You know, sometimes I think that I am, in fact, broken. Because how come I long to be loved like those beautiful poetries and romances I read, like, desperately... At the same time that I'm unable to return it? I've searched for it on multiple people, but I give up when I realize how selfish I'm being when I couldn't feel something towards them. I just loved the idea of love and being loved, not them. Then the only things that I have left is art and the consolation that "at least I have my best friend, my family", but they're finding this type love themselves and building their families. I try to get comfort on the fact that "as a single person with no partner and kids I will have more freedom and money", but idk... Sometimes I just wish I had someone to hold me, to kiss my face and say beautiful words to me. And "AroAce" is far away from being a known expression in my country, imagine "queer platonic"... Sorry for the long self pity rant. I'm just incredible sad these days.
Submitted July 9, 2023
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I want to be someone's muse, the object of someone's desires. I want to be something somebody thinks about all day. I want to be painted on a canvas by a painter, to be written in words by a poet. I want to be the inspiration for somebody's art.
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there needs to be more lucy gray stuff on tumblr i swear 😭😭 it’s actually hurting me, im in love with her. anyways…could you write some fluff headcanons w lucy gray and a fem!reader pls? thx :)
I ❤️ Lucy Gray
Lucy Gray Baird x Fem! Reader (headcanons, fluff, romantic)
She is likely the type of person to not care if someone is a man or a woman. If she likes you, you're around her age, and you're kind, you might as well date
Before dating, she was very willing to drop hints. If there was a sign of interest you had in her, she took the opportunity
After dating, she is just as sweet as before, a bit toned down but still loving
Lucy Gray expects you to go to her shows, all of them if you can
Piggybacking off the last one, she'll write songs for and about you. They'll be ballads talking about your kindness and the things you give her
Roses are some of her favorite gifts, she loves the taste and they always smell good. Another good option is handmade gifts, letters, poems, hell, food is all she adores
If you give her poems, she is very willing to turn them into songs. But only sings them for you since they're special
She has sung to you and played the guitar for you. But in a cool way
She NEEDS to feel like she can trust you. She couldn't trust Billy Taupe and she couldn't trust anyone in the arena, so you still have time to prove to her that you're trustworthy
After the Games, violence was an absolute no in her life (it was a no before but it's absolute after everything). If you find a way to bring that brutality back into her life, she'll leave as quickly as she had come
If you get her gifts that are a bit expensive, she'll send you some goat cheese for free!
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To all that have requested before this post was, I’m working on several longer fanfics and plan to release the headcanons first then the full fanfics when I finish them!!
Link to my tbosas masterlist
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(tw for very romantic discussions)
i asked my boyfriend if it bothered him when i talked about being arospec. we've been dating for about 5 years now, he's known i was arospec since before we started dating, as of rn i believe he identifies as 100% allo, and i fully intend on marrying him someday. so i worry that when i talk about being arospec - when i use aroace as a blanket term (because i'm 100% ace and somewhere on the greyro spectrum) or call my favourite characters arospec or whatever - i worry that he'll think it means i don't love him, that he'll think our relationship means less than it does.
i expressed this worry to him. he said "baby, i wouldn't care if one day you realised you were 100% aro. you'd still be my baby."
...have i mentioned i'm going to marry this man? because i'm going to marry this man. he knows exactly what to say to make me melt. i've never romantically loved another person so strongly in my entire life
Submitted March 31, 2023
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put a set of clean, fresh bedding on. get into bed with a cup of tea and a book. everything will be okay.
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the funny aro rocks!
Peridot is canonically Aroace! and I headcanon Lapis as Gray romantic! It is a term used for people who feel mild or little romantic attraction but can still feel it from time to time!
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