were bright red at the feel of his breath fanning across your face you kept your head straight on the sky
“now what?” he softly whispered it to you, your stomach violently dipped and your heart practically stopped
youre all “uhhhh uh- well, uh, you just um- see that sorta diamond of stars over there? and then it sorta uh, has a triangle on top?”
jisung follows your line of eyesight and tries to focs on specific stars that make out the shape, he sees it “oH! i see it!”
“yeah, thats lyra, its a harp basically.”
jisung squints and you lightly turn your head to him, not fully, just enough to see his face. “oh, it does look like a harp i guess, whys it there?”
“it represents the lyre of orpheus, who was a greek poet and musician, he was killed though...”
“wow, thats sad but also so cool...” jisungs phone buzzes, you see its a message from someone called minho, asking where he is
“crap, y/n, ive gotta go but um. i really liked talking to you and im really interested in the stars now, it seems like theyve all got stories. would you mind teaching me again sometime?”
he was scratching the back of his neck awkwardly
“oh! um- yeah of course i will, i mean, yeah definitely!”
you realised you didnt have his phone, so you couldnt really get your number for him
he saw you looking and spoke up “uh, maybe just next time, um, come and grab me? my apartment is number 6, im almost always there if im not at school really. just, whenever youre going up and you feel like some company, come knock on the door or something?”
you smiled, the thought made you nervous but you did want to see jisung again. “okay, of course.”
he smiled brightly at you, you cursed your heart again, “great! ill get going then, dont stay for too long okay? youll get a cold.” he stood up and waved to you
“bye jisung!” you call out softly as he walks away
you leave not long after he left, it felt boring on your own suddenly. you didnt even remember youd been crying at all, it felt like a massive weight was lifted off of your shoulders.
you slept so easily that night, dreaming of the stars and jisung.
a week and a half later? it was a friday night 
you were packing your box to go stargazing again when you remembered jisung, you wanted to bring him along with you. he might be busy, but you packed an extra couple of blankets and soem pillows and placed them just inside your door before you went downstairs to go and get him
you were so nervous as you knocked on the door, preparing for utter embarrassment. the door opened up tho
“oh, youre not the complex owner thank god.” you were greeted by someone possibly younger than you, he had reddish hair and a sweet smile. “how can i help you?’
you tried to block out the screeches coming from inside the apartment, you could hear about five voices screaming at once “im uh, im y/n, im from upstairs? i was wondering if jisung was here at all?”
he smirked, like he knew something you didnt. “sure one sec, im seungmin by the way.” he turned away from you and screamed into the apartment “jiSUNG, SOMEONES HERE FOR YOU, HURRY UP.” 
“coMING!!” was heard throughout the apartment followed by a “fELiX gEt ofF Of mE” and seungmin smiled awkwardly at you before a head popped past the wall into the entrance way
“oh! y/n! you came!” he tried to walk over to the door but you noticed a body dragging on his legs.
“jiSUNG PLEASE DO MY CHORES FOR ME.” the boy yelled at jisungs feet
seungmin laughed, looking at you saying “ill leave you to it” before jogging over to a tangled up jisung and who you presumed was felix and tearing felix from jisungs body, dragging him away
“uh, sorry about that, hes lazy and pathetic.” jisung laughed, so did you
“i was just wondering if you were free? i was about to go up to the roof..”
jisung smiled brightly, “of course, let me get my coat and phone.”
once he was ready you two went up to your apartment, you told him to come in and wait a bit while you made him a hot drink of hit choice, then you grabbed some pillows and your box and you both walked up the remaining flights of stairs to the roof
it was the beginning of a tradition really, youd go down and grab him, his housemates would call for him as soon as the saw you, before he left theyd whisper things into his ear that made him blush but you simply shrugged it off
after about two months of going up to the roof together, you admitted to yourself that you liked him
a lot
you liked his smile, his voice, how he was endlessly making you happy, you liked he warmth of when hed lie next to you and the way he’d rest a hand on your lower back, guiding you up the stairs. you liked his goodbye hugs and the way he’d hold your hands the one week you couldnt find your gloves. you liked how he was so interested in the stars like you, but you considered giving up looking at the sky to simply look into his eyes because they held galaxies within them. you liked the way he’d whisper your name to check if you were awake and the gentle touch of his fingertips when he brushed your hair out of your eyes
you liked him so much, you couldnt deny it. it crushed you in a way, you thought he would never like you back, and you increasingly got more nervous and drifted away bit by bit
one night, you were up on the roof and jisung sighed loudly, you asked him what was wrong
“can i rant a little bit? please?” jisung had puppy eyes as he sat up and looked at you, you sat up as well and nodded for him to go on
“ah, this is hard,” he started before looking at the pot plants next to your set up that were the centrepiece of the rooftop, 
“i um, basically i like this uh, this person right? i like them as more than a friend,” your heart clenched and dropped to your stomach. oh. this was heart break. “we’ve been friends for a while and i thought, well, yeah i thought id been quite obvious with my feelings. i hoped that their shyness was them maybe reciprocating my feelings but? maybe not. lately theyve just-”
jisung huffed and looked up at you again, your heart got caught in your throat, you could see he was nervous about telling someone about his crush and he looked sad talking about the unfortunate circumstances
“theyve been distancing themselves from me. they flinch away we i try to be more affectionate and- and they just dont seem like they like me anymore. not even in a romantic way, in a friend way. and im just upset i guess. ive never ever liked someone this much before, every night im filled with these feelings of just wanted to cuddle with them and take them on dates and hold their hands and- and kiss them. the whole package. it hurts, y/n. why dont they like me?”
the sad feeling you was feeling showed in your voice as you replied. “youre a great person jisung, theyd be an idiot not to like you, seriously. i cant think of someone more deserving of love than you.” you tried to nervously look into his eyes
“then why dont they like me y/n? no one ever likes me.” he was still looking down onto the ground
“i like you jisung.” 
oh no
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no W O R D   V O M I T
you clenched your eyes shut, your heart was beating rapidly, you cant believe you just said that when hed just been speaking about liking someone else. you wanted to cry, to bury yourself alive, anything to get out of that situation.
“really? what?” he snapped his head up, staring at you wide eyed and shocked
“nevermind jisung, forget i said it, i didnt mean to make it awk-”
jisung cupped your cheeks, you felt his warm palms and cool fingertips before you felt his lips, slightly chapped yet soft
your mind was going crazy, you barely managed to move your lips along with jisungs before he parted away, still holding your cheeks and smiling widely
“out of all the stars in this world, youre the brightest y/n.”
you died inside before realising he liked you, all the things he said earlier were about you
jisungs eyes were hopeful, happy, loving, especially when you smiled at him so purely
“jisung, kiss me again.”
and he did, pulling you into his lap and letting you tangle your fingers into his hair
he even kissed you outside your apartment, giggling in happiness and tugging you into his body before saying goodbye
jisung couldnt remember a time he’d been this happy, and honestly, neither could you.
finish!! hope you liked it omg
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gocatboygo · 5 years
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1-50 for Sarsaparilla?
ohhh my god skfjskdf sarsaparilla has no development whatsoever this is gonna be a blast and a half
1) which faction did they side with (NCR, legion, yes-man, or house)?
she sided with the legion from the time she saw vulpes in nipton bc Romam Armor Look Cool, cured caesar of his tumor & everything, and then just before the battle of hoover dam, assassinated caesar and sided with yes-man. she realized about halfway through her work for caesar that siding with the legion was never going to pay off and decided to Fool Him TM and then take vegas for herself
2) preferred armor?
OOF probably like… leather armor sdkfjsdk i dont know. she wore the tribal raiding armor at the very beginning of the game. she doesnt wear the legion uniform but i imagine her w some Legion Accessories TM like a mark of caesar on her chest or something
3) melee, guns, energy weapons, or unarmed?
melee babey
4) highest skills? secondary skills? lowest skills?
her highest skills are melee, stealth, and medicine (she polishes that up real nice when she realizes caesar has cancer). secondary skills are explosives and lockpick. lowest skills would have to be barter and survival :/
5) SPECIAL stats?
im just guessing at this point bc i dont remember them skdfjkd but i would say ST:5, PE:6, EN:4, CH:4, IN:6, AG:9, LK:9
6) what are their perks?
black widow, cherchez la femme, friend of the night, cannibal, scrounger, ninja
7) favorite companions? least favorite companions?
literally no one will hang out w her bc she’s legion ksdfjsd. she takes boone as a companion at the very beginning of the game and then she has to kill him. her fave would probably be cass, or raul, who is the Only Mf who will talk to her
8) any romantic partners? how do these relationships begin and end? are they healthy?
she thinks vulpes is hot for 0.2 seconds but she also thinks that about violet, gloria van graff, and some securitrons so i wouldnt worry about it
9) gender / sexuality / ethnicity / species / etc.?
cis female / bi / asian / human ((i just realized all my couriers are cis even though im trans as hell sdkfjsdkfsdj yikes))
10) where were they born/raised? when/why did they leave?
she doesn’t remember anything from b4 the bullet but she’s from new reno. she left because it’s new reno.
11) when, why and how did they become a courier? how long did they remain a courier before benny shot them?
she needed work after she left home and delivering packages didn’t seem terrible. she did it for like 2 years max before she got shot
12) how did the bullet affect them?
took out most of her memories (including her name) and sort of scrambled her good sense. she doesn’t feel very much fear, restraint, or remorse anymore, which is why she’s been doing All This recently
13) how did they deal with benny?
seduced him, slept with him, killed him in his sleep, and took his roomba yes-man
14) what’s their reputation with the ncr / the legion?
the ncr - fucking horrible she can barely go on the strip sdjfskdsd. pile body upon body babey. / the legion - superb. sparkling. if she weren’t a woman they’d even stop insulting her
15) what do the people in freeside think of them? the followers, the kings, the garrets, the van graffs?
the followers aren’t a fan of her because of all that legion business. the kings like her because she takes care of rex. the garrets generally dislike her. the van graffs like her a lot because she let them kill cass & did all their quests
16) what’s their reputation with goodsprings / novac / primm? (i know primm reputation was cut from the game but like let’s pretend for a minute sdkfjd)
goodsprings: bad bc she sided with the powder gangers kdsfjs / novac: she did come fly with me so its lookin alright! / primm: very mixed bc she’s pro-powder ganger but she also got them a new sheriff (meyer) 
17) what’s their reputation with the khans / the brotherhood / the boomers / the powder gangers?
the khans: she’s a Legion Ambassador… a shining monument of their new allies… Excellent and yet they know fuckall about her / bos: well she did blow up that whole bunker. / boomers: i dont remember / powder gangers: as i mentioned before she sided with them at goodsprings and made meyer a sheriff so they like her a lot. boxcars is happy to see her
18) what do the people on the strip think of them? the omertas, the white gloves, the chairmen, ncr military police, mr. house? do the gamblers like them?
the omertas: she did cachino’s quest so it’s pretty good / white gloves: idolized / chairmen: hey that’s the fink that killed benny / ncrmp: BAD / mr house: well considering the fact that she killed him, not excellent 
19) what is their motive for taking vegas?
literally just ‘she wants to’. the whole point of this courier was that she’s a no rules run, she’s lost a lot after the bullet scrambled her brain and she’s literally just doing whatever she wants to do
20) do they have a theme song?
no :(
21) what do they look like? how tall are they? are they attractive? any piercings, tattoos, scars?
she has black hair in the “blast back” style. pretty short, like 5′4″. no piercings or tattoos (but she probably gets a legion brand at some point w like the mars symbol or something). there’s of course a bullet scar on her head, and a few around her arms and torso.  
22) how old are they? do they know their birthday? if so, what’s their sign?
she’s in her early-mid twenties, very young. im not sure if she remembers her bday (probs not) but she’s a Sagittarius 
23) do they speak any languages other than english?
god no. she doesnt even try to learn latin jhjhkjgfkj she pronounces all of it wrong and caesar’s like please shut up,
24) can they read, write, do math, sing? did they ever receive an education?
she went to school in new reno so she can do all that. maybe not sing.
25) what were their parents like? are they still on good terms with their parents?
i honestly havent given it much thought. her parents were probably Just Okay TM. she doesn’t remember them.
26) what’s their d&d alignment? (bolded bc i really like that one ksdjfksd)
chaotic neutral, leaning into chaotic evil.
27) how’s their karma?
not great
28) how do they feel about killing people? do they try to avoid it?
like i said, the bullet messed w her remorse a lot, so it doesn’t particularly bother her anymore.
29) do they take chems? if yes, when and which ones?
yes, sometimes! usually mentats, buffout, med-x, or psycho.
30) do they gamble? where? is their luck good?
she likes to gamble. usually at the ultra-luxe. her luck is pretty good!
31) where do they usually sleep? do they have more than one home location? do they live with any other people?
she usually stays in the lucky 38, in her hotel room in novac, or in the tent Big C TM hooked her up with at the fort. if it comes to it she’ll sleep in the ncrcf. no one else really lives in her 38 save for the securitrons
32) what are their favorite weapons? where did they get these weapons?
her caesar’s fall collection legion-brand machete babeyyyy, one n only! she’ll also use a pistol (a light shining in darkness most of the time since u know she sides w joshua graham) or a police baton if that’s appropriate
33) do they flirt a lot? is it well-received?
yes she does and no it isnt! she licked vulpes. just. right on his visibly ugly face. one time she tried to climb yes-man
34) do they goof around a lot? do other people find it funny or do they just entertain themselves?
once again yes she does and no they do not! she’s doin it all for her, baby. chaotic neutral here we go
35) what do their companions think of them? are they close? have they done any companion quests?
the companions,, obviously dont think very well of her most of the time bc she’s legion. cass thinks she’s a Real Wild Card and respects her for that at first. raul doesn’t like her very much but he’ll still travel with her from time to time just to see what she Does TM.
36) why did you create them?
i wanted to do a no rules run! like i thought it would be cool to just. do the craziest things i could think of in fnv and do it all with one courier. and thus sarsaparilla was born
37) do they draw, paint, play any instruments?
hell no
38) how do they deal with injuries? do they use stimpaks, healing powder, med-x? does a companion help them? can they bear a lot of pain, or do they need to attend to injuries immediately? when they do have to see a doctor, do they have a preferred doctor, or do they just see anyone?
she uses all 3 depending on how bad the wound is. for minor wounds she uses healing powder because she has an abundance of it from the legion, but since she has fairly low endurance she often just has to use stimpaks & med-x. she’s not very tolerant to pain all of the time? but if she has a lot of adrenaline (which she comes by very easily) she can all but ignore it entirely. she doesnt have a preferred doctor
39) have they ever been irradiated? how did they deal with it? did it have lasting effects?
probably a few times but she just threw up and then took a bunch of rad-away and ended up fine. she’s never been damaged by radiation permanently 
40) in conversation, are they kind? gentle? sarcastic? rude? do they speak warmly and openly with people, or are they more guarded? do they talk a lot?
she’s somewhat talkative, she mostly says whatever pops into her head whenever it comes to mind so her talking is just. a big mess of Thoughts She Had. she likes making a lot of jokes that are mostly for her
41) do they like long journeys through the mojave, or do they prefer to travel more quickly? do they prefer using roads or travelling through the deep desert?
she likes to travel quickly. no time to waste! she’s almost always using the roads
42) name a random fact about your courier.
she thinks it’s really funny to blow vulpes’s cover whenever she sees him undercover on the strip & she almost gets killed every single time. oh holy shit it’s vulpes! vulpes inculta! spelled v-u-l-p– oh my god its the ncr mp quick vulpes take your dick out in this gift shop
43) do they watch movie holotapes? what are their favorites? least favorites?
yes but shes literally only seen blazing saddles, gladiator, and we bought a zoo
44) what do they do with the lucky 38? do they like being there? do they leave their companions there? if they’re a yes-man courier, do they open it back up as a casino?
she doesn’t leave companions there too often, like i said. she likes it pretty well bc of the robots and the hot water? but i think that she really prefers staying in hotels except for special occasions. she doesnt open it back up bc yes-man kills her sldkfjds great transition 
45) what do they do after hoover dam?
yes-man says fuck work and just absolutely murders her. hes like ok enough of this and finds a new human to do what he needs done skdfjksd
46) how do they die? how is their death received, by the mojave and by their companions?
yes-man fucking KILLS her ass! the mojave takes a great big breath of relief knowing they wont have to watch her shenanigans anymore skdjfds
47) what are their vices? are they an alcoholic, a thief, a hoarder?
oh boy literally all of them. she definitely steals a lot but thats literally just. a part of her “do whatever you want” complex that Is TM her greatest vice
48) can they cook, and if so, what do they cook? what are their favorite & least favorite foods?
she absolutely cannot. she likes pizza from the tops dskfjkds
49) did they kill caesar? vulpes inculta? what about prominent ncr figures, like kimball and colonel hsu?
yes she did kill caesar! her securitrons killed vulpes at hoover dam and she was power-tripping so hard she didn’t realize they’d already gotten to him. she probably didnt think about him again before she died. she didnt assassinate kimball herself but she definitely assisted in making the assassination go smoothly, and im sure her robots got to hsu sometime before she had yes-man throw oliver off the dam skdjfskd
50) what’s their happiest memory?
not to be fake deep but all this shit she does obviously causes more adrenaline than happiness. you could say that it’s when yes-man threw oliver off the dam, because that was her most exhilarating moment, or you could say that it was when she woke up in goodsprings, because it was the last time she was calm and being taken care of.
thank u so much if u read all this and thank you for sending me this ask. it took a long time but its a good exercise like i said skdfjsdf. send me more if these if yall have the heart, maybe not a whole 1-50 but like ! & please reblog my fnv courier questions post because i do think its nice, bye
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