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#then we could at least get rid of that only fucking annoyance of this show
stormxpadme · 21 days
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Me @ the beginning today's ep: Cool, cool, the fucking annoying love triangle again, no wait the fucking TWO love triangles. Well, let's hope that's not the most interesting thing happening today.
Me @ the ending of today's episode with like half the cast dead and Genosha burning: Can I see the love triangles again?
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magicalink · 1 year
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❥Perfect Party
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(Wanton pic of Huffman by @ kayysushi just for you to see how ripped he is in this au)
Taglist: Tysm to all who showed support for this series and sorry for the wait! @linn-a-a @butteerflyy
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Kunikuzushi had to endure another dreadful day of school.
At first he was content, tormenting students all over the corridors, abusing his position as the hallway monitor as usual. Asserting dominance, just like it always had been.
But then again, his happiness was ruined upon seeing you in his territory. There you were, the fly in his soup, wrecking his mental peace just by existing.
Just by invading his pond, by strolling with your girlfriends along the corridor. Seeing you revolted his stomach. Your disgusting aura of beauty and purity had to be illegal.
You were all so pretty, so shiny, so fucking perfect.
He watched you carefully from afar.
You were walking in between Barbara and Keqing, who were in the same class as you. He hated you blind.
Out of the three of you, Keching had the best grades. Barbara was by far the most popular, but at the same time the most uptight. But you. You were certainly the most beautiful.
At least, to him. And that made him even angrier. That despite how much of a nuisance you were in his life, he just couldn't get his eyes off of the hem of your short skirt.
It was simply unfair. The way you got everything in life. The grades, the popularity, the beauty. The approval of his mother. Unacceptable.
So he couldn't be happier when he heard the bell ring and you were late, still hanging around the corridor, chattering nervously.
An evil smile crept to his lips.
Finally! This was the golden day! He would be able to report the holy trinity of the school!
He enjoyed every second of seeing you nervously hurrying along the corridor to arrive to class, hoping to get rid of him.
But he was faster.
"What do we got here, huh?" He spat with a wide grin "Such good students, arriving late to class?" He said, pulling out his papers and pen, ready to file a report.
"Nooo!" Barbara cried, joining his hands in a plea.
Keqing huffed in annoyance upon seeing him.
"Oh, come on, Kunikuzushi, it's just two minutes, you could let it slide!" She tried to negotiate.
His smile got even wider and happier, his eyes shining evily like a madman while he wrote your report.
"Oh my, I wasn't expecting such negligence from such a proper person!" He laughed, savouring his own venom on his lips.
"Come on, Y/N, tell him something!" Keqin whispered, discretly jogging you with her elbow.
"Hum??" You mumbled, suddenly snapping out of your thoughts. You were too busy thinking about your recent romance and tonight's party, the topic you were discussing before he had caught you.
Upon raising your gaze, you found Kunikuzushi's, and the only thing you could say was...
"Hi"
He smiled in delight, thinking that for once in his life he was intimidating you. But the truth was that you were too worried about what could happen that night at the party with Huffman -your recent crush and possible future boyfriend-to pay attention to him.
Keqing sighed as a sign of surrender and she picked the report sheet from your step-brother's hand, with the most dignity she could. Then she gently tapped Barbara's shoulder to try and soothe her sobs, leading her in the direction of your classroom.
"You should be ashamed of yourself..." Keqing whispered between gritted teeth.
She realized you were still daydreaming so she pulled your arm to drag you with her. But she made your phone slip from your hand, falling to the floor.
Before any of you could react, Kunikuzushi picked it up and read the content of your screen.
"Sooo," he chirped maliciously "A party tonight? That's why our dear star students are running late? My, my, how shameful!" He laughed, pointing at the message with the invitation.
"You should mind your own business!" Keqin exclaimed, almost spitting fire at him while violently tearing your phone away from his hand.
"Damn, touch a nerve, did I?" He smirked, covering his poisonous mouth with one perfectly white hand.
"You shouldn't take what isn't yours." she frowned.
"It's ok, Keqing," you said, calming the waters just like always, gently grabbing your phone from her hand. Fortunately the screen was intact! "He just picked it up. Let's get going or we are going to arrive even later." you added, pushing both her and Barbara towards the classroom.
"Thanks Kuni," you said absent-mindedly "See you tonight"
Before he could scold you for calling him that annoying pet name, Keqing interrupted:
"Come on, Y/N, like anyone would have invited him...!"
Well that really angered him, so before he could explode you hurried them down the corridor.
"Bye!" You exclaimed apologetically, fleeing the crime scene dragging your friends with you.
You left a furious Kunikuzushi behind, frozen in place in the middle of the corridor. Damn, he wanted to scream and curse so badly! At Keqing for feeling so superior, and even louder at you for pretending not to be. For pretending to be ignorant and innocent, just like always!
You fooled everyone. Your friends, the whole school, even his mother.
But not him.
He was convinced that you were just as hideous as him. But that he was smarter.
Now he really was pissed. It was time for him to finally put his brain to use and decide on a plan to finally ruin you. To get you out of the game forever.
So the rest of the day he was so busy thinking on what the hell to do to you, that he didn't even bother to hear the whispers about where the party was going to be held.
He didn't want to go anyway. Not without a crystal clear idea of what to do.
When the final bell rang he hurriedly fled out of the classroom, alleviating his classmates who were already tired of his aura, which today was darker than usual.
When he left the school campus, he saw you walking out with your friends. Keqing stabbed him with her eyes upon seeing him, calling your attention.
You raised your hand to wave at him, but he ignored you and stormed away, crossing the street without even looking. Fortunately for him but unfortunately for the whole school and his mother, no cars ran over him and he continued his way back home, stomping furiously.
That annoyed him even more. How many times did he have to tell you off to stop you from asking to walk home with him? As if he was going to let that happen! By insisting, he was sure you were trying to make fun of him. You were walking on thin hecking ice already, was nothing ever too much for you?!
The truth was that you just wanted to say goodbye. But it didn't matter. He always lived like he was the victim of a greek tragedy. And just like one, he dramatically left the stage.
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When he got home he went straight to his bedroom and didn't even bother to say hi –or to check if there was someone in the kitchen or the second floor to say hi to. And there he stayed all afternoon.
You came home a bit late, because you went shopping with your friends, with the party in mind.
When you arrived, you went straight to the kitchen, where Ei was drinking tea while your mother Yae was making dinner.
"Hello! I'm back!" You said, leaving your coat gleefully by the door. You only carried your school bag and a single shopping bag with the dress you had bought for tonight.
"Good evening, Y/N," Ei greeted you with a little and modest smile, while sipping her tea.
"I'm making your favorite!" Yae exclaimed.
"Oh, you shouldn't have bothered, I was going to cook, I'm sorry I'm late" you said, a bit upset you didn't make it in time.
"Oh, don't worry" Yae answered, patting your back "You told me you were going with your friends today, so I was prepared. Besides, you've cooked dinner most nights this week, it was my turn already."
"Thank you," you smiled "I'll go take a shower while you finish cooking. I'm going with the girls to a party tonight..."
"I remember," your mother said "How are you getting there?" She asked.
"Oh, don't worry," you replied from the corridor after picking some clothes to take them to the bathroom "Barbara's dad is taking us and Keqing's mom is picking us up this time "
"Ok, I won't get worried then." she smiled while stirring the cooking pot.
You were simply the perfect family, and love and peace reigned upon your home.
Except for the little gremlin that inhabited the room at the back…
"Tell Kunikuzushi to at least come and set the table." Ei said rather bitterly, placing her cup of tea on the table with a dry sound.
"Ok!"
You went to place a knock on his door, the last one at the back of the corridor.
"Kunii~" you chirped, making him grit his teeth out of sheer annoyance "Ei wants you to set the table!"
"Don't call me that!" He shouted, harshly opening the door in front of your face "And dress properly!" He added upon seeing you had your shirt undone, his face even redder now because of the embarrassment.
"I-Im sorry…" you stammered, but he closed the door shut again "But don't forget to do it…" you insisted, and then you walked to the bathroom.
When you looked at your reflection in the mirror you realized your cheeks were slightly blushed. You huffed and bit the inside of your cheek while opening the hot water to set the shower.
Damn Kunikuzushi, always mad at you for no reason. Nothing you did was ever good for him!
You were just trying to act more like you were a real family, walking around the house in pajamas, casual clothes, etc. But he was always against the idea of collaborating in the family you were trying to make. And he made sure to remind you in every way. Especially by reminding you he would never see you like a sister...
A tickling feeling awakened inside of you, warming your body, but you repressed it, ashamed of it. Becoming aware that he saw you like any girl walking half-dressed around the house made you feel madly embarrassed. You had to open the tap of the cold water to extinguish it.
You covered your mouth with your hand.
Damn Kuni! Always doing his best to make everything awkward! He made you look like a pervert! Like you were trying to turn him on or something!
He was so mean, so unconsiderate! He was a really handsome guy, and you had done a great sacrifice by forcing yourself to look at him as a brother and not a man for the sake of this family project! He was ruining all your efforts!!
You breathed deeply and soaked under the cold water to get calm and kill down those indecent feelings. To try and forget what you just had thought, to not feel guilty about the dirty thoughts you had.
"I'm just desperately horny…" You told yourself. It was Huffman's fault. He had been doing his best to make you thirsty for him these past months.
The truth is that you felt really lonely and were desperate for physical affection.
You had only had one boyfriend. He was called Guy, and you went together to the school you attended before moving in with Kuni and Ei. You had a really good realtionship, but your complicated family lives prevented you from being together.
Tunner, Guy's father, was pretty old and had a delicate health, so he was so busy taking care of him and trying to cope with school that he didn't have time for you. You were also busy, because ever since your own father's death you were taking care of your sad mother, trying to make her happy, to help her with the family Shrine, and to have top grades.
You simply had no time for one another and shortly before you knew that you were moving houses and going to another school you both decided the best was to break up.
It was a peaceful break up. You stayed friends. You really cared about each other, and each other's families. But it had been a long time since the last time you texted each other…
Kunikuzushi was a really handsome guy. He inherited his mother's beauty. You were dazzled by him the first time you met him, shortly after your mother told you about her relationship with Ei and introduced her to you.
But he was forbidden territory. Your mom was deeply in love with Ei. It was the first time you saw her happy after your father's death. He was going to become your step-brother.
So, for the sake of your mom's happy marriage, you accepted it inmediately.
Plus, when you entered Kunikuzushi's school you learned the shocking truth about him: he was a total prick to the other students! In addition to this, there were plenty of fish in the sea...
You made lots of friends and shortly after you met Huffman.
He was handsome. Not as handsome as Kuni but still good looking. And, totally oposite to him, he treated people nicely and thus he was very popular at school.
There was spark between you. He flirted with you a lot and your friends approved him as a possible boyfriend. Even the uptight Barbara accepted him!
One day he kissed you in the parking lot and two weeks later you ended up having sex in his room when his parents were out. Needless to say, you didn't tell this to Barbara! Keqing was the only one who knew, and you agreed to keep it a secret from her bc...sex before marriage?? You weren't even his girlfriend! She could have a heart attack if she knew!
Well you didn't think marriage was necessary for having sex but you certainly wanted Huffman to ask you to be his girlfriend. You liked him and you wanted to know that you were important to him.
But ever since you hooked up, the relationship didn't advance any further.
He was distanced, but never fully away. He just kept flirting with you, making you desire him. You never got the chance to be alone together again.
So this night was the night.
You were going to see him at the party, and if he didn't have the courage to take the next step you were going to do it!
You were gonna kiss him! And you were gonna ask him out!
You smiled to yourself while rinsing your hair and all the sinful thoughts about Kuni out of your head, you wanted to make sure it looked perfect. You had your outfit planned weeks ago. You had everything planned. You had to look stunning and it had to be the perfect party.
So you encouraged yourself mentally while drying yourself with the towel, carefully getting dressed. You had to look confident. Huffman wasn't gonna escape from you this time!
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Author note: I swear the spice is coming up next chap I just had to set the scenery. Also next chap is almost complete so it won't be that long, the problem will come with the chapters following that one 😅
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misslavenderlady · 2 years
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Daddy Issues 🧡
Michael/TransMale!Reader (He/Him Pronouns)
Summary: Growing up, Michael had a rough experience with how his strict father expected him to be a man. Maybe it's about time you show Michael how a real man is supposed to love and take care of him~
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Shoutout to @legal-lost-boy for helping me out with this fic! We love a good, subby Michael
WARNINGS: Nsfw/Smut/18+ Readers Only, Vampire!Reader, Masculine genitalia terms for reader, Dom!Reader, Sub!Michael, Mentions of past child abuse (experienced by Michael), Hurt/Comfort, Friends to Lovers, Dirty Talk, Handjobs, Daddy Kink, Michael calls the reader Daddy (nothing more than that for the kink), Teasing, Begging, Pleading, Soft Dom, Vaginal Sex, Riding, Fucked stupid, Praise Kink, Multiple Orgasms, Creampie
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You loved being a Lost Boy. Leaving behind your old life to be with your friends was the best and easiest decision you’d ever made. After going through all the struggles and annoyances in your past, you easily accepted your boys for what they were, even if what they were just so happened to be bloodthirsty vampires. You didn’t care. They were loving, made you laugh, and accepted you for who you were. It was easy to do the same for them. 
That’s why you became a vampire too. 
David was the one to turn you, and ever since the first kill you had felt reborn. Like you were always meant to be one of them. There were so many awful, cruel people in the world and if you could get rid of them and feed your thirst at the same time, then it was killing two birds with one stone. Not to mention you loved seeing the other boys be so supportive as they welcomed you into their family. 
It was all so amazing. Every night since then had been full of excitement and fun. You were never bored and you were never alone. Your boys always found new ways to make you happy, and you did the same for them. They were your family and you loved them so dearly.
Then Michael came into the picture, and suddenly you had a new boy to play with. 
He was cute. No, he wasn’t just cute. He was gorgeous. Incredibly handsome. Just a total hunk with pretty baby blues. The others liked him, but you were smitten like nobody else. You took every opportunity to enjoy his company. There was rarely a moment where you didn’t have an arm around him or try to flirt with him. 
What made it more fun was how positively shy he was. Michael was still human (for now, at least), so you got to enjoy the scent of blood flowing in his cheeks whenever you made him blush. He always tried to play it off, but you could hear his heart racing in his chest whenever you told him something nice. 
You wanted him. You were going to have him soon enough.
The others got a head start for the night, taking a drive to one of the private beaches on the opposite side of town to hunt. Michael stayed behind in the cave, not quite ready to see what their dinners were like. You didn’t blame him. You still remembered how squeamish you were about blood when you were still human. He’d be more comfortable in time.
At some point, he had begun to bring his stuff into the cave. Some extra clothes here. Some cassettes there. Slowly but surely he was beginning to see this place as his new home. It was cute seeing him begin to nest. 
One of the bigger things he brought was his weight set. He was in the middle of a workout session now, doing curls with one of the larger weights. After the transformation he’d be strong and handsome permanently, meaning he wouldn’t even need that stuff. But for now, he often enjoyed a thorough workout session, pumping iron and breaking a sweat. If his pumping blood didn’t turn you on already, then his glistening muscles certainly did.
“Heya, big guy~” you called out to him. He turned your way, still focused on his workout, but able to give you attention at the same time. 
“Hey, man! I thought you went out with the others,” he responded, putting down the weights in exchange for his water bottle. You were feeling pretty thirsty yourself just looking at him. 
“Nah, I thought you could use some company, so I stuck around a bit”
He smiled at you. That boyish grin could melt the heart of anyone who caught sight of it. You’d never get sick of it. The only thing you wanted him to do with that mouth more was to kiss you as passionately as possible. Among other things, of course~
A couple of hours went by and the two of you were hitting it off. You were just two guys bonding, talking about life, and having fun. You were crushing on him more and more by the minute. Michael was just so strong and perfect, it was hard not to find him so desirable. 
But of course, everyone has their flaws and their struggles. You found that out soon enough.
“So tell me, Michael,” you started, lounging over the couch close by his weights. “What got you into this stuff in the first place? Training to be a bodybuilder or something?”
Michael chuckled, shaking his head lightly. 
“No no, I’m not into that stuff,” he explained. “When I started going through puberty my dad said I needed to work on becoming a man, so he set me up at a local gym and made me train. I practically lived there during the summers. He’d have me work out ‘til I puked, it was that intense”
Your casual smile shifted into a concerned expression. That didn’t really sit right with you, so you sat up straight and pressed further.
“Really? He made you do that?”
“Well yeah! It was one of the few times he’d really hung out with me. It was a lot of work, but you gotta do what you can if you want to be a real man, right?”
Now you were really concerned. Even if you left your past behind you, it was still fresh in your head how growing up you’d seen the dads of your friends and classmates be harder on their sons with expectations. Telling them stuff like “boys don’t cry” or “don’t be such a girl”. And that was the nicer stuff. 
What really caught your attention was what Michael said about it being one of the few times his father would spend time with him. 
“Michael,” you said, voice softening. “Someone who loves you wouldn’t make you do things like that. Putting yourself through that harsh stuff doesn’t influence how much of a ‘man’ you are. I don’t think it’s right to do that, especially for a kid getting used to his changing body”
Now it was Michael’s turn to look differently. He no longer had a carefree smile on his face. He looked a bit confused. It was as if this was the first time someone had questioned his father’s actions on “bonding” with him. He nervously ran a hand through his curly hair.
“Well…I mean…I dunno, my dad just didn’t really want to spend time with me if I didn’t do stuff like that…” he said, seemingly a bit sheepish now. 
Your expression softened as you reached out for his hand. He took hold of it and moved from his spot by the weights to the seat next to you on the couch. If he was going to start rethinking a major part of his life with a harsh father, then the least you could do was let him sit by your side for some company.
“Did he not talk to you a lot? Is that what you mean by ‘not spend time’ with you?”
Michael shook his head. His lips pursed as he gazed off into the distance of the deeper sections of the cave.
“To be honest…he’s kinda old fashioned…” he explained. “Y’know…'the man works all day and relaxes when he gets home and the woman takes care of the house and the kids'. That kinda shit. I never really liked that, so my brother and I tried our best to help out mom so she wouldn’t have to go at it alone. With how much time he spent at work, it certainly felt like she was alone often…”
You nodded, giving Michael all the attention he needed. He slunk further into the couch, laying horizontally now. It put a smile on your face seeing him get so cozy. It was incredibly cute. 
Michael went further into detail about things as time passed on. He talked about working hard-labor jobs to help out his mom because his dad got stingy with spending habits. He pouted as he talked about the hard punishments he and Sam got at their father’s hand. He even lamented over the fact that his father didn’t even want custody of him and his brother. The more he talked, the more you grew to hate this man who mistreated poor, sweet Michael.
You felt honored that he wanted to pour his heart out to you. That he trusted you to talk about this stuff. It wasn’t typically considered “manly” to talk about feelings, but neither of you cared at that moment. 
You also didn’t care that guys typically didn’t put their heads in the laps of their friends and get their hair stroked. Especially since you were doing that with Michael right then and there.
It felt natural, just running your fingers through his curls. They were so soft to the touch, you couldn’t help yourself. If the relaxed look on Michael’s face told you anything it was that he liked it too. He felt safe with you, and you intended to keep it that way.
“It sounds like you’ve been through a lot of shit, Michael,” you said, massaging his scalp. His eyes were shut, allowing him to rest in his blissful state. “Y’know, if I had it my way, I’d make sure you’d get all the love and attention you need. I’d take good care of you”
Lashes fluttered lightly as Michael opened his eyes again. You didn’t mind, as you couldn’t get enough of that pretty blue color he had. They seemed extra wide as he gazed up at you from your lap. 
“Really? You’d…take care of me…?”
God, your undead heart was almost beating again. He sounded so helpless. Like an abandoned puppy looking for a new home. When was the last time this poor boy got some proper attention? You were going to fix this right away.
“Of course I would, Michael,” you whispered. The fingers that once carded through his hair now moved downward, stroking the side of his cheek and over his jawline. The softness of his skin contrasted with the roughness of his stubble, and you loved the feeling of it on your fingertips. Lucky for you, he seemed to like it too.
“You could cuddle up with me whenever you were lonely…get compliments when you feel bad about yourself….maybe I’d even give you a kiss or two to show some extra lovin’” 
It was a risky move, promising such intimate things. But you couldn’t keep it to yourself any longer. You had the adorable human right in your grasp, and you didn’t want to let him go. He moved upward, head out of your lap and up to your eye level. Time to really test the waters.
“Do you want a kiss now, sweetheart~?”
The moment passed as you waited for his reaction with bated breath.
“I…fuck, I’d really like that…”
Jackpot~
A pleased smile stretches across your face. You reached a hand forward, once again brushing it along his strong jaw. This time you took hold of his chin, brushing your thumb over it before tugging it forward. Seconds felt like hours as you slowly brought him in for that kiss he wanted so badly. 
When your lips connected with his, you knew everything was gonna go right. 
What started as soft and slow quickly shifted into passionate and intense. He just tasted so good on your mouth, and you wanted to indulge in him more. It wasn’t the minty mouthwash or the cherry lip balm you liked about his taste. It was the blood that flowed in his plump, perfect lips. You felt addicted to it and you hadn’t even actually tasted the liquid yet. You’d try to get your chance later~
Instead, you wrapped your arms over his shoulders, slipping your fingers back into his fluffy hair as you did before. You hummed in delight in between each kiss, loving how eager he was for you too. The more he kissed you, the more you felt his body relax. Of course, there were plenty of other ways to help him good too.
“Mmmmm Michael~” you sighed, removing one of your hands to trail it down his body. You caressed every single muscle with delight, all too proud of yourself for snagging an adonis like Michael. Your hand settled right under his belt buckle, softly squeezing to get a good feel for what you were dealing with. 
Fuck, his cock felt so thick in your hand and it was already starting to harden from your first, small touch. If that didn’t tell you how eager the boy was, then the moan that came from his throat certainly did. 
“You feel so good, baby~” you whispered, moving your mouth to kiss his jaw and neck. God, you were parched for a taste of his blood, but you had better self-control than others. “You wanna touch my cock too~?”
You were all too pleased with yourself when you felt his dick twitch in his jeans at the sound of your question. Poor thing was probably so pent up and needed some loving. You’d be a generous lover and give him whatever he needed. He nodded before reaching down to undo your belt and zipper. He was a bit clumsy, but not to a point where it put you off. In fact, his eagerness to play was making you more excited. 
Michael brought his lips back to yours, sighing in relief when he got to kiss you again. He felt so warm, the blood in his body rushing to both his cheeks and right to his cock. Even if you were a vampire, similar things were happening to your body too. You were so grateful you could still fuck him even as a monster. 
While he slipped his tongue over your bottom lip, he moved his fingers down into your underwear, ready to feel how turned on you were too. As you expected, he seemed a bit surprised to find what was in between your legs. You had been open with him and the others, of course, but this was the first time you were actually showing him the more intimate parts of your body.
Your smile widened as Michael sighed in arousal, loving how hard your clit was in contrast to how wet you were. His fingers were so strong and big, and the way he caressed your length felt absolutely incredible. It was hard to tell if he had prior experience or was just a naturally gifted virgin. 
“Good boy, Michael~” you praised him. His own pants were undone too and you had wasted no time wrapping your hand around his fat dick underneath his briefs. He was practically shaking at your touch. “Stroke my cock nice and slow, baby. I’ll do the same for you, just keep kissing me~”
You felt him nod quickly as he did as he was told. He curled his fingers against the sensitive spot and touched you as you liked. Not too rough and just the right pace. He was such a good listener. No wonder David wanted to bring him into the club. 
The moans you both let out blended together as you touched one another. Each kiss was more hungry than the last, tongues gliding slowly and lips swelling with each touch. You felt dizzy with pleasure, your voice growing louder to properly show your arousal. In your hand you pumped his cock, stroking the length and teasing his sensitive tip. You practically ached with the need to have him fill you up with that massive thing~
You were getting closer and closer, toes curling and burning hot desire building inside your body. If he kept that up you were going to fucking soak him with your cum. Mark him as your own. And then-
“Daddy~”
Holy shit.
You rushed into your orgasm a lot faster than you anticipated, the shocks of pleasure rushing through your body as you came on his skilled fingers. Your back arched as you sighed louder, completely consumed and overwhelmed by the ecstasy of it all. It made you so blissfully happy to know Michael was just as good as you had hoped he would be.  
Whether it was a few seconds or a few minutes that had gone by, you weren’t entirely certain. What mattered was the sight you saw when you opened your eyes. 
Michael looked positively mortified by the thing he had called you. His face was flushed a deep red, his baby blue eyes wider than ever and his free hand firmly clasped over his mouth. There was absolutely no denying what he had called you. You already knew you were going to have quite a bit of fun with that~
“Shit, I-I….I’m so sorry….that…that just slipped out, I don’t kno-”
“Say it again.”
Now his shock was morphing into confusion. He cocked his head to the side, further proving your point that he was just like a clueless pup. It was so precious. 
“Wh-what..?”
You weren’t going to play games. One use of the word and you were hooked. You pushed him down onto the couch, his back pressed into the seat cushion. The way he looked up at you made you feel like some kind of powerful god, ready to be worshiped and adored.
“Say. It. Again.” you annunciated. He watched in amazement as you slipped your pants and underwear off your legs and your shirt over your head. You hadn’t put on your binder yet after your daytime sleep, and the way he stared hungrily at your naked body made you incredibly grateful for that.
“C’mon, Michael. You know I could take care of you. Make you feel loved and appreciated. Safe and sound. Nobody will ever hurt you again, baby boy~” you purred. His body trembled as your yanked his pants downward as well, letting his rock-hard cock be more exposed to you. Whether his shaking was from nerves or excitement, you weren’t entirely certain. 
You smiled down at him, feeling handsome and powerful on top of him. It was something you could definitely get used to.
“Call me Daddy~”
Michael was putty in your hand. He looked so grateful to have permission to be vulnerable and submissive to you. There was no need to worry about anything as long as he had you. So the word came much easier to his voice now.
“D-Daddy…~”
He was yours now. 
In a flash you pinned him down further onto the couch, your bare chest pressed against his own as you kissed him again. There was a newfound fire in your kisses now, burning hot for Michael. They didn’t stop even as you helped tug his t-shirt off. If you had any less self-control you would have brought out the vampire claws to slice the fabric off. However, knowing David wouldn’t be happy about giving up your little secret before Michael’s own initiation stopped you. 
For now, of course~
Hands ran over each other's bodies as you moved together. He was so toned and perfect. A figure that would put Greek statues and paintings to shame. Now he was all yours to love and cherish, and you wouldn’t take that for granted. 
“Oooh fuck, Michael. My handsome boy~” you cooed, your mouth now on his neck instead of his lips. The moans he let out while you nibbled over each sensitive spot were pure music to your ears. “You want Daddy to fuck you, baby boy? You want me to ride your cock and show you just how perfect you really are~?”
He nodded feverishly, grabbing at your ass and grinding his hips against yours as if he was going to die without your body being as close as possible to him.
“Yes!”
“Then ask me nicely like a good boy~” you cooed, momentarily releasing him to look into his eyes. He was so pouty, the poor thing. But even if he was a bit whiny, he was quite obedient to you too.
“P-Please…fuck me…” he whimpered, suddenly feeling quite shy with you watching him so closely.
You tutted, once again caressing his cheek with your fingers as you moved your body slowly with his. The slickness from your hole was already taunting his aching cock, and it was making his heart race in his chest. 
“Finish the sentence, baby. What do you call me~?”
He gulped audibly, face still red and eyes still shining in the light of the candles in the room. So pretty~
“Please fuck me….Daddy~”
That’s what you wanted to hear.
You watched him like a hawk as you lifted yourself off of him. One hand was still on his chest while the other took hold of his cock, carefully lining it up with your aching, wet hole. When you finally let yourself sink down on it, the two of you let out such beautiful sounds of desire. 
He already looked big, but he felt massive inside you. You were grateful you were aroused enough to allow his entrance to be so easy, but it would still take a few seconds for you to adjust to the sensation. 
But while you kept your cool, Michael was already turning into a mess. He whimpered and sighed, head tossed back and eyes shut as he tried to handle all the warmth you gave him. It was so adorable, you couldn’t help but smile down at him. Still, you didn’t want him to think you were being mean with your laughter, so you softened him up a bit. 
“Shhhhh it’s okay, sweetheart~” you cooed as you gently stroked his cheek. He felt so perfectly warm. “I’ll start off gentle with you, don’t worry. Let Daddy do all the work and make you feel good~”
The way he gazed at you made you feel like you were the most important thing in the world to him. Michael was just so handsome and perfect and you had never felt luckier. He batted the long lashes over his big, Bambi eyes and nodded, ready for more.
You began to grind your hips on top of him, easing him into the motions. Whether or not this was Michael’s first time, all you wanted to do was make it a wonderful experience. The way his cock pumped in and out of you at a steady pace was already making you feel the familiar waves of pleasure build up. You’d try to take your time, but if the dick was good enough, you were going to cum as many times as you could~
“Yeah, Michael, that’s it…fuck~” you sighed. Your eyes stayed locked on his as you reached down to stroke yourself at the same time as your riding. The sensitive length made you hiss, but you’d get used to it soon enough. 
“F-Feels….intense….fu-fuck…soooo good…~” Michael whimpered, barely able to speak or think when he was balls-deep inside of you.
You moved a little faster now, slowly encouraging his sweet noises. It was better than any music you could’ve put on for the rather intimate moment. 
“Mmm I know, baby boy. You like it when Daddy puts it all the way in, don’t you~?” a lower tone came from your mouth. “Is this what you wanted? To be praised and adored while a guy like me fucks you into the couch? C’mon, Mikey, use your words~”
He nodded so feverishly. His nails dug into the fabric of the couch as he gripped it with an iron-tight force. It didn’t take a genius to realize he was fighting the urge to touch you. Probably waiting for your permission to do so. Ever the gentleman~
“Yes..h-holy shit…always….mmh!...wanted to get f-fucked…~” he whined. “Please, can I t-touch you?”
“Say the magic word, and you may~”
You had only just begun and you were already fucking him dumb. It made you wish you had a camera to take a picture and make the pretty sight last longer. 
“Please, Daddy! Pl-Please, let me touch y-you~!!”
A soft giggle came out of you as you nodded in approval. His strong hands immediately gripped your hips, pulling you down as low as you could go on his massive cock. It forced a louder moan from your mouth, but you didn’t care. It felt like he was in your stomach, and you were loving every goddamn second of it. Your nails gently pressed into his chest as you gave him so much stimulation too. The hair on his chest was so rugged and manly. It made your desire to touch every inch of his body ever stronger.
“There you go, sweet boy. My sweet boy~” you sighed, your aching hole throbbing around his thick length. Who needed a sex toy collection when Michael was just a walking, talking plaything to enjoy? “You love this, don’t you? I can tell because you’re staring at my hard cock while I ride you. Go on, baby boy, you can touch it~”
He gave your hip a squeeze before removing one hand to slip in between your legs. Once again, his fingers got easily coated with your warm wetness as he toyed with you. It made you fantasize about putting him on his knees and making him suck your cock like the little slut he was becoming. Maybe you’d get the other boys and circle around him, trapping him in so he’d pleasure them too.
God, the things you were gonna do to this sweet human~
“Aaaahh~! Oooh Michael, baby!” you sighed, your noises growing louder and louder with every minute of pleasure he gave you. Even if he was the one inside you, it was abundantly clear you were the one fucking him. All Michael really needed was a man to take care of him in more ways than one, and you’d give him that and so much more.
Was him having daddy issues a cliche? Yes. Did you care? Fuck no. 
All that passed through your mind was the idea of cumming on his massive cock. It fueled your motions as you bounced faster and harder, railing him as he wanted. 
“Fuck me, I’m gonna cum so fucking soon~” you growled out. You brought a hand off of his chest and put it on your own, feeling up the tender skin and nipples while you rode him. Your body was always so sensitive to every touch, and it made it all that much more fun. 
“M-Me too..~” Michael whimpered, speeding up the way he stroked your cock while he fucked you with his own. He really was getting the hang of this. Such an eager learner~
Even if your state of building euphoria, you still had the ability to remind him of his manners.
“Then ask m-me…ooh shit….ask me to c-cum…baby boy..~” you commanded him. You were so fucking close, it hurt. 
“P-Please, Daddy! Please please PLEASE let me cum! You’re so handsome…I w-wanna…ooh!...cum inside….oh god, please, I’ll go crazy if I can’t cum in you, Daddy…~!”
Fuck, nothing was hotter than a hunky-looking man turning into a pitiful, cock-hungry mess, and you were front and center for the show. 
Once Michael was officially a vampire too you were gonna fuck him every night. You wanted to bend him over various pieces of furniture and have him take one of your straps. You wanted to let him plow you on every single surface available in your hideout. 
You wanted Michael.
When you finally let go and creamed hard on the length of his cock, he truly realized that. Your shaking, fucked-out body and the look of desire on your face triggered his own climax and soon enough he was releasing inside of you. Part of you swore you felt him try to pull out, but there was no way in hell you’d let that happen. You kept your ass firmly planted on him, holding him still while he coated the deepest parts of you with his hot cum. 
“FUCK! Ooooh fuck, YES~!” you cried out. Michael wasn’t as loud as you when he came, but he was certainly close to it. You loved how beautiful the two of you sounded together. 
When it was all over and the afterglow started to take effect, you fell backward, letting yourself lie down on the couch to properly relax. Your thighs felt weak and sticky from the mess you two made, and it made you grin like an idiot. Michael peered at you, his blue eyes hazed over with his own arousal. 
You smiled kindly as you beckoned him to you. 
“Come snuggle up with me, cutie~”
He had his own dopey expression from your request. It made you happy to see as he crawled toward you and laid down on top, his head cuddle up against your chest. You wrapped your arms around his body, kissing the top of his curly-haired head. 
“Heh…sorry if I was a little too…intense~” he said sheepishly. 
“Don’t be. You have nothing to worry about, Michael,” you promised him. “From now on you don’t have to worry about anything. I’ll make sure you’re taken care of. Just be yourself and I’ll absolutely adore you~”
He nodded softly, relaxing fully into your embrace. He’d probably fall asleep on you and the two of you would possibly get caught by the others, but you didn’t care at all. You had gotten what you wanted. 
However, there was still one thing you wanted. David had initially planned to have Michael drink his blood when the time was right, but perhaps with a little convincing, he’d let you be the one to have Michael feed from. You were already so close with him now, and having your blood in his veins would only further seal your bond.
You’d be so good to him as his Sire. Your sweet, adoring Michael. Forever yours~
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hurlumerlu · 5 months
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Okay so, Playboyy episode 1, the bad first :
the acting is so rough in parts. And in some scenes it's fine cause that cannot be easy to play, but in others I'm just like. what the fuck are you doing. As often in those cases I'm left wondering if it's a "we didn't have the money for enough takes" issue, an actors direction issue, or if I'm missing something.
the show flip-flops between visually intriguing and/or visually funny and absolute & total blandness in a way I cannot make sense of.
The good :
Love how deliberately not sexy most of the sex scenes/kinks are. The terrible "cop" outfit ? the cringy flirting ? the standard porn lines in japanese ? incredible. it's funny, it's an interesting change of pace from the usual BL sex scenes and getting rid of the glamour feels relevant in an episode which has for whole thesis that everyone has to contend with sex one way or another
Like i said, the show is really visually fun sometimes. Not beautiful, I wouldn't say beautiful, but I'm enjoying seeing sets that have had a lot of thoughts put into their design. The choice to go for the #aesthetic rather than realism is great imo, especially when you compare how "normally' the playboyys are filmed during their little get together with the lush, absurd environment the rich boys evolve in. it's fully two different worlds and I love that.
speaking of #aesthetics I want to kiss whoever was responsible for costume design on the mouth. Those characters are dressed the way you'd draw them if you wanted them to stand out in a reader's mind. Real manga charadesign vibes. I fucking love it.
Nont (or is it Nant ? why do they have such similar names T-T) was on screen for so little time and still managed to have real impact on me. I'm invested in him, I'm invested in his quest, and his smug "you wouldn't know, you don't have a mother" was so mean - I love him already.
Probably controversial but I really liked the tense music/almost scare chords over Zouey trying to masturbate like. the guy's complicated relationship with his own pleasure is interesting and i. idk, I'm sure it broke immersion for a lot of viewers but it worked on me, I felt real unease both times.
The "could go either way" :
I have no idea how they're going to deal with Zouey's reticence toward sex in the future and I'm a little wary. So far I have no complaints but. you know.
Listen I am fully team playboyy and I don't think we're meant to take their "scamming those poor, fragile men" scene completely at face value given that it's their ass on the line if things go wrong but at the same time i don't trust tvshows to be fair to sex workers so. we'll see. I have hopes though.
Random thoughts :
I went from "Zouey what are you hiding ?" to "oooh noooo sweety" real fast, only to go back to "what the fuck are you hiding" toward the end, so at least the show is commited to keeping me guessing, which I appreciate
wow, Zouey's friends are dicks. also I get hat guy's annoyance at rich client's antics but like. not Zouey's fault, and I'm pretty sure anyone would refuse a blowjob if they had to lie on that coffee table with their hand behind their back for it. that shit looked terribly uncomfy even for someone experienced and you already know Zouey isn't. I know I said I was team playboyys but give that guy a break
how many kinks does First have ? put some back on the shelf honey you can't carry them all.
Nont (Nant ?) recording his investigation seems risky as hell but given the number of time we see the boys filming stuff/recording stuff/watching vids (and to a lesser extent Zouey's painting and all the shots through windows/glassdoors etc) I don't mind. I assume they're going somewhere with it and if they don't it contributes to the Vibes (also known as themes, probably).
I don't even think I've met all the characters in the opening and I've already seen three blowjobs. Not complaining, I'm impressed.
speaking of that, who is that scholarship student with the camo pants and white tank top ? he said like one sentence but I've already imprited on him.
kinda wish i could take an "east asian gay porn 101" class because I know I'm missing stuff ! I can feel it !
OBSESSED with that "play with me" tattoo. it's in such poor taste i could cry of joy.
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With how Okhubo clumsily tried to connect FF with SE, could it be that he somehow didn't "get" his own work (or maybe not anymore, it ended in 2013 afterall)? I know that sounds ridiculous but with the "death of the author" and all...
I get “death of the author,” and I definitely use that argument when saying that I think many fanfic writers saw potential in the characters, setting, and plot that Ohkubo didn’t actualize in his text. Some of that owes to wish fulfillment by fans (including my fellow shippers). Some owes to the fact that we’re reading and writing fanfics, so we’re not having to suit any editor, publisher, licensor, studio, or company representatives and owners. Ohkubo was not only having to cater to his own desires but also to making sure enough people kept reading and that the editors, publishers, studios, licensors, etc, were happy. 
That being said, a lot of my annoyance with Ohkubo’s works is that he had a message and a goal that aren’t what I wanted. He wanted Fire Force to talk about the power of imagination, how religion emerges out of humans’ desires, how humanity risks falling into despair and a death drive–and, in my opinion, I thought his argument was overly idealistic, not tempered by the logic of his own story and legitimate concerns right now. Taking each of those three ideas one by one: 
Ohkubo thinks imagination is that powerful, whereas imagination does not negate all the trauma and despair already felt; it is what powers us through to live with those experiences, and I didn’t think the manga showed how to live with those experiences. The story could have–but that would require actually doing more with Mari and how her children reacted to reuniting with her, but that got short-shrift so we could get the dumb Tamaki fanservice soapbox rant, the harem ending for Shinra, and the timeskip nonsense to serve as a prequel to Soul Eater. 
Ohkubo thinks religion emerges out of humans’ desires–which, accurate–and that somehow means humans are silly–I don’t immediately agree with that, just on the grounds of religion alone–but, being silly, need religion–which, fuck no, people don’t need religion. People may need “faith,” but “faith” not in a religious sense, just faith in your capacity to get through each day. 
Ohkubo thinks humans risk falling into despair and a death drive–which I don’t entirely agree with. When things are this shitty in the world right now, feeling despair is to be expected. It’s not an ideal feeling, but it is what many of us are feeling–and acting like we can just kick it away is ridiculous. Like trauma, we live with that experience of despair–and keep going. This is how Soul Eater mostly ended its anime: you can’t get rid of fear, but you have courage to live with that fear. And I feel like Ohkubo’s Fire Force contradicts his earlier message, even with the same iconography, using the Asura eyes for both fear in Soul Eater and despair in Fire Force: Shinra kicks despair away, it’s presented less like he is willing to keep kicking it away however much he needs to, and more like he’s presenting it as something that can be erased. But maybe I’m wrong when I say it contradicts Soul Eater: maybe I’m being stubborn and ignorantly defiant: Maka did punch out Asura, he went away, so isn’t that pretty much what Shinra did when kicking away despair? And that was the Soul Eater anime, not his manga, so the message by Studio BONES et al is not reflective on his work. But as I said about fanfics, I think that there are better messages to the world Ohkubo started that he has not done well to actualize. 
So, to summarize my points in this rambling: I think he “got” (understood) the message he wanted to share with readers, but I didn’t think that message was well presented or enough of a good message at all, at least not a set of messages that were well done or appropriate (no, Ohkubo, fanservice is not needed so to introduce sex to people, especially when you are so heteronormative and ignoring asexuality; no, Ohkubo, religion is not wholly silly and not something all people need; no, Ohkubo, despair is not something that can just be kicked away). And I think readers “get” (interpret) messages from his works that are valid but probably not what he intended, and definitely contradict what we find later, whether later within his own works or contradicted by his later works. It’s like what I’ve said before about how he accidentally lucked into doing a pretty sympathetic portrayal of being outside the male-female binary with Crona, or how he accidentally made Soul and Maka a really good romantic pairing: these feel like messages that readers found in his works, despite his propensity to screw it up (such as reducing Crona down to dumb “what sex are they?” jokes about their anatomy, or constantly using romantic iconography around Soul and Maka–dancing, hand-holding, “soul mate” ideas–without wrapping it up and letting the text unequivocally confirm that, yeah, these two are romantically made for each other).
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obey-me-rot · 3 years
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A/N: I guess as a writing blog I should be doing some writing right? Honestly this has just been the biggest headcanon I've had in a while since I started playing Obey Me of the brothers just...like Devildom culture must be so different! And then the whole pact thing with human masters must be so different as well! I just view them as big animals just wanting to get your attention u wu. Warnings: Jealous boys, public shows of dominance and a lot of biting.
It's almost painful being in the Devildom sometimes.
A cultural exchange program amped up to 100 %.
As much as you loved the brothers, you also were meeting some pretty cool demons in RAD. Surely you were the human student everyone was so excited to meet, but none of them really talked to you, you know? But there were some that were brave enough to overlook your pact marks and dive into a conversation.
Even some were bold enough to talk to you out of school!
Making so many friends was so exciting, especially since you still thought of yourself as new! Wait till the brothers see how many new demons you have met!
Problem is you forgot how weird demon culture is, especially when it has to do with a demon and their master.
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"MC?"
Lucifer blinks as he notices the demon approaching the two of you, pausing your daily walk with him as confusion turns to familiarity and you run up to greet your friend.
The first thing he notices is how they are a low ranking demon, so there’s no need to be hyper aware of any sort of threat. In this instance he doesn’t need to look to make sure his pact mark is visible to the demon.
His mark was embedded right in your iris, so anyone could see whose protection you were under.
He smiles politely as you turn around to introduce them, the demon waving at him shyly as if remembering that, yes, this human made a pact with Lucifer and therefore should not be messed with in any way. Yet there was no sort of violent tendencies coming from this demon, which put him at somewhat of an ease.
That is, until the demon takes a hold of your hand.
It’s a simple touch, one that a human would mistaken for a sign of friendship and camaraderie. The demon was speaking excitedly about a new flower they had seen over at the Botanical gardens and how much they wanted to show it off to you.They tighten their hold and Lucifer has to dig his fingernails into his palm from ripping their hand off.
You had no idea what it meant and the action would most likely scare you.
And Lucifer wanted you to trust him as much as possible.
“Would it be okay if Lucifer comes along?”
“...y--yeah! I don’t mind!”
Hesitation mixed with fake happiness, this demon really thought that he would get some time alone with you, didn’t they? They probably planned this whole thing out and whatever excitement they were showing you was just a front to hide their true intentions. Besides, look how they are hanging off of you, they want to make a pact with you so badly it’s almost disgusting.
Might as well get rid of the pest now.
“Come on MC, I want to show you the huge petals--!”
“OW!”
You and the demon look back to see Lucifer biting down on one of your fingers, your ring finger to be exact, while making eye contact with the pest. His teeth are not necessarily breaking skin but the pain of the bite made all your attention go back on him, turning around to tug your finger away and cradle it close. “Lucifer what the hell!”
He smiles and tells you not to worry about it, your retort falling on deaf ears as Lucifer’s eyes fall on the demon one more time. Their eyes are wide and they have immediately taken two steps back, their back as straight as a needle as Lucifer sends them one last look that lets them know of his intentions.
Leave now or I will gut you in front of my human.
You turn to apologize to your friend for putting them in such a weird situation but the demon is already long gone, no sign of them ever being in your presence as you look around aimlessly.
“They left...” you frown and look at Lucifer, “Next time at least warn me.”
“If I did then you would have probably forbidden me from doing so.”
The Avatar of Pride smiles as he takes your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours as you kept talking about how you would apologize the next day. But Lucifer wasn’t listening, he just kept staring at you as you talked, happy that his master wasn’t particularly mad.
That demon would have to learn to get his own, this human was already his.
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He had finally gotten you all to himself.
Mammon had a photoshoot today, making you tag along so he could finally show off his modeling skills. And it would help him out as well. The product they were trying to sell did not appeal to him one bit and he just really needed you as inspiration.
And inspiration did you give.
“Oh gorgeous Mammon gorgeous! Lean back and close your eyes.”
The cameraman was giving him compliment after compliment, excellent after excellent, it was as if all eyes were on him at that exact moment. He smiled as he thought about how you must be looking at him. His shirt was open, letting the cloth hang off the side of the couch as the camera focused primarily on the low riding jeans that showed off the boxers he was promoting.
“Perfect! Perfect!! Now turn around and stare into the camera!”
His eyes opened and his head turned expertly, Mammon smiling as he tried to make eye contact with you--
Only to see that you were gone.
Camera flashes stop as he bolts up, turning to look for you before his eyes focused on your form.
There you were...talking with someone else.
“Mammon?”
He doesn’t stare at the cameraman, only gets up and stalks towards you and the demon currently holding up the lights. Both of you turn to face him, a voice speaking loudly about a five minute break as Mammon stands behind you and hugs you from behind, placing his chin right on your shoulder as he looks at the interloper.
“Are you taking a break?”
Mammon smiles as he buries his face in your shoulder, hugging you tight as the demon tells him he did a wonderful job. Without raising his head, Mammon speaks up.
“MC, who is this?”
“Oh right! Haven’t introduced you. He is a friend from RAD! We sit together in Pactology 101.”
“Well we used to sit together...”
“We talked way too much in class, didn’t we?”
It’s like nails on a chalkboard when he laughs, Mammon feeling glad that he was closer to you so he could hear the sound of your laughter instead of the ugly screeching of the intruder taking up your attention. Did this guy think he was stupid? That he couldn’t notice all the goddamn pheromones he was releasing? Mammon shakes his head back and forth, breathing in your scent heavily as he tries to leave his own behind.
This guy was embarrassing himself with how badly he wanted to form a pact with you.
“MC.”
“Oh oh, remember when the teacher caught us texting in class?”
“I think he might want to just put us back together cause we are still causing trouble!”
The Avatar of Greed frowns, did you not hear him?
“MC…”
“Well the teacher knows we are a good match, doesn’t he?”
“A match made in hell, I would say.”
Why was this guy still talking? Why were you still listening to him?
“MC….”
“Hey after this...would you want to go get some coffee, MC? If you’re not busy.”
“Nah, I only have this toda---FUCK!”
A pair of teeth tug at your earlobe, Mammon growling in your ear as he makes eye contact with the annoyance in front of him. He should be counting his lucky stars that you were still in the room, if Mammon found him anywhere else this demon would be nothing more than a meal for his familiars.
“MC, you have to stare at me or else I’m going to take longer.”
You rub at your ear as Mammon lets go of you, breaking eye contact with the other demon as he gives you his signature pout. He didn’t want you to see him be all scary, Mammon wanted you to see him like the number one demon he always tried to be for you.
“And you had to bite me because of that!?”
“Because you weren’t paying attention! You have to keep your eyes on me or else I’m not going to sell this stupid product. In fact--”
He drags you back to the couch, yelling at the cameraman that he would be posing with you so he could actually get through this photoshoot instead of doing a solo shoot. The man sighs but calls makeup to get you ready, Mammon smiling as he sits down right next to you.
The farther you were from that guy the better, all of his master’s attention needed to be on him after all.
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Of course something like this would happen. Bad luck seemed to follow Leviathan wherever he went.
"Did you see the finale of it live?"
"I did!!! My movie theatre put it on the big screen and everything!"
Levi was glad that you were a nerd just like him. It was refreshing and probably one of the biggest reasons he had decided to make a pact with you.
Well, he had tried to kill you first and then make a pact with you but it was still a special story! Who would have thought that he would land himself a human master with his own interests!
Though he guessed that was a bad thing now.
He couldn't keep his thoughts in check as the clerk of the comic store kept talking to you, Levi annoyed that he couldn't keep up with the conversation you two had. It was about some comic cinematic universe that had been adapted in the human world and he honestly didn’t want to put anymore thought into it because of how close the clerk was getting.
Dammit he should have bought the new manga volume in Akuzon...but you had been so cute irl asking him to get the manga in this comic store you found,and if his master was begging him so cutely then what else could he do?
“I actually got the limited edition of this one movie--”
Nobody cared.
“It was up for a lot in Akuzon but I’m glad I got my hands on it--”
Stop talking!
“And I have a pretty cool viewing set up in the back--!”
Stop talking, stop talking, stop talking, stop talking to MC!
Levi frowns as you gush about the movie some more, glaring down at you for letting your attention stray from him. But why should he be surprised, of course your attention would stray. Him being the yucky otaku that he is, of course you would go with the demon who took his interest and actually turned it into a profit--
No.
No! It wasn’t your fault! It wasn’t even his fault! It was this demon’s fault!
Thinking they looked so cool with their most basic of interests. If Levi could expose them for the fraud that they were, MC would be able to see the absolute fool that this demon was making themselves out to be. Smiling a lot more, inching closer as they talked, even offering to take you to the back of the store--!
People may say what they want about Levi but at least he wasn’t this desperate to get on the good side of a human...at least the first time he met you.
His eyes fall on the back of your neck, hair conveniently placed out of the way as he remembered something Lucifer had discussed with him and Mammon after they had made their pact.
You will not think rationally when you are with them, make sure to monitor your actions so you don’t embarrass yourself.
That’s what he said but…
Surely Levi wasn’t going to embarrass himself more than this demon already has.
“This is the one with the symbiote creature, right? And you got the bonus deleted scenes! Honestly I would be so down with watching it right--EEP!”
Levi made sure to let his tongue lick the back of your neck first before biting down, wanting to make the bite as painless as possible. Although he guessed that not making you feel pain was out of the question as he felt you tense up, his tongue swiping against your nape one last time as he pulled back and tugged on the back of your shirt.
“MC let’s go. They don’t have it.”
You turn to look at Levi, hand on the back of your neck as you tell him that he could have gotten your attention in any other way, but he knew for a fact that he had made his point across with the demon in front of him.
Summoning Lotan in his own home was one thing, summoning Lotan in a store would probably cost a lot…
Even if he knew brothers wouldn’t blame him with how nauseatingly this demon was trying to approach their master.
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“MC, here.”
Satan breaks his pencil, but it seems the two other people don’t seem to notice.
“And it's the first edition too, but I took it out just for you.”
You smile and mention about how you didn’t need anything fancy for the assignment, just a simple book that talked about Devildom history. Which Satan agreed, this bug was acting like he owned the entire Royal Library. A pass to get a first edition title wasn’t that rare of a fucking find--if he wanted, Satan could call up any of his connections and get about 16 copies of different first edition titles that spoke not just about the Devildom history but about whatever the hell topic he could get his hands on.
This guy wasn’t that special yet he was acting like he had just given you the world on a silver platter.
The demon sat down at the table you and Satan were studying at, looking at you the entire time he explained how to open the book and how to make sure it stays in its pristine condition.
Which made Satan break another pencil.
From what you had mentioned, this guy was just someone you knew from RAD. You labeled him as the ‘smartest person in the class’. Which was a bit of an insult on his part but he guessed that as long as he wasn’t the one in your class it didn’t count as an insult towards his person.
He, of course, being the smartest demon you know.
But Satan didn’t have to be the smartest demon in RAD to know what this nuisance was doing.
If he were to read you any book on Devildom demonology, certain demons needed a human master. This insect in front of you would count as one of them. Lower demons usually tend to be without guidance and need a soul to feed from. In comes a human master, being able to fulfill that need with a pure soul of their own. The demon feeds and in return, develops a sort of ‘affection’ towards their master since they are now the hand that feeds them.
The same couldn’t be applied to Satan or his brothers, however. As the seven demon lords, they are able to gain the sustenance they need from the feed of other lower demons under the sin they were made in.
They are free to form pacts, but it’s not like they need it.
A good metaphor would be that they are essentially ‘picking off the plate’ of the lower demons, making the lower demons only cause minimal casualties up in the human world as they feed and keeping the seven lords from going feral with hunger.
Of course, things were different now. Satan had you now, a human all of his own.
Essentially, someone was trying to ‘take a bite’ of his favourite food, and Satan hated sharing.
Friends be damned, politeness be damned, he needed to show this demon his place.
“Isn’t it fascinating? The cover was made with a demon’s skin.”
“....really?”
“Yes. I believe it was from recently dead demon’s during the first Celestial War. Do you want to feel?”
You nod, curious about the black and shiny cover as the demon holds out his hand for you to take--
Only for you to yelp as Satan takes it first, dragging your hand back so it would be close to his lips as the Avatar of Wrath’s teeth bite at the skin near your wrist. You hiss in pain at the sudden sharpness, quickly pulling your hand back and staring at your demon as he gives the annoyance one last pointed stare.
“That is how demons started their pacts before we arrived in the Devildom, wasn’t it?”
The demon nodded slowly, his eyes darting to the mark on your wrist and then back at Satan. He opened his mouth to try and speak up but seemed to decide better against it, giving you one last smile as he stood up. “...I’ll...I’ll go get you the second volume. That one might include more accurate and updated information on pact markings.”
Satan smiles and nods as he scoots his chair close to you, looking back at you tracing the mark on your wrist with a frown before putting all your attention back on him.
“Did demons really used to form pact marks like this?”
The Avatar of Wrath shrugs.
“I was only guessing, he was the one who left thinking it was the truth. Here, let’s go look for a book on our own.”
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Asmo would like to think that he had perfected the fake smile to the point he could keep it up for an indeterminate amount of time.
“MC! Try this!”
Yet the corners of his mouth twitched as he watched one of your friends, who happened to be a store clerk at Majolish, open the door to your dressing room to hand you another outfit they had picked out. And it wasn’t a bad outfit--!
Just...did they have to keep opening the door every single time?
Granted, he shouldn’t be in your dressing room in the first place but he insisted he would stay since you were only trying some shirts on! It wasn’t like he was seeing anything inappropriate and your pants were staying on the entire time.
This sight was okay for him because he was your demon and you were his master.
So it wasn’t right that some random nobody kept coming in to hand you shirts that they thought looked cute on you! That’s what you had Asmo for!
Yet here he was, secluded to sit down on the little chairs that someone would usually toss the unwanted clothes they wouldn’t buy. Which was already doing horrible things for his self-esteem.
“I learned a couple of things by working here. See? The color really matches your hair.”
The Avatar of Lust scoffs when he hears that. What exactly did the demon learn? How to match colors? Oh look, someone learned the basics of the color wheel, someone give them a medal.
“And since you are wearing something long at the bottom, it’s only fair that you go with something short on top.”
This demon is going to win an award for making basic observations, Asmo could already see it. What a future they had ahead of them.
“These colors are summery too so...it goes great with the weather!”
Oh he wants to gag, Asmo’s heard enough.
“You don’t think it’s too revealing? I do like the color though…”
Before the demon can answer, Asmo grabs your shoulders and pulls you back to him with a smile as he makes you look in the mirror.
“I think it’s revealing enough for the summer look you are going for...except can you maybe get it in a light pastel? Any color would do it just needs to be a pastel color if we want it to go with the light color of your bottoms.”
The demon deflates at the sudden lack of contact with you but nods as they step out, waving goodbye and stating once again how ‘gorgeous’ you looked. Which Asmo guessed was the only compliment they had in their arsenal.
Gorgeous didn’t even begin to describe you.
“I did like this color, Asmo. Does it not look good?”
“No it looks perfect on you! But--”
He tugs on the floral print top and smiles as he wraps his arms around your shoulders.
“Floral prints are extremely last season and I want you to be on a more neutral type of clothing. Just simple colors. This way we can add some jewelry--some of my own creation of course.”
Asmo smiles when you giggle, fixing your top and looking at yourself in the mirror a couple more times as you mumble to yourself about how Devildom summers seem rather temperate compared to the ones you were used to and how you wouldn’t need anything sleeveless.
Damn the Devildom summers, if they could even be called that at all.
His ears twitch as he hears the pest start to make their way back, Asmo’s smile dropping slowly as he looks down at your neck. This was the spot they kept staring at, wasn’t it? Shame it wasn’t decorated--
But he could fix that~ “I found some other colors that would go well with you MC, do you want to--”
“OW OW OW!”
Asmo’s teeth are right on your neck, turning to look back at the clerk with a smile and a little wave as he hums at the way you clench and unclench your fingers while looking at him through the mirror, wanting to ask just why he was doing this but the pain keeping you quiet. It was cute how much you were hurting but how you were doing absolutely nothing to stop him. This could technically mean that you approved of what he was doing, correct?
He lets go as the clerk immediately closes the door, you calling out for your friend but Asmo brings you back and makes you look at the mirror one more time.
“There we go. That’s a pretty mark, right MC? An Asmodeus Limited Edition item, just for you~”
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If this kept happening, Beel was going to eat this demon.
“You need to try some Devildom food, MC! I promise it's good!”
Beel stomach growls again as you laugh, ignoring the parfait in front of you. He gives you a tap on the shoulder and your attention is right back to him. “Oh sorry, Beel. Here!” You scoop up the delicious frozen treat and feed it to him, Beel smiling as he takes another two bites of his hamburger and watches you and your friend talk. He actually had no idea that you had any friends in RAD and was happy to see that at least some demons were treating you nicely, compared to theo ones who had teased you when you first arrived.
Well he said teased, more like threatened to eat you.
He figured you would make friends fast though, you were nice and all the demons here were already attracted to human souls so it was bound to happen that one of them would have the courage to talk to you.
Yet this one seemed rather...eager.
“How about this. Hell’s Kitchen serves good food but I know this awesome corner in the wall place we can get some grilled bat sandwiches. Guts and everything.”
His stomach growls again, he knew of the place this demon was talking about and would most likely want to take you there himself if you ever asked.
Beel takes another two bites before waiting for you to feed him the parfait.
Nothing.
He frowns and stares at you again, the demon keeping your attention all to himself as you spoke about how you didn’t necessarily want to eat anything with guts in it. His eyes went to the parfait, watching some of the perfectly placed scoops slowly melt and droop down on the plate.
MC, pay attention to him!
This was his time with you! He didn’t mind if someone else stepped in and he was glad you were making friends but this demon was interrupting his mealtime!
He ate his burger, you fed him ice-cream, this is how it had always worked!
People could say what they wanted but Beel was a creature of habit, and he was in the habit of having you feed him.
Not just that, he was in the habit of having your attention all on him when it was his time to hang out with you.
Wasn’t this demon just being a bother? Didn’t you also want them gone?
They kept talking about all the stuff that clearly grossed you out, seemingly delighted with your reactions as they kept trying to egg you on to say yes to an outing. If it wasn’t for the fact that you were smiling the entire time, Beel would have already made the move to unhinging his jaw and--
“I promise I’ll treat you to the best ghost pepper pizza you’ve ever had. You’re free after this, right?”
Beel’s stomach growls, whether in hunger or anger Beel wouldn’t be able to say. All he knows is that this demon is bad news for both him and you.
So what would be the quickest way to make him back off?
“I’m not but I can take a raincheck--!”
You drop the spoon you were holding as Beel bites your cheek, throwing the demon one quick glimpse before letting out a few sounds that seemed to make up your name. The demon stares at you and Beel as the Avatar of Gluttony pulls away from you, licking his lips as you slowly put a hand on your cheek and turn to look at him.
“The parfait is gonna melt. I want another bite.”
“Beel…”
Eyes turn to the demon once again, Beel frowning as he takes a hold of your hand underneath the table.
“Please leave. If MC is going to eat Devildom food then they’ll eat it with me. The only thing you are going to do is gross them out.”
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“So what did you want to talk about?”
Belphie frowned as your fingers gently played with his hair. That is not what he had asked for when he asked to lay on your lap. Belphegor wanted the usual way you would comb through his hair, both of you gently whispering to each other as the planetarium ambience lulled him to sleep.
“Well...uhm...I wanted to ask something important.”
And who the hell was this person? He peeked up to look at you smiling at the screen, frowning that you still didn’t seem to notice you were doing a shit job at giving him the attention he needed. Whoever this was had been on the line with you for a good solid ten minutes, talking about useless subjects such as their day and what they had for lunch. If anything, Belphegor had no idea how this thing was taking your attention. You were doing most of the talking anyway, they should just hang up and leave you alone to pay attention to your demon.
“We’ve known each other for a while.”
Belphegor most likely knew MC for longer...maybe.
“And honestly I haven’t met a human like you before. You just...I just expected humans to be something and you aren’t that so it threw me off.”
The Avatar of Sloth yawns as he buries his head in your lap, smiling at the darkness he found in the small crook of your thighs. He yawns again and closes his eyes to try and fall asleep but the grating voice of the demon on the phone was sending nothing but warning signals to his brain.
“So I wanted to ask something I didn’t think I would ask a human before.”
He really wanted to yell ‘get to the point’ or ‘hang up the phone’ but he knew that you would most likely shush him and tell him to be patient, which would then result in you gently pushing him away so you could talk somewhere more private. And he wasn’t ready to lose his favourite pillow just yet.
So he continued listening, tracing random shapes on your thighs as he felt his eyelids start to droop.
“I know you have seven pacts already…”
Damn straight.
“But would an eight be too much for you?”
That wakes Belphegor right up, eyes wide open and head turned to face up at you to see your reaction. Of course you would be surprised, this demon really had the guts to ask the current master of the Seven deadliest demons in the Devildom for a pact?
You better be grateful that Belphegor found comfort in your lap and would prefer to stay here, rather than go break the neck of the demon insolent enough to try to take his master away.
So go ahead, reject him.
“A pact? With me?”
What were you doing?
Don’t give him such a hopeful answer! Belphegor had to share you with six other demons constantly and those demons were his siblings! He was okay sharing with Beel but he drew the line at anyone else! Adding an eighth demon to that would be like asking for a bloodbath, a bloodbath with only one target.
Belphegor frowned as the demon started talking again, stuttering and jumping over his words like he was a dog who asked to eat their masters table. Which essentially he was, not like there was room for him anyway.
“I know I’m not like those brothers--”
Damn straight.
“But making a pact with you would make me really happy...is what I am trying to say.”
He wants to gag.
A part of him couldn’t blame the demon, you were perhaps the best master a demon could ask for, but you were already t a k e n.
And you were to blame too, you know?
You weren’t rejecting him like you should. The face you were making was far too surprised and flattered at the proposition given to you. Were you that greedy? Had Mammon rubbed off on you? You had seven of the most powerful demons under your command, what more could you possibly want?
As a master, you were doing a bad job at rejecting this insect and an even more horrible job at not paying attention to the actual demon you were tied to.
He turns his head back to the darkness of your thighs, feeling you shift as you also struggle to find an answer. This was becoming too much, if Belphegor didn’t act fast you were most likely going to say yes, just because you didn’t know any better!
Fuck it, you could try to push him off but Belphegor would hold on tightly, he had to save you from your mistake.
“Uhm. Well that is honestly really flattering. And eight pacts wouldn’t be so bad--”
You slap a hand over your mouth, your teeth biting into your tongue as you look down at the demon nipping at the inside of your thigh. Belphie looks up innocently, batting his eyelashes at you as he bites down a little harder--
“I’ll-try-to-have-an-answer-for-you-later-got-to-go-bye!”
Fingers hurry to end the call as Belphegor quickly lets go, smiling as you gape down at him.
“I was in the middle of a call!”
“I know.”
“Then what was that about!?”
The Avatar of Sloth shrugs as he closes his eyes.
“You weren’t paying attention to me. It made me mad.”
You sigh and lean back, Belphegor waiting for a few moments before smiling as he feels your fingers combing through his hair.
“Next time,just talk to me, Belphegor.”
He would have answered, but that would make him promise something he most likely was not going to do.
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zukuist · 3 years
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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞
200 followers special
includes: multiple characters (would add more tags but.. i reached 30 ;;)
your name is shortened to y/n, they/them pronouns
notes: thank you for 200 followers! this isn’t really going to be that long, but im just doing the characters i really like so ;; ALSO I MIGHT’VE GOTTEN KIRI’S ENTRY A LITTLE WRONG so ugh sorry ;;
shouto todoroki
— THE OBSERVANT SIMP
from the start, he’s quite oblivious to certain things, (social ques, signs of romantic interest, etc.)
but when he’s observant with someone, then that totally means you’re special to him. does he realize how much he pays attention to you? hmm.. maybe?
he’s going to be the first one that notices you’re hungry, even if you don’t realize it yourself. he’s quick to grab a snack and break it open to you
same thing with being thirsty— if he notices that your water bottle is empty, he’ll quickly find the nearest vending machine and buy a bottle.
temperature is also no problem. he can immediately tell whenever someone’s cold; but he usually helps you first
too hot? he’s slowly putting down the room’s temperature
too cold? his left palm starts emitting some sort of heat in your direction, hoping it creates some sort of aid
if your shoelaces are undone, and/or he notices that there’s a button undone on your shirt— he’ll fix it for you
will ask to take your pictures on dates, and he’ll also help you pick out the best photo (not that any photo of you is short of any beauty)
in short— people will notice that he’s actually a big simp for you; because of how observant he is with you specifically.
katsuki bakugou
— THE TSUNDERE SIMP
just because he’s simping for you doesn’t mean he’ll treat you any differently. bakugou will be bakugou, and you eventually learn how to adapt to that.
but even so, his simp habits slip out sometimes.
when he’s cooking, he’ll accidentally make too much to eat, and he’ll coincidentally put the extras in another box and hand it to you
he’s a good student, even with studies. but would he say he’s a good teacher? hm. probably not
but if he notices you need help, he’ll sigh, feining annoyance as he decides to tutor y’all, because those ‘idiots’ are hopeless
rolls his eyes when he sees food on your cheek, but he’ll grab a tissue and wipe it off for you— claiming how you’re so messy.
he’ll act like he hates hearing your ‘annoying ass singing’ but he’ll lean against the doorway and listen to you rock out to whatever song you’re singing to.
denki will call him a simp for looking after you, and bakugou will just yell at him to “SHUT UP” >:T
he secretly likes taking care of you. his words aren’t the softest thing in the world, but his actions make up to it.
izuku midoriya
— THE DETAILED SIMP
as katsuki bakugou would call him; he is a nerd
he definitely meant that as an insult, but his input on detail makes it very useful in things like relationships
he remembers every detail of your quirk, your limits, potential secret moves.
it would’ve been stalker-ish, if it weren’t for the fact that deku does this out of admiration for his s/o
so if you so happen to collapse due to overusing your quirk— deku has a detailed plan on what to do. it’s almost scary.
he puts detail in a lot of things, anniversary gifts, birthday gifts, and so on.
deku’s also the type to plan things weeks before it actually happens. like.. planning out the perfect birthday gift
and with this, his memory is really good. so it’s very unlikely that he’ll just suddenly forget anniversaries and birthdays.
i hc deku as a bad cook, so he eats takeout food more than his homemade food
but he’s takes note of your allergies, your dislikes with food— and he finds himself mumbling small details to recall what you like
when you walk out in pretty/good outfits for dates
his face will break out into shades of red— suddenly rambling all the good details of your outfit, complimenting you while he’s at it
“y/n’s looks fantastic as always. i might die from their beauty”
if anyone calls him a simp, he’ll be really embarrassed about it. “me? a s-simp? is that a bad thing?”
just tell him it’s fine.
denki kaminari
— THE HYPEMAN SIMP
a big simp
like.. really big
he worships the ground you step on, and hypes up everything you do
y’all know when irene from red velvet literally breathed in north korea, and the crowd just
*claps*
yeah, that’s denki to you
it’s so blantly obvious that he’s simping over someone, and everyone’s just kinda used to it at this point
he’s just a big fanboy sometimes
whenever you’re sparring with someone, he’s always in the background like
“go s/o!!” 🤩
and he has tendencies to go a little easy on you like.. what’s he gonna do when you get electricuted??
but that doesn’t mean he’s never serious— nah.
there are times where he’s just a little bashful just being in your presence
sneaking glances your way, as he silently fanboys about you in general.
“s/o looks really good today. they always look good but !!”
when y’all weren’t together, the bakusquad was just tired of the constant romantic pining
it was really obvious that he was simping back then, and they’re not so sure as to how you didn’t say anything about it
mina always called him a simp
so yeah!! it was a big relief when you got together with him. he never makes you feel terrible, because he’s always your #1 hypeman.
eijirou kirishima
— THE HELPING SIMP (rip idk what to call this)
i didn’t really know what kinda name i went for this one but let me carry on
kiri upfront is very confident, and friendly. he never shows a mean side to anyone,
and there are rare cases of him being bashful
he’s kinda almost like a golden retriever? since he’s always nice and friendly to everyone
but then when you enter the room; he suddenly goes quiet, and he’s left alone with his rather loud thoughts about you
he didn’t really know how to properly approach you at first
but him being kiri, he’s still rather friendly to you (for now)
when he’s messing around, practically sharing one braincell with kami and sero
and then you suddenly walk in— he snaps out of his foolishness, and greet you with his very warm smile
“hey y/n!” he waves at you, and he hopes you don’t mention the teasing look on both kami and sero’s face
sometimes when he’s doing his close combat training, and he notices that he’s getting too close to you
he’ll be like “woah man, maybe we should move locations.” bc he doesn’t wanna hit you by accident ;;
kirishima prefers to not stand near you when his hair is all spiky. like he’s never conscious about it, until he’s around you
man poked sero with his hair before, and he doesn’t want to do that to you
kiri always looks at your hand, just to see if it’s occupied with something. his thoughts linger to what your hand might feel like
“their hand looks really.. soft. argh! i shouldn’t be thinking about these kind of things in public! im sorry y/n”
bakugou really only notices kirishima’s simping ways
bakugou always mentions the fact that kirishima goes really silent whenever you’re around—
and he’s secretly contemplating on having you around more so he can just shut up 。・°°・(>_<)・°°・。
moving aside all of that, kiri always carries your things.
you’ll beg him to give you at least one thing, and he’ll say no because it’s “not manly to let someone carry all of this.”
if you’re sad, he’s the first one to cheer you up— reassuring you that everything will be okay.
kiri’s just wants to be at your service at all times! it’s manly to help people, right?
hitoshi shinsou
— THE DISCREET SIMP
no one would be able to tell that he’s simping for someone
because unlike kaminari; he’s not like IM HITOSHI SHINSO AND IM ACTUALLY A SIMP
he’s a lot more discreet, and no one has really caught on, besides you and kaminari of course
he’s a lot less sarcastic with you, asking you about anything that’s happened instead of just being there
he prefers it to hear you talk. the way each word and syllable rolls off your tongue smoothly, and the way you use your hands to emphasize things
he’s amused.
oh and the way he looks at you? almost any normal person can sense the simp in him pop out (he’s so contained though)
he’s definitely the person that’ll get rid of any bug that’s terrifying you— even though he’d normally just leave it to them
he’ll do it, regardless if it’s the biggest fucking spider he’s ever seen, or the smallest spider
he’ll do it to make you feel safe.
he has these random spurs of compliments during the day
the source mainly comes from his staring habit
and they’re just so unexpected and out of the blue. hitoshi’s amused whenever he sees your reaction to his compliments
like.. you could be really frustrated about something, and he’ll just go “your eyes are pretty.” that’s his discreet method tO MAKE YOU TEMPORARILY DISTRACTED FROM THE ISSUE—
call him a simp, whatever. it’s true anyway so he doesn’t why should he be ashamed of it?
he’s discreet about it, since it’s your business and his business. but you can definitely feel his feelings loud and clear
neito monoma
— THE 180 SIMP
“i’m not a simp!”
[you enter the room]
*nervous laughter*
he had his last laugh, and he never thought he’d be this soft around someone.
especially if you’re from class 1-A like.. i became the thing i hated, ugh.
relentless teasing is amped but this is his way of making sure you remember him loud and clear
but he’ll never tease you in a condescending way— like how he torments the rest of class 1-A
that’s reserved for them 💅
always compliments you, that’s the first thing he does when he sees you—
and they’re never generic compliments either
“it’s nice to see you here, y/n! you make the world better day by day!”
“i’m still wondering what you’re doing in class 1-A, you’re much better than them!”
everyone secretly wonders how you got monoma to like you
monoma canonically likes pastels. spread the word
so sometimes, you’ll walk over to your desk— and you’ll just see this random pastel ornament sitting on your desk
you know who it’s from
whenever monoma starts becoming annoying, kendo will definitely use you as a weapon to make him shut up
he’ll be laughing at the expression on his face, thinking he’s absolutely winning at this
but the smile is wiped off his face when he hears “ok go on, i’ll tell y/n about your antics.”
“no, no! i’ll behave now, please don’t tell y/n.”
class 1-b literally use you as blackmail whenever monoma acts up, and it’s because of how different he is around you
like.. his personality takes a 180, (besides the obvious teasing) it’s alarming
©️zukuist 2021, bnha|mha belongs to horikoshi kohei. do not repost my work❕
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missskzbiased · 3 years
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The Things We Don’t Tell
Summary: You were sure your life was written and directed to fit a sketchy Rom-Com and nobody could convince you otherwise. First, your boss was too hot to be true, and burning with desire didn’t even begin to explain the tingling sensations he left on you. Second, your coworker (a.k.a. Ex-About-to-be-FWB) insisted in turning your life into a living hell, which wasn’t the exact kind of hotness you were into. And if having these two hot men around you every single day of your life wasn’t enough to prove it, maybe the threat of your slutty secret identity about to be busted would be… But you couldn’t let this happen.
WC: 7,5 K
Genre: Smut, Humor (?)
AUs: Office, Enemies to Lovers
Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin X Fem!Reader X Bang Chan  
(Not really a love triangle as Hyunjin is the Lead. However, Reader wants to Bang Chan)
Rebloggable Masterlist    //   Main Masterlist   //   Tag List
Warnings: Language, Thigh riding, Public space (Office), Exhibitionism, Possessiveness, Pet Name (Baby girl), Sir Kink  
[If I forgot anything, please let me know! I’m kinda sleepy right now]
Notes: There will be at least one more chapter but I won’t do a tag list post for now, only if someone wants it, cuz I’m too lazy to think about doing it right now. This fic is an attempt to experiment with some writing style things that I’ve been wanting to try. I don’t think it worked, tho SUHAHUSAUHSUHA But that’s life
- I’ll quite possibly change the title in the future-
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  You are a superhero.
    Okay! To be honest, you may be exaggerating a little bit ─ a tiny harmless little bit ─ but that was how you felt every single day of your life, alright? You had this glorious and mysterious side of yours that you hid from everyone else in the world… That mask that you couldn’t let come to the ground and would fight for dear life to protect… That side to your persona that no one was allowed to meet… The fierce, bold, and dark aspects of your soul that—
    “Y/N! I want those papers on my table!”
    “Yes, sir!” You shrieked in an embarrassing (not even slightly bold) way.
    — That you couldn’t show at your work.
    Yeah… So maybe no one actually thought of you as a superhero, but you really believed someone should start to. Was there something that different between your life and those low-budget TV shows people seem to enjoy so much? You didn’t think so.
  To be fair, sometimes you felt like someone wrote a questionable script and poorly directed your life to fit you as the leading lady of a sketchy rom-com. As if they just focused on checking out every point on a bullet list made up with rules for a successful superhero office drama that wasn’t even that good…
    … And speaking of which…
    Rule Number One: The stern (maybe kinda attractive) boss!
    If you had to define Bang Chan with a couple of adjectives, you would choose undeniably beautiful ─ extremely professional of you because the right words to describe him were fucking hot ─ and committed. Fortunately, it wasn’t an “I have someone waiting for me at home and a bunch of kids I must put to sleep” kind of commitment, which would destroy your hopes of having this man one day. Unfortunately, it was an “I’m better than the header and gonna run this company by tomorrow night” kind of commitment, which destroys your hopes of a peaceful day at work.
    Now, it’s not like you don’t want to do your job! It’s just that you didn’t sign up to be Bang Chan’s perfect little toy ─ definitely not the better words to describe it ─ and you didn’t expect to be joined by the hips ─ really? ─ with him or any of your coworkers. The thing is that Bang Chan wants to be on top ─ someone has to stop you ─ and he believes the only way to get there is to work as a team and be as perfect as one can be. In other words, Bang Chan wants absolutely everything and everyone to be neat, tight, and ready to be used ─ again… Not the better way to put your thoughts into words ─, but this just wasn’t who you were.  
    It also wasn’t the point right now.
    The point right now should be the fact that Bang Chan was striding to his office looking like he owned the whole damn place… If this was a movie, the camera would be focusing on his expensive, black leather shoes before scanning all the way up to his waist in slow motion. The scene would zoom in on his fine ass only to go a little bit up and catch the shiny, black belt wrapping around his figure. The outfit didn’t leave much to the imagination, but you had a hell of a productive mind… You could think of a few things you shouldn’t really be thinking about right now.
    Bang Chan didn’t seem to understand he was at work either.
    He rolled his sleeve up in a sexy motion that should be illegal. It isn’t. You can tell by the way there are no cops bursting inside the building and arresting this gorgeous son of a bitch.
    The lack of any authorities to stop this atrocious moment had you lowering your gaze to your desk ─ a vain attempt to ignore the way his forearms flexed as he gestured and ordered people around. If you were a little bit less professional, you would have some ideas of how he could do it in bed. With you. But you weren’t some kind of creepy perv who would be fantasizing about riding your own boss from dusk till dawn.
    Not at all.
    “Do you need me, Sir?” His secretary asks politely.
  A question that you would love to ask him too… In a totally and strictly professional way, of course.
    Rule Number Two: The (extremely unnecessary) nemesis!
    The shiver running down your spine could mean only one thing: Hwang Hyunjin ─ your obnoxious coworker ─ was standing right behind you, just like a bloody damn ghost. There was no need to turn around. You knew he had his mocking eyes glued on Bang Chan’s figure, and you could feel the air shifting as he tilted his head in a silent sneer before leaning on your desk.
    You refused to turn around and acknowledge his presence; painfully aware that he would flash a wide grin while looking at you with a knowing glint in his eyes. You wouldn’t give him the taste of seeing in your face that he was right; that you were staring at your boss as if you were a starving vulture. So you did the only thing you could do in this situation: You started to work. The sheets scattered over your desk wouldn’t walk by themselves to Bang Chan’s room, right?
    And neither would you if it depended on Hyunjin.
    The attempts to swipe the papers in your direction and gather everything you needed ─ to finally get rid of Hyunjin ─ proved to be vain as his hand took root on the desk. You pursed your lips in annoyance while glancing at his prominent knuckles and slender fingers; wondering if he would be so collected if he knew you wanted to crunch them. Probably not. But he gets off so fucking much on upsetting you that he might just want to take the risk anyway.
    “What do you want, asshole?” You hissed; stopping your motions before turning around to stare blankly at him.
    The face of an angel was the most accurate way to describe the sight in front of you. Plump, pink lips molded into a sweet smile and dark brown eyes morphed into cute crescents. None of those features fit his true self, though. Underneath the angelic façade, there was a demon called Hwang Hyunjin ─ who was resting his free hand on your shoulder for no reason besides driving you crazy.
    It would be easier if he was just a pretty face, but Hyunjin had a good body too. The guy looked just like a model ─ slim, tall, and classy ─, and even though only his collarbones peeked out from down his shirt, you knew that there was much more than the eyes could see.
    Well, you never saw it, but you had felt it.
    As far as you could remember, each curve on Hyunjin’s abs was craft by God himself. The way his chest was built for you to caress would be forever craved on your mind. You might never forget how soft his lips were in contrast to his lap… How his thighs flexed just right when you pulled his hair… How reactive he was… How his moans sounded… And how he put everything to waste.
    “Oh, nothing” He shrugged. As usual, his voice was just like sweet, hot honey; still, you could wipe the poison dripping down his chin, “I was just wondering if you had enough time to do your job while fucking your boss inside your head” He clarified sarcastically, cracking you a smile.
    Sometimes you regretted not putting his mouth to good use… He really needed to learn how to shut up for a while and stop being so… Unbearable. The silence he met had him scoffing; body leaning even closer to the point his face was practically hovering over yours ─ smugness plastered all over it. You held his gaze to confront him; breathe mingling with his in a heated mix that matched the anger under your eyes.
    Was he licking his lips as he stared at yours? Oh boy… He definitely wanted to get laid. It was your time to scoff as the frown on your lips turned into a smirk; eyes twinkling mischievously as you looked into his in a silent teasing. As if sensing that he was in trouble, Hyunjin tilted his head to look even more obnoxious than he was; face coming closer to yours to defy your newfound confidence.
     “You know what? If you stared at him any longer, I think his balls might have fallen off…” He whispered in a tone loud enough for just you to hear “Unless he saw the way you were looking at him… Then I guess his dick would go straight up” He assured you with a ‘friendly’ pat on your shoulder as he finally let go of your papers and straightened his back.
    “Are you saying it from experience?” You sneered; grimacing at him.
    “Are you telling me that you want me to fuck you too?” He retorted gibingly; not even thinking twice about it.
    “No” You tilted your head, trying to stay composed, “I’m reminding you that you couldn’t even kiss me without getting a boner… Just like a teenage boy” He arched a brow at your statement; pursing his lips as he hummed in wonder “I’m surprised you never came in your pants like the pathetic thing you are” He laughed; poking his cheek with his tongue before squeezing your shoulder in a silent warning.
    “I must have been quite a sight if you can remember it so vividly” You pretended not to notice the way he sniggered, pushing away the urge to punch his face.
  Nemesis was just a classy way to call him a pain in the ass.
  Rule Number Three: The (plain and uninteresting) secret identity!
  It would be impossible to miss the moment Hyunjin’s devilish smirk morphed into a bright, friendly smile. The snarky comment on the tip of your tongue was swallowed back in a bit; grimace dissolving into a wide grin as if you weren’t about to throw your fists at him. He giggled as his arms spread open before snaking around your body to pull you into a tight hug; holding you close and rocking your body side to side as a soft huff fell from your lips.
    If you didn’t know any better, your knee would be buried between his legs.
  “Way to go, Y/N!” He chirped, loosening his grip to take a better look at your face; eyes smiling as if the both of you were the bestest of friends in the entire world, “You’re awesome! I’m so proud… I can’t believe how lucky I am to have you as my teammate” He pursed his lips; dimples showing as he offered you nothing but affection in his gaze.
    You did know better, though, and it wasn’t too hard to figure out who was standing behind your back as you opened your mouth to answer him: “There’s no one I’d rather be with!” You reassured Hyunjin in a sweet, mirthful tone; tilting your head to return the fondness in his look in an act worthy of an Oscar “We’re a team, you know? You can’t get rid of me so easily” He laughed wholeheartedly at that; ruffling your hair before leaning closer to you again, resuming the hug.
    “We’ll see about that” He whispered in your ear, making you scoff.
    “What are you gonna do? Cry to Daddy so you won’t work with me anymore?” You hissed back; breaking away from his hug with a tight grin before turning around to meet Chan’s gaze.
    The surprise plastered over your face was millimetrically calculated; just like the way you pretended to be flustered as you stared into your boss’ eyes to see the pride shining on them. You brought the papers closer to your chest in what was meant to be an innocent, coy way ─ a technique mastered over the months you worked for him ─, and Chan seemed to fall for it as he giggled in delight. The poor guy had no clue all of this was as fake as your camaraderie towards Hyunjin, and he wasn’t about to discover it anytime soon if it depended on you.
    Luckily, it did! You had taken some acting classes; just enough for your next words to be naturally convincing: “I’m so sorry, Sir! We’re just so happy that –” The words were deliberately drawled to give him enough time to interrupt you. Just like you knew he would. And it was a good thing that he did because you had no idea of how you were supposed to finish that sentence anyway.
    You were a good actress, not a professional improviser.
    “Don’t mention it” He cut you off giggly; detaching himself from the doorframe he leaned on as he watched the friendly scene taking place.
    The amount of cuteness this man could deliver in his smile wasn’t fair, and it didn’t match the sensuality a simple gesture of his overflowed with, enchanting you. You gulped down as he gave both of you a silent order to follow him into his room, wondering if the duality he had in the office was remotely similar to what he could do in bed ─ a thought that shouldn’t be having a place in your mind right now.
    Hyunjin seemed to pick up on it pretty quickly too, and as soon as Chan turned around to head to his office, he bumped his shoulder onto yours. The obnoxious action was followed by your elbow diving into his ribs; a retaliation that took you less than a second and, luckily, Chan ─ or any of your coworkers ─ didn’t seem to notice. Neither of you gave away your silent quarrel as Hyunjin closed the door behind him, smiling at you when Chan finally took his seat.
     “It’s good to see that you guys have such chemistry” He confessed, and you had to suppress a scoff when you looked into his eyes. He had no idea… The chemistry between you two was enough to make you want to blow each other, “You know what I always say, right?” He boasted on a sing-song; much more at ease than he seemed to be earlier.
    You weren’t about to put that on the line, though.
    “You can’t have teamwork if you don’t have a team!” You warbled in unison.
    “That’s the spirit!” Chan gurgled, heading to his desk in a visibly good mood.
    What was going on? He wouldn’t be so happy just because you and Hyunjin were being friendly… Were you missing something? He didn’t seem in such a peaceful state of mind when he came in… It had to be something that happened after that. Perhaps he got some good news from his secretary? Or maybe… You narrowed your eyes as you caught a glimpse of Hyunjin’s hands fidgeting in front of him; his foot tapping the ground rapidly but quietly before moving slightly to step on your toe.
     Or maybe Hyunjin had something to do with it…
    “As I said in the email, Sir, I happened to hear some stuff around and… KQ managed to get an exclusive with Han Jisung” The sentence sounded just like a normal introduction to a report, but you knew it wasn’t. Hyunjin’s eyes darted to meet yours, glinting with anxiety and despair. He was informing you of what was going on, not Chan, “And as we all know, Jisung is a rising producer star, which is bound to raise their sales and might get in the way of ours…” He continued, swallowing dryly and widening his eyes ever so slightly.
    He was definitely trying to warn you of something.
    “Yes, I read the e-mail, Hyunjin” Chan agreed sternly; smile disappearing as his fingers intertwined to serve as a support for his chin. He looked classy and incredibly sexy, but your mind couldn’t afford to focus on it right now. You had to figure out what the hell Hyunjin suggested to Chan before blowing everything up, “You also said that Y/N might have the solution for this…” Oh, so that was it, you thought when Chan arched his brow; eyes connecting to yours.
    And now what?
    “So?” He encouraged you, detaching his chin from his hands so he could rest them on his desk “I’m waiting” He smiled gently; a closed-mouth smile that was supposed to calm your nerves, even though you could see how tumultuous his gaze was right now.
    It was practically a silent threat.
    In a normal situation, the predatory way he was looking at you ─ resembling a wolf when you were nothing but a sheep under his radar ─ would get you… Thinking.
    Your job wouldn’t be at stake in a normal situation, though.
    The pressure on your toes increased; the subtle way Hyunjin found to snap you out of your mind, despite your silence hanging in there for just a few seconds. It was obvious that he was freaking out just as much as you were, and you couldn’t help but blame him for this. Couldn’t he have told you about it earlier? What the hell was going on inside his mind?! Instead of taunting you about wanting to fuck Bang Chan, he should have warned you about that shit!
    That’s not the time for this, Y/N.
    The muscles on your face tensed as you tried to not give away everything going through your mind; lips twisting in a tight smile as you looked at Hyunjin: “Yeah, he was right” You answered calmly, even though your stomach was settled on becoming an Olympic athlete right now, “As I was telling him before coming here, Sir, I have someone in mind…” The relief washed over Hyunjin’s face; a genuine smile adorning his features as he withheld a sigh, “I happen to know I.N, and I think I can get us an exclusive” You confessed, shifting your gaze from Hyunjin to Chan.
    “The writer?” He blurted out, astonishment plastered all over his face.
    “Yeah… They’re a friend of mine…” You trailed off, embarrassed to say it out loud “They’re in the top trending now since their novel will become a drama and…” You cleared your throat, lowering your head to avoid his gaze. There was just so much of acting you could handle for a day, “I mean- It’s… Adult stuff, right? But they never—”
    “I know! That’s perfect!” He beamed, getting up from his chair to walk your way “They’ve never been seen! Nobody knows anything about them, Y/N” He laughed ─ he genuinely laughed ─ while clasping his hands together “Han Jisung is good, but I.N is better! This is hot news… FrontPage… How come you never told me about that?” He chuckled, placing his hand on your shoulder “Rest assured that when I get my promotion, I’m gonna have you right here in this room” He promised you in such a serious tone that a shiver ran down your spine.
    Rule Number Four: The (kinda horny) true self!
    There was not a single soul in the office as you made your way down the hall; eyes focused on the mesmerizing view outside. The sky was colored in purple shades, so deep that you would have mistaken them for black if it weren’t for the dazzling, sleepless city and its dozens of skyscrapers lighting everything up. Not even the full moon would be able to compete with such a beautiful brilliance, but it wouldn’t be necessary either as your gaze was abruptly torn away from the night.
    The darkness surrounding you didn’t allow your brain to connect the dots immediately, and you couldn’t help but wonder what happened when you bumped into something. The surface was much softer than a wall, yet firm enough to have you wincing for the impact; eyes snapping to meet the unlucky bastard that stayed until so late. The moonlight kissed his skin just enough for you to recognize the sharp features of your boss; clenched jaw revealing popping veins that distracted you for a fraction of a second.
     Your eyes trailed the path from his jaw to his neck, and you couldn’t help but wonder how it tasted like; if you could savor it like the sins you wanted to commit with him. The closeness didn’t work in your favor, and the hint of his scent intoxicated your senses as you connected your gazes. Something must have given you off ─ maybe your hesitation, maybe the lust glinting in your eyes ─ because the next second, Cristopher had his hand placed on your lower back.
   The warm sensation grew to a burning feeling as his eyes darkened while diving into yours; his stern, cold gaze contrasting to the feeling of his touch and sending a shiver down your spine. Could he have noticed the way your legs trembled as his grip tightened around you? The look on his face was indecipherable, and the intensity of his gaze made you feel too exposed and vulnerable to keep looking for an answer, so you averted your eyes away from him.
    “Weren’t you supposed to come as soon as you got his answer?” The way his voice made its way to your senses had the embarrassment washing over you. The huskiness in his tone made you gulp down ─ throat dry from thirsting over him ─ and the calmness in his sentence alarmed you as it didn’t match the disapproval in his eyes “It’s so late that there is no one else here anymore” He added nonchalantly; mixed signals getting you confused to what he meant by it.
    Was it just a way to scold you or was it an invitation?
    “I’m sorry, Sir” Despite not having anyone around, you whispered the words as if you could be caught at any moment now, “It took me longer than expected, but we—”
    “We?” His eyes were sharp enough to cut you off but the real reason why you couldn’t manage to finish your thoughts was the way he pulled your body impossibly closer to his “Were you with him this whole time?” He hissed right into your ear, letting his hot breath fan over your cold, sensitive skin in a silent threat.
    “Working” You corrected, even though he didn’t say anything.
    “Working” He hummed in agreement; hand going to tuck your hair behind your ear “As in how we work late at night?” He sneered, manhandling you to press your back against the cold surface of the glass wall that separated his office from the rest of the place “Or is it as in how he wants to work you on his desk?” He scoffed; soft huff almost as degrading as the way he held your cheeks with one hand and guided your eyes to his.
    “Neither” You guaranteed breathlessly; voice quivering in excitement.
    “Are you going to pretend that you didn’t notice his looks?” He narrowed his eyes at you; his knee making its way to the gap between yours before slowly rising to your thighs, “That you don’t know how much he wants to fuck you?” He laughed humorlessly, shaking his head in disbelief, “You better not, ‘cause I know you love it” He warned as he kicked your legs apart.
    “He could never fuck me as you do” There was such seriousness in your tone that it had him chuckling, and he nodded in approval before burying his nose in your neck, “I-I’m yours only, Sir… I know my place” You promised quietly, trying not to give away how aroused his jealousy made you feel.
    “Yeah…” His raspy laughter tickled your skin, and you muffled a whine as he grazed his teeth over your neck teasingly “But you like being reminded of it, don’t you?” He taunted, taking in your scent in a way that made you feel too small and helpless. He groaned as soon as you let a whimper fall from your lips, and you couldn’t help but struggle to stay still while knowing what was about to come, “Do I have to spell it for you, baby girl?” He snickered before sucking on the tender spot of your skin that he knew too well at this point.
    “N-No” Somewhere inside your head, you acknowledged that your reaction was insanely humiliating. He just needed a couple of words spoken in a sultry tone and you couldn’t even form a proper sentence. That was the power he had on you. And you loved it. “Only yours” The rushed tone made him smirk against your neck, stopping his path of kisses for a second to look into your eyes “Sir” You panted; returning his gaze with just as much intensity as he had on his.
    “Claim your place” His order was so tantalizing that you didn’t even blink before you finally let your knees give away, losing the support of your legs to earn the support of his thigh, “That’s right… You do remember your place” Somehow, this sounded like the best praise he could ever offer you, even under his amused tone, “But you have been such a bad girl lately…” He pouted as he caressed your cheek; hand stopping to grab your chin gently “And I don’t like bad girls… You know that, right?” He let his thumb reach for your lower lip, fiercely staring at it before grazing his finger on your teeth.
    Your answer was as silent as his request; tongue welcoming his thumb before you sucked on his digit. He hummed in appreciation, pushing it inside your mouth as you looked at him with big doe eyes to show a coyness that wasn’t really there within you. The action was followed by a swirl around the tip of his finger; as if to leave in his mouth the taste of what he was missing and prompt him to give you what you really wanted: Him.
    If he picked up on your plans, he showed it by giving like for like.
   He didn’t say a word as he pressed his thigh against your heat; leaning closer to let his breath fan over your neck once more. He stood like that for what could have been seconds, maybe minutes, but nonetheless time enough for his warmth to creep into your senses. He was like a poison to you; the intoxicating presence clouding your better judgment and destroying any will you had to have him losing control. You didn’t even mind the way he scoffed as you started to grind his leg; brows twisting to shout out a needy plea for release.
    “That’s a good girl” He approved, catching your earlobe between his teeth. The moan that fell from your lips was muffled by his finger and he didn’t seem to appreciate it, “I don’t hear you, baby girl” He complained, moving on to your jaw with a path of open-mouthed kisses that weren’t enough to distract you from his other hand “There’s no one here… Be loud for me” He allured you as his hand found its way under your shirt.
      The temptation was great… Scream his name as he fucked you senseless in the office... No risk of being caught… Just you, and him, and your dirty little secret…
    Your thoughts were all around the place, and you had no hopes of grasping them back as his cold hand brushed your side, contrasting to the warmth under your clothes. The way he touched you made shivers run down your spine; his slow, delicate motion enhancing your senses to every single second of his caresses. You held your breath when his finger finally managed to reach its destination; grazing over your nipple to have you succumbing to his wishes.
    You fought it as you could, but you were never much of a fighter.
    It was too easy for him to have you under his control, and he knew it. You could tell it by the way he chuckled as soon as you gave away how lost you were at this point. The moan that left your lips came all the way up from your chest, sounding crystal clear in the room as you let your mouth fall agape. Sucking on his finger and following his orders were the last concern you would have for this moment. The only thing worthy of your attention right now was the fact that you couldn’t get as much friction as you needed, and you had to do something about it.
    So you grind on his leg for dear life.
    “You’re so needy” The mockery didn’t have much effect on your mind anymore, so you just kept sliding up and down his thigh as if that was the only thing that could keep you going “You’re not even listening to me, are you?” He huffed in disbelief; thumb leaving your mouth so he could cup your face “That’s all you can understand, right?” He taunted, pinching your nipple to get your attention again, “Are you still there, baby girl?” He leaned closer to whisper in your ear.
      “F-Fuck me” Was the only answer he would get.
      “Manners” He warned; licking the sweet spot next to your jaw.
      “Fuck me, Sir” You corrected yourself; wrapping your arms around his shoulders to look for some support as you practically bounced on his leg, “Please, fuck me, Sir” You repeated, forehead resting on the crook of his neck as you clawed his back, trying to bring him as close as possible to you.
      “Louder” He demanded, and you didn’t need to look at his face to know that he was grinning, “Louder…” He instructed in a tone so low that you could barely hear him over the rustling sounds of fabric against fabric. Your breath hitched as his hand gently caressed your hair; moving some strands away from your face to take a better look at you. However, he didn’t get to see your teary eyes, “Come on, baby… Look at me” He asked in a tantalizing tone, alluring you to try and meet his gaze.
    There wasn’t much you could see through your hooded eyes; vision too blurry for you to grasp what was going on inside his mind. You could tell he enjoyed it, though. He always did. That moment when he could pinpoint you had given up on your control, that you weren’t yourself anymore and would be willing to do whatever he asked… He lived for it, for that rebellious flame of self-control extinguishing from your eyes.
     For who you become when lust overcomes you.        
    The grip on his hair wasn’t unexpected, and Cristopher offered you a small, wicked smile before you connected your lips. The kiss was messy and hurried; tongues exploring every corner they could find while your hands were occupied on getting rid of your clothes. Neither of you cared about anything else but feeling each other’s bodies as you ripped your shirts. The cold breeze hitting your bare skin wasn’t enough to cool down the heat consuming you, but it was enough to have you squirming and whining.
      “Beautiful” Was the only thing he said before pushing your back against the glass and adjusting his grip to take your nipple between his teeth. The groan that escaped your lips was almost animalistic, prompting him to answer with a grunt of his own as he sucked on your skin. The vibrations ran from your flesh to your core, enticing another moan that seemed to fall into deaf ears, “Louder, baby… I want him to hear you…” He pleaded, letting go of your breast just to grope it and give you a kitten lick on the next second “To know who made you like this…” He added before sucking on it again.
    Perhaps it was the fact that he thrust on you, just to tease your senses and make you thirstier. Perhaps it was the fact you had to support yourself on just one leg as he pushed his hips against yours and you tried to seek for your balance by involving his leg with yours. Perhaps it was his hand sliding to meet your clothed core; finger pressing against your clit to add a delicious, needed stimulus for your orgasm.
    Perhaps it was the words that slipped through his lips.
    “W-What did you say?” You panted; hips faltering as you tried to keep riding him, but steading their pace as his finger circled your clit to goad you “M-Mhm… S-Sir” You cried; hand burying in his hair to pull it and translate the utter bliss waving down your body. The string of mewls and urgent pleas spilled from you like a chant, getting him more eager than before, “P-Please” You whined, even though you weren’t sure what you were asking for.
      “Hold it” He ordered; straightening his back to look right into your eyes, but failing as yours rolled back to your head. His hand made its way to squeeze your cheeks, forcing you to look at him with a soft shake to catch your attention “Look at me” It sounded like a warning; stern enough for you to try your best to focus on him, “You’ll only cum when he walks right through that door… Do you understand?” He searched for any signs of stubbornness in your eyes, but his smile showed he didn’t found any.
    “W-Who?” You managed to ask; body trembling as you tried to hold every single string inside your mind in place, even though each one of them was ready to snap and unravel the crashing pleasure that was building up.
    “Why does it matter?” He scoffed, quickening his pace as the unmistakable ring of the elevator sounded on the room “You love being seen, don’t you?” He chuckled, watching as your body shook violently and your knees started to give away to the sensations running down your body.
      “Y-Yes, Sir” You could bet your voice echoed inside the building, and Christopher seemed to agree with you as he grinned in approval.
    “So look at your guest, baby… And scream my name” He instructed, pushing your face to the side. The doors opened slowly, revealing the lights inside the small cubicle right in front of your eyes “Let him know who you belong to” He whispered in your ear; hand pushing your underwear aside so his finger could come in contact with your core.
    The mysterious figure detached from the corners of the metallic walls to finally reveal himself. You met his eyes for a half of a second; enough time for you to recognize the one who worked with you every single day of your life. For the past few years. Someone who would be your partner for years to come, and who would witness and engrave your face in your most vulnerable moment.
    You came hard; probably the most overwhelming orgasm you had ever had in your life. It was impossible to hold back your voice, and you couldn’t help but howl his name; legs shaking and body collapsing into your boss’ arms. You squirmed and whimpered as you tried to recompose yourself; letting him help you ride you out of your orgasm and occupying yourself by staring into your coworker’s shocked eyes.
    “Thank you, Sir…” You breathed out, gripping his arms for dear life while the shame sank into your soul.
    Rule Number Five: The (grateful and satisfied) fans!
    And… Post.
    Oh, well… You did it. Again. There was something about displaying your deepest fantasies for anyone to see that was kinda thrilling to you. Your heart raced inside your chest just like a drum ─ well, if a goddamn drummer decided to do a solo but was too offbeat, to begin with ─ and you couldn’t help but stare blankly at the page without a clue of what to do now. It was out there… Why didn’t anyone say anything yet? Was it that bad? Should you delete it?
    Well… People have to read it before commenting, you know?
    Yeah, right… You just posted it.
    Chill.
    You licked your lips before biting them; feeling the rush that was posting about your boss online when no one else knew about it. If you were being honest, the best part of this wasn’t having the chance to live your fantasies throughout your writing. No. The best part was knowing that only you knew the true identity of Christopher… Or what you really wanted to do to him while he walked down the hallway. The best part was that no one would ever figure out that you were the author of the bestselling novel of the moment… That this steamy romance between boss and employee was nothing but your rawest desire.
     Who would think that the boring, shy girl from the office would be a smut writer? Who would think that you would have a horny, interesting secret identity? No one else but you.
      And this was priceless.
     Or maybe… It was priceless.
    As far as you knew, every single thing you cherished about being a secretive horny bitch could go down the drain tomorrow. It would be all fine if it was just a… Well, actually everything would suck. How would you look at Chan’s face if he knew you were writing about having sex with your boss while he was your boss? What would you do if they decided to fire you because of it? What would you do with your life from now on?!
     Don’t panic, Y/N.
    You had everything under control… Tomorrow morning you would be going to Jeongin’s house and interview him as if he were you. No one would ever suspect you after that. You would save your ass, Hyunjin’s ass, and Chan’s ass. And that was it. The perfect plan. Nothing to worry about. Just trust Jeongin to follow your script and make sure everything would go as planned.
    Flawless. Totally safe. Perfect.
    That’s right…
    You just need to take a deep breath and rela—
    The sudden sound caught you off guard; eyes focusing on the screen once again so you could understand what was going on. All of your worries vanished away as soon as you saw the notification on the top of it; announcing that you had just got a message from a fan.
     Finally!    
    The weasel icon was so familiar that you chuckled while opening the message; a smile plastering over your face as you let your eyes wander around the words. There was nothing more fulfilling to your writer ass than seeing the way Weasel always had something to say about your story. Sometimes, he’d give you some feedback on your style. Other times, he’d freak out about how much he wanted to “try those things out”, as he usually said. There were also times when he’d just get excited over the characters and their conflicts, which always got you laughing.
    It was fun to talk to Weasel.
    He was just as mysterious as you… There was no name to his face, and also no face to his icon, but both of you were friends anyway. He had been keeping up with your stuff from such an early stage that it felt natural to have him around and getting his feedback. It was so comfortable, that you didn’t even mind when he slid in your DMs, embarrassed to let anyone else know that your smut made him… Feel things. There was no need to elaborate on what he did about those feelings or those things. But it was kinda hot to know he enjoyed himself throughout your fantasies.
      His fantasies.
    Well… For the number of times that you used them to write your stories, it was some sort of shared fantasies by now. As a matter of fact, you never intended to make Christopher a jealous character but Weasel made the idea seem too hot for you to ignore. Sometimes, he’d open up about that girl from his work that he really liked and how jealous he was of the guy she liked and then… Well, it felt… Interesting.
    The thought of being desirable to the point a guy would want to claim you as his like this? Not that Weasel did it. He actually just mentioned that he hoped she was into this as a kink. You couldn’t help but picture the way he would touch her in such a greedy way… The possessiveness blinding him for a second… The grip tightening… The mean words and the humiliation… Oh, the sweet humiliation that would crush you as he whispered how much you would cum for him… How he was the only one who could make you like that… How he would ask you to say his name… To tell him that you were his…
    You could drink holy water and still be shaking just by picturing it.
    “That was such a good chapter… I didn’t expect you to use her friend like that. I thought it was a given that she’d end up with Chris” You read out loud, chuckling when he reached for your DMs to talk to you “Will we get a threesome or something, miss? 😏” He joked on the next line and you couldn’t help but roll your eyes at this “I’m waiting for it”
    “You’re just a horny bitch, aren’t you?” You typed, smirking as you stared at his messages “No spoilers for you, though, baby boy… You’ll have to wait like everybody else” Teasing him was always funny, and he never failed to amuse you.
      “I’m not the one writing porn online” He pointed out, and before he could write anything else you shot him.
    “Yeah but you’re the one getting off to it” You retorted, getting a whole set of gasping and shocked emotes that had you laughing.
    “I have no words to express how offended I am” You chortled, shaking your head in disbelief.
     “Alright, Drama Llama” Why was it so fun to mock him? You wished you could actually meet him offline and banter like this in real life “To fill your horny ass, I might write a dom!reader next time… I was thinking about torturing the 2nd lead a bit”
    “First of all… I don’t think I want my ass filled, thank you for offering tho” Why was he like this? “And I was just joking” You frowned at that, confused by what he meant “Don’t you think that a threesome doesn’t go along with the characters? Her friend likes her a lot and Christopher is just a kinky son of a bitch… I thought he’d just show him that she was his and be an ass as usual”
    “What do you have against Chris, dude?” You rolled your eyes, although he wouldn’t be able to see it, “He’s way better than her friend! At least, he does something about her”
    “I have the 2nd male lead syndrome! You know that!” You chortled, very aware of this, “And isn’t that the perfect opportunity for him to do something about it?! I mean… I don’t want to be nosey but having a threesome is way out of character for them” He pointed out, and you had to admit he was right.
    “No, you’re not nosey…” You sighed; shoulders dropping for a second “It’s just that I’m upset about something that happened at work today and you know that projecting my problems on those characters is my thing” You pursed your lips, staring at the keyboard for a few seconds before deciding to continue “Besides, I’m about to spend an entire day with a guy that kinda inspired the 2nd lead and… I don’t really want to think about a sex scene with him, you know?” You confessed.
    “But thinking about torturing and having a threesome with him is easy” He mocked you.
      “That’s because that threesome would never happen” You sent it before you could think about what you had just written.
    “Ooohhhh!” Holy shit… The amount of emotes he had just dumped on that chat couldn’t be a good sign, “So having sex with this guy is something you want?! And that could happen?! ” Great, now you would have a Drama Llama-Weasel trying to get some juicy gossip about your inexistent sex life… WORSE! Your sex life with your nemesis! “Why don’t you go for it? I’m sure he’s into you if he’s anything like his character” Poor thing… He had no idea.
    “Shut up, it’s not like that” You brushed it off.
    “If you say so” You could almost hear him snickering, even though you didn’t know how his voice sounded like “I’ll just have you regretting this for the rest of the night” You snorted, shaking your head in disbelief. He was unbearable! “I have work early tomorrow but I’m gonna come back with questions, Miss… Wait for me”
    “What I meant is that it’d be easier to happen than having a threesome, not that I want it to happen, moron” You defended yourself but he didn’t even get to read it as he logged off right away.
      Great… He would never let you live it down.
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born-to-lose · 3 years
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Hello, I'm your boyfriend
Pairing: Slash x fem!reader
Requested by anon
Summary: Slash comes to your rescue when you run into your ex by pretending to be your boyfriend.
Tags: fake dating, fluff
Words: 716
A/N: That's my first Guns N' Roses fic in ages (and it's not really good), but don't worry, I haven't forgotten about your requests! I'll get to them as soon as possible. This one's for you @aggressive-slytherin!
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When you decided to go to the club to see a band play, you didn't expect - and also really didn't want or need - to run into your ex-boyfriend Scott by the bar.
He had this seemingly nice bright smile on his face, but you could tell it was fake. While the two of you had still been together, he would look at you like that every time he had fucked up, usually accompanied by flowers or some other gift. You could always see right through him and asked what he had done, but his response was only ever, "Nothing, I just wanted to show you how much I love you." Of course that wasn't true and his constant lying and cheating eventually led to your breakup.
"I was thinking maybe we could have a fresh start?" Scott suggested, trying to sound genuine. You must admit he was a good actor - or at least good enough to make you believe he was serious about your relationship for years - but you didn't fall for his games anymore. There was no way he would ever change and even if he was a slightly different person now, you didn't have the energy to deal with him again.
You rolled your eyes in annoyance. "There's a reason why I broke up with you."
"C'mon," he begged, "you need to get over that! I've changed. Give me a second chance!"
"This would be your sixth chance, Scott," you said simply, turning to walk away from him.
He reached out to wrap his arm around you, but you shrugged him off, really pissed off now. Suddenly, you felt someone else's hand on your shoulder. "Is this guy bothering you, baby?" he asked protectively.
You turned around to see a young man with long dark curly hair that covered most of his face standing next to you. Realizing he was going to pretend to be your boyfriend in order to help you get rid of Scott, you played along. "That's my ex," you explained, glaring at said person.
The man blew some hair out of his face and looked daggers at Scott. "Fuck off, man. She's taken. And don't fucking touch her again unless you want to take this outside," he threatened.
"Whatever, bitch," Scott muttered, finally giving up and buzzing off. Thank God he had never been one to get into fistfights because you'd rather not cause one between your ex-boyfriend and someone you didn't even know in the middle of a busy club.
Once he was out of earshot, the stranger removed his hand from your shoulder. "Sorry for barging in like that. I've just been watching you - not in a weird way of course - and I saw him hit on you and thought you could need some help," he hastily explained, worried that you might think he's a creep. "My name's Slash by the way."
You gave him a small smile. "Thanks for stepping in, I really appreciate it. I'm (y/n)."
Slash returned the smile and ran a hand through his curls which fell into his eyes just a second later. To be honest, he was kind of cute and you couldn't help but smile wider.
"Um… would you maybe want to get a drink after the show?" he asked after a pause. "I'd really like to get to know you a bit, but I need to be on stage in a couple of minutes."
Your eyes widened in surprise. "Oh, so your band is playing tonight?"
He nodded proudly. "Yup. But that's not an answer to my question."
Since he sounded so eager, you decided to keep him in suspense a little longer. "So you don't only want to pretend to be dating me is what I'm hearing?" you teased in a low voice.
"Maybe so," he replied in the same tone, smirking.
You were silent for a moment, keeping eye contact with him before eventually saying, "Okay, then I'll see you later?"
Slash broke out into a wide smile. "Yes, just wait here and I'll meet you as soon as possible. I hope you enjoy the show!"
With that, he left and pushed through the crowd to get to the backstage area. Seems like you do need to be grateful that you ran into your ex after all…
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belphies-cuhm-sluht · 3 years
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Hello! I saw your asks open and i wanted to request some angst headcanons with dad!Asmo. I just read Luci's and oh man that sure hurt my heart, you write angst so well!
Unwanted (Dad!Asmo x F!Reader) ANGST
A/N : Mammon plays a really big part in this, just as Beel played a big role in the dad!Lucifer fic. It's never hinted whether they're together or not, it's kind of up to the imagination... but if you'd like, I can write a part two to this??? (I will also, to anyone who might want it, write a part two to the dad!Lucifer fic)
Word Count : 2.3K Warnings : pregnancy ; children ; maternity ; babies ; hinted abortion ; angst ;
He never wanted children, he didn’t want anything that would actually tie him down to anything or anyone. It wasn’t his “thing”, and you both had done everything to prevent it from happening. Up until now, everything had worked, there had never been one mistake, but the both of you got sloppy. There was a party, and… well, you loved him, and he had said that he loved you, and precautions weren’t a “thing” at that moment. One slip up, one mistake, and now everything was falling apart.
“I didn’t want this. I don’t want that.” He spat the words at you, pointing towards your stomach. He had only stopped pacing long enough to say it before starting again, walking the length of his room as he gnawed at his perfectly manicured fingers. You hadn’t expected anything different from him, but it still hurt that he was blaming the whole thing on you, as if it didn’t take 50/50 participation to make something like this happen. “It’ll completely ruin my image. A child with a human! It’ll be all over the tabloids, in every magazine… I can’t have that.” His behavior shouldn’t have been that shocking to you, but to hear just how selfish he really was, to know that he thought so little of you, it hurt way worse than you ever thought it would. One moment he was professing his love to you, and now he’s disgusted with you. It could have been that your emotions were running high from the situation, or maybe the hormones had just taken over completely, but you wanted to scream, you wanted to cry, and you wanted to fight him. “Your image?! This thing could kill me and all you care about is your stupid public persona… Screw you! I wish I never fell in love with you.” His eyes went soft, and for a moment you thought that maybe he’d apologize, maybe he was rethinking his own words, his actions, that maybe you’d be able to be a team to work through this mess. You were wrong, you were so wrong. “Wish all you want, we both know you’d have never been able to resist me.” Narcissistic, selfish, he was just awful. You closed your eyes tightly, trying to fight back the tears as you walked past him. He didn’t deserve your last words, he didn’t deserve anything. He didn’t deserve you.
The twelfth week was supposed to be the most exciting. It was when most couples would finally make their announcements, happily tell family and friends that they were expecting. Your twelfth week was a nightmare. You were trapped in the Devildom, human doctors wouldn’t know what the hell was going on if they delivered a child with horns, a child so angelically demonic that they’d probably call the hospital priest to your room as soon as they saw it. The only place where you’d be able to safely deliver a child like this and live through it would be in the Devildom. It’s not like you hadn’t tried to relieve yourself of the problem. You had gone to Lucifer, Satan, Barbatos, even Lord Diavolo, asking them if there was any way that they could just… get rid of it. Sadly, Asmodeus wasn’t just a narcissistic, selfish prick, he was also sadistic. None of them could do anything without Asmodeus’ approval since it was his child too. Every time one of them asked him, he would refuse. He didn’t even give a reason, he just wanted to see you suffer. Strangely, you had found comfort and solace in Mammon. You were pretty sure he was only helping because he still had a crush on you, but he became your emotional, mental, and physical support throughout everything. You had told him many times that he didn’t have to basically “fill in” for Asmo, but he insisted that it was the least he could do considering his little brother was being a dick. He wasn’t just your support at the house, he was… invested in the child that Asmo hadn’t wanted. He took you to doctors appointments, sometimes even getting in the way of the doctor as he pointed to the ultrasound screen. He was so excited that most people just assumed it was his kid, and he never denied it either. It was just easier that way, to go along with whatever the other demons said because he knew that any mention of Asmo would upset you and that was the last thing he wanted to do. Some days the both of you would sit on the couch in the living room, flipping through the pages of maternity books. He’d really try to understand the diagrams on the pages, but you could tell that he was confused and sometimes he’d even look up at you from the pages, and then down at your stomach, and then up at you, before looking back down at the pages. It was cute, and you’d giggle lightly, resting your head on his shoulder as you continued flipping through the pages. He had become the only person in the house that you felt like you could fully trust and rely on. Everyone else wanted to stay out of the drama, nobody wanted to get involved, but Mammon wasn’t there for the drama, he was only there for you, he was there when you needed him.
“Can you believe him? Can you believe both of them? We haven’t even broken up and they’re sleeping together, she’s even wearing his clothes. It’s ridiculous, and Mammon is out there playing dad with my kid.” Asmo sat on the edge of the counter, voicing his complaints to anyone who would listen. Sadly it was Beel’s turn since he was the only one in the kitchen right now. Most of the time the other brothers would just hide themselves away, not wanting to deal with Asmo right now, but Beel had gotten hungry and he really thought he’d be lucky enough to avoid his brother. “I don’t know what the big deal is… You didn’t want the kid anyway.” He wasn’t going to walk on eggshells around Asmo, he wasn’t going to lie to make anyone feel better. In Beel’s eyes, Asmo was completely in the wrong. “If Y/N is finding some sort of happiness in spending time with Mammon, who are you to complain? It stopped being your place when you said you didn’t want it.” He shrugged before grabbing his plate and going straight back to his room. He wasn’t going to continue listening to it, but he hoped that he had left Asmo with something to really think about. He walked up the stairs, going straight to the bedroom door, knocking loudly. He wasn’t going to stop until someone opened the door either. Mammon got up from the bed that you both had been propped up on, rolling his eyes as he walked over to his door, groaning loudly when he saw Asmo standing there. “Whaddaya want? We don’t need ya here… yer just gonna stress ‘er out.” He was trying to talk quietly, not wanting you to hear him or even know who was there. He was so protective of you, he wouldn’t let anyone else serve your food during meals, he’d even stand outside the bathroom door whenever you were in there just to make sure you didn’t fall or hurt yourself. Asmo pushed his way into the room much to Mammon’s annoyance. “I don’t care, Mammon. Y/N isn’t yours, and neither is the child. They’re both mine, and I’d like to have a word with her.” He said snidely, but Mammon wasn’t going to have it. Brother or not, he cared too much about you, he had worked so hard to help you get over what Asmo had done, and he wasn’t going to let him waltz back in and ruin everything. Mammon wasn’t weak, he was way stronger than he looked, and right now he was showing his strength, grabbing Asmo’s arm and practically throwing him out of the room. His teeth were barred and the growl that was coming from him sounded feral, animalistic, it was terrifying. “Neither of them are yers! I’ve been there fer everything, every doctor visit, I even bought a damn room fer the kid and she’s sleepin’ in my room, next ta me, and a next ta Y/N. Ya know why?! ‘Cause ya don’t jus’ get ta come back when ya fine’ly realize that ya fucked up! Now… leave us alone. We don’t need ya here.” He left Asmo out in the hallway, crumpled against the wall as he walked back into the room. “She…” Asmo kept repeating the word as he pushed himself up off the floor. He was having a daughter, and he hadn’t even known about it, he wouldn’t have known about it if Mammon hadn’t screamed at him. It was strange how knowing made things more real, it made him care more, and the worst part was that he knew it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair to you. He didn’t know how to fix what he had done, but he knew that he had to try at least. “Lucifer…” “I don’t want things to be like this when she gets here. It’s not going to be long either.” You sighed, finally relaxing once more in the bed once Mammon got in next to you. “Why was he here anyway?” Mammon shrugged, focusing all of his attention on your stomach trying to calm himself. He liked watching it move, he thought it was neat.
The delivery was smoother than you thought it would be, and Mammon only fainted twice during the whole thing, so he did pretty good. Delivering a child in the Devildom had its perks, the main one being that you didn’t have to stay more than one day in the hospital to recover. They did some spell and you were completely fine. It was strange, but you appreciated it greatly. The only issue with the perk was that it meant you were going back home and that meant you’d have to face Asmo. She looked so much like him, and you could tell that Mammon was upset by it. Even though he knew she wasn’t actually his, he wished that she didn’t look so much like her father. Her eyes were his exact color, and it left you speechless when she first opened them, gazing up at you with wonder and curiosity. She was precious, and she was yours. As you walked through the door you were met with balloons and streamers, and Asmo. You heard Mammon growl quietly, and you quickly held your hand out to him, silently begging him to stop. He was holding the carseat and you didn’t need him to lose his temper right now. “I just wanted to welcome her home, welcome you home. I bought some things for her, they’re outside of Mammon’s door.” Asmo said nervously, and for once he was terrified of being rejected. “We don’t need noth-” Mammon had started, but you quickly shook your head, pleading to him with your eyes to just stay calm. He groaned loudly, eyeing Asmo angrily before walking past him to the stairs. “Fine. She’s prob’ly hungry… I’m gonna feed ‘er. Ya comin’ up?” You nodded quickly, making sure he got up the stairs alright before turning back to Asmo. “What are you doing, Asmo?”
He moved into the living room, waiting for you to sit down before he did, and he looked scared, he looked sad. Of course you didn’t like seeing him like this, but it was his fault, he had caused all of this. “I don’t want to be alone. I know that sounds selfish, that I’m making this about myself again, but I’m not trying to. When Mammon told me… he said she… It's a girl?” You nodded slowly and you saw his face light up for only a second before it left once more. “I was scared, I am scared… I didn’t know if I’d be a good… father. I never saw myself as one, but seeing Mammon, and he’s doing so well… I never saw him as a father either… I thought that maybe, since he could… that maybe I could too.” He sighed, bringing his hand back up to his lips to chew at his fingers again, his orange eyes glistening with the tears that hadn’t fallen yet. “I know that what I said was wrong… I was rude. I didn’t think I’d have a problem finding someone to take my mind off of everything, but I was wrong. I love you, and nobody else is going to take your place, nobody else can take your place.” You both sat on the couch in silence, his tears finally falling as he waited for you to say something, and yours building up as you tried to think of something to say. “This isn’t fair… You know this isn’t fair. You can’t… you can’t pick and choose when you want to be a dad. You weren’t there… and you made it very clear that you didn’t want her. I… I can’t do this Asmo… I’m sorry… They’re waiting for me… I-I have to go.” You took a deep breath as you stood from the couch, wiping your tears with the back of your hands as you started walking to the stairs. “Y/N…” He walked up behind you, grabbing your hand to stop you. You didn’t turn around to face him, you couldn’t bring yourself to do it, but he didn’t mind. He was actually thankful that you didn’t look at him, because what he was about to say was the hardest thing he’d ever have to say in his life. “I know that I’m unwanted… But… If I may… Can I meet her? Just once? Please?”
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florencwrites · 3 years
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ignoring is bliss 〚technoblade〛
in which [reader] struggles with her lover's inconsequent affection, and a good talk is unfortunately inevitable; the silent treatment has never worked well with techno.
"I don't know what you want me to say." His back had still been turned towards me at this point, the rake heavy in my hands as I tried using it to steady myself in the muddy stable. He kept loading dirty plucks of hay onto his pitchfork, the thinly lined buttoned shirt he was wearing easily letting his back muscles shine through.
I stood silently behind him, deliberating my words thoroughly. I hated when he acted like this, I absolutely despised him. He was one of the smartest men I'd ever had the pleasure of meeting, however, the second things went sideways conversation-wise he always played it painfully personally. He would start correcting my grammar or suggest synonyms for otherwise satisfactory sentences. "I don't either."
"I guess that marks the end of this conversation." He turned around to dump his gathered muck in the makeshift wheelbarrow Phil had built us. His face was hard, his brows furrowed and his features lax. He seemed indifferent, his attitude scaring me to pieces.
"Tech, please." I tried, putting one of my hands up to gesture for him to stop walking. He was now barely lifting the barrow from the ground, ready to head off to the dump. He huffed, his eyes meeting the floor as he put the wagon down. "You know I hate it when you call me that."
"I'm sorry," I muttered softly.
He ducked to grip his hands around the handles again, lifting it from the ground. His knuckles were white where they held onto the leather-covered grips. "Speak up."
"I want to have a conversation with you, okay? Stop acting so fucking stuck up and talk to me." His shoulder brushed past mine as he exited the stables, my voice was high in emotions, definitely on the verge of breaking with desperation.
He snorted. "I'll listen to whatever you have to say when you've calmed down."
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"He won't talk to me, Phil." I groaned almost obnoxiously loud, taking a sip of water to wash down both my dinner and my agitation. "You know how he gets."
"All pissy? Tell me about it." He chuckled softly, his forearm shielding his bowl from my sight. He shoveled another spoonful of beef stew into his mouth. Phil and I had never been extraordinarily close, he reckoned Techno and me to be undeserving of each other. A terrible pair. And perhaps we were, at times like this I couldn't help but doubt whether or not we truly were the destined lovers we often thought ourselves to be. "I'll bring him some food later."
I laughed at him, a father at heart. A father to anyone but his actual sons, really. A playful grin on my lips, "You're an enabler, Phil."
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That night I crawled into an empty bed. One I hadn't even doubted would be just that; empty. He was weak like that, he'd do anything to avoid conflict. Whether that was because he was afraid of what his blinding rage fits would conjure, or whether he was just an impotent coward. Someone who didn't know how to act around uncertainty and immorality and thus resorted to blaming everything on his treacherous temper.
The sheets still smelled of him, I held them to my nose.
There was no reason for us to fight, I hadn't meant to start one. I simply wanted him to realize how different he acted towards me when surrounded by any crowd. He acted so distant it made me doubt not only us, but myself. My heart ached anytime he pulled his hand away from where I tried leaving him a subtle touch. My skin crawled when he no longer referred to me by the mild, but unmissably warm names he had for me.
However, nothing would ever hurt me as much as meeting his eyes in a room of our friends and seeing the love seep from his irises. Physically witnessing his affection turn into nothing short of mere acquaintance.
Everyone knew us. There was no reason for him to act so cold, so distant. Though, I also recognized that perhaps there was an underlying reason. One I simply hadn't thought of, or perhaps one that I couldn't ever imagine. One that he had retained from his troublesome past.
The thing is, it hurt me to think he didn't trust me enough with his reasoning. That he didn't want to tell me about his thoughts. I'd been extremely careful and meticulous with any information he'd granted me, I was sure to never let what he told me change my opinion of him. I vowed to never look at him any different.
So, why could he not promise me the same?
-
There was no point in pushing myself from my sheets the next morning. I knew how long his episodes usually lasted, I wouldn't even have to try talking to him for at least two more days. Normally, I'd try, though. I'd sit in the grass right next to where he was working outside, just talking to him about anything and everything I could think of. Back then I thought for his silence to mean confusion, I thought his swirling mind simply needed a break. That a distraction would do him good.
I sat in the barely-molten grass for hours, never getting a reply.
His smell was constricting my airways slowly, every inhale making it harder and harder to breathe. What if Phil was right, what if he truly didn't love me, or not anymore at least? What if it was all an act to have a warm body to fall asleep next to, to have an extra set of hands around the cottage.
I kicked at the sheets, desperate to get them away from me, to get them from clinging to my sweaty body. I only tangled my legs further into the mess. The bed creaked loudly against the wooden floor of the attic, a gust of wind running through a small gap in the roof.
I shot up, finally being able to rid my body of the sheets. I huffed a few times, the annoyance getting the better of me. I slung my legs over the side of the bed, now just sitting on the wooden frame, letting my eyes wander over the walls. The pictures of us that were tightly tacked to the planks, photos of our favorite pets and our best of friends. Photos of us with Phil and Tommy, and even a stray photo of me and Wilbur, back when we were kids.
My gaze found its way towards the singular window behind our bed, the only one of two walls that weren't entirely slanted. His red robe stood out like a sore thumb in the feeble blanket of slushy snow that had been slowly accumulating over the course of the night. Summer was officially over once again, and the cold would soon make it so we could no longer afford to sleep alone.
He rarely wore his robe outside of special occasions, he usually would simply opt for one of his brown ones. One was trimmed with a thick deer fur, the leather on it sure to keep all frost out. The other one was his summer one, the more dirty one of the two. It was always stained with blood, since it would also be the one he went hunting with. He disliked hunting in the winter, the harsh winds and easily discernible prints made it no fun, according to him. He stacked up during the summer, drying his meats to allow them to be kept safe for months, if not years.
But now he was wearing his red robe, lined with the finest of polar bear fur. The one that had the special compartments for his potions, and the one I had sown a totem into. For good luck. He rarely wore it for any occasion but war.
He pushed himself from the ground, turning around swiftly; the velocity making his cape whisk dramatically up in the wind. His eyes seemed fixated on the ground until they unwarrantedly shot up to the window I was sitting at. Any other day, I would've averted my gaze. Not now. He knew I was staring, and he was allowed to know so. I held my eyes on him until his feet carried him out of sight, into the house. I sighed softly, I felt entirely forlorn without him, without his caring hands and loving eyes. I let myself fall back into the bed, cuddling the sheets once again as I curled away from the entrance. I reckoned he would have to change out of his robe soon, and I didn't want to face him when he did.
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I heard the front door slam, and as predicted the rungs of the many ladders soon creaked in his hold. The worn, practically ancient, trapdoor was pushed ajar behind me. I couldn't be bothered to turn to meet his eyes. However, instead of quietly changing out of his clothes, I felt the bed dip. He sat on the side of it, much alike to how I had found myself just minutes before.
"I don't like feeling weak." His voice was rougher than usual, it kept its usual monotone aura, but for some reason, it felt more emotional than ever before. He cleared his throat as if to try and mask it, to no avail, "I don't love you any less."
I shifted in the bed, though, he quickly stopped me, "Don't look at me, that just makes it harder."
I obliged. He let out a trembling sigh, taking his sweet time to deliberate his next words, "Sometimes we are outside together and I'm afraid that when they see how much I care about you, they will realize that you make me weak." I stared at the wall, still curled into the blankets. I wanted nothing more than to hold his face, look at him as he spoke. Instead, I had to make do with the pictures of his face plastered on the wood. His pointy, flappy ears and peaked nose. The two sharp-looking fangs set in the corners of his lips, ones that seemed to disappear when he smiled. He didn't like smiling for pictures, I didn't have a single one of the two of us together where he smiled. The only ones that showed his beautiful pearly whites were the ones that had me behind the camera, something I only then realized might've not been a coincidence.
"It scares me to think they could hurt you for loving me, that's why I don't like holding your hand in town." I shot a quick look over my shoulder, his back was slouched over, his head in his hands with his elbows propped on his knees. He wasn't crying, he simply seemed lost."I never realized that what scares me even more is the idea of you not loving me at all."
I slowly crept from under the sheets as his words fell silent. I crawled over towards where he was sat, near the foot-end of the bed. I took one of his hands from where he had rested his face on it and pulled it out of the way.
I snaked my arms around his neck, pulling my body into his. I draped my legs over his lap as I held him. His built arms felt tender against my exposed back, however, he held me tight. He squeezed softly as another quivering breath escaped his lips. We sat in embrace for a while.
"That's all I asked for, Tech." I smiled into his neck. "I just wanted to talk, that wasn't so hard, now, was it?"
"Shut up." He playfully tried pushing me away from his torso, underestimating the power of my cling. "You know I hate it when you call me that."
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The jealousy of the fox
Word count: 720 words
Warnings: character death, Character biting (blood), Kazuha you creepy fuck-, Y/n is a gang member
A/n: This was so short… I’m sorry XD. Still, I hope you enjoy. Also you’re part of Arataki Itto’s gang in this fic
Character(s): Kaedehara Kazuha, Arataki Itto
Pronouns: she/her
Summary: Someone interrupted your alone time with Kazuha… and now he must pay
Kazuha was a rather interesting kitsune. That is, he had no master. Technically speaking, he was a nogitsune.
Technically.
However, you had the fox spirit wrapped around Your fingers- at least, that’s what you thought. You didn’t even know he was a kitsune- or nogitsune, the distinction was unimportant to you. You only thought of him as a traveler that loved to take you to the most interesting places- treasure filled places.
Today, however, Kazuha seemed… more… overbearing than usual. He demanded every moment of your time, energy, and even love. Somehow you’d found yourself petting his pretty silver locks as he nuzzled into your thigh.
“Y/nnn!” You looked up to see the oni, Arataki Itto, running your way. Kazuha let out an animalistic growl, hands wrapping around your waist. “Huh? Who’s this loser?”
“His name is Kazuha, Itto. He’s a good friend.”
“Don’t like how he’s holding you. Get off my girl.”
“I’m not your girl!” You snarl, exasperated. Itto could be… ugh, so protective sometimes. Besides, something told you Kazuha hadn’t liked that… at all. Itto merely smiled, gazing at the other man.
“Leave us alone,” Kazuha snapped, moving into your lap. He forced your head into his chest, heartbeat surprisingly… calm despite the evident distaste at being interrupted. “Today is my day with her.”
“Pffft~ your day? Unfortunately I highly think that’s not the case.” Itto answered, eyes going to where his gangs emblem was etched into your shoulder. “After all, Y/n is one of mine.”
Before you could diffuse the tension, sharp fangs went into your neck. You shivered as a tongue cran over the wounds, chuckling lowly at your fear and shock.
“Kazuha, what the hell?!”
“And now she is mine. Leave us alone.” Kazuha ignored you, lifting from your neck to lick the blood from sharp fangs you’d never seen. Itto’s eyes widened. He sighed, shaking his head.
“You ok, Y/n, dear?”
“Ye-yeah,” you confirmed, rubbing at the wound.
“Good. Pick up your weapon, or leave- before I make you beg for mercy.” Itto was clearly serious, the earth was rumbling underneath you.
But the wind was now howling, threatening to pull off tree branches.
“Guys please- I’m friends with both of you! Just chill-”a katana in Itto’s throat, Kazuha off your lap, blood splattering your clothes, you weren’t sure which happened first.
“Tch,” Kazuha hissed, red eyes glowing with malice and hate. “Him? Defeat me? Yeah, sure.” That’s when he revealed himself to you in full- six fox tails, white ears, and sharp canines still stained with your blood. “Now, where were we my dear~?”
Your instincts are screaming to run. You stutter in response as the kitsune closes in, grabbing you with a clawed hand. His nails dig in, a warm smile on his face. He flicks his tongue over the new wound once more, humming at your taste. “Lovely….” The nogitsune murmurs. “Absolutely divine,” Kazuha sighs.
You are now Shaking in his grasp, looking at the body below you. “Le-let me go.” You whisper, too afraid of what’ll happen if you don't stop him. Kazuha hums, pulling back slightly. His tails are now embracing you, keeping you in place. “What did you just do…”
“Got rid of an annoyance.” Kazuha has no remorse in his voice, merely flicking one of his ears to show his thoughts on the matter. Inconsequential.
“Kazuha you just killed someone!” Your voice goes shrill with fear as you try to push away his tails. Kazuha’s chuckle, however, forces you to freeze. The wind is no longer howling, but it still caresses your shoulders as though claiming you.
“I’ve killed tons of people. Some through harmless prank- well, I suppose it was harmful… and others through battle. This isn’t my first kill, birdy.” He informs, chuckling at your fearful struggle.
“M-monster,” you whimper, wincing when his hands cup your pretty face.
“Hmmm… the shogunate will be here soon…” Kazuha mutters. With a chuckle, he pulls at your shirt, ripping the fabric just enough to drop it in Itto’s palm. “There. Now you’ll not be able to show in that gang nor to the shogunate again.” He whispers, picking you up effortlessly. “Which means I can finally claim my birthday present,”
Your mind grows dark in realization. Today… today is October 29th. Kazuha’s birthday.
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hareharrison · 3 years
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hold me
pairing: george harrison x reader
summary: george is in the process of finishing abbey road, and has been repeatedly coming home frustrated. instead of talking to you about it, he distances himself completely, and only speaks to you in annoyance or anger, and lashes out on you. he doesn’t know how much it affects you and one day comes home to the effects firsthand.
warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, angy geo, neurodivergent reader, invasive thoughts, mental breakdown/panic attack, but it works out in the end
a/n: hayyyy ok so i wrote this as a comfort fic for myself, and i decided to post it cause why not. i struggle with intense fear of abandonment cause of bpd haha fun 😐and wanted to make it from the POV of a neurodivergent reader?? so this is like a comfort fic for ND readers?? idk if i need to put any other potential trigger warnings for this but if i do please lmk and i will fix it
year: 1969
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the flat was quiet without him. to be honest, it was quiet with or without him, lately. as much as you didn’t want to admit it, george had been distant. he was always a quiet person, but he has never dismissed you this much. you knew that his job could be tiring and you tried not to overthink it, but you couldn’t help but feel bad. a voice in your head was planting horrible ideas, saying things like, “you fucked up, he doesn’t like you anymore, you’re annoying.” but still, you pushed on and tried your best to ignore the noise in your brain.
you sigh heavily and slide back into the couch. you had the next two days off of work, and nothing to do. george of course had to work on your days off, which left you alone at home. with your thoughts. it was hard getting through today, your intrusive thoughts were particularly loud... but he would be home any minute now, which brought on a bit of hope; seeing him should rid you of your own jailhoused mind.
the tv played some sitcom in front of you, which you had no interest in. all you could think about was if you ruined things. what if he was thinking of leaving you? it would be your fault... and yet you couldn’t think of a single thing you’ve ever done that might have hurt him.
the door opened gently and let in a cool draft that brushed against your warm skin. you look toward the entrance, seeing your george sigh heavily with exhaustion as he took his shoes and coat off. he looked up to you, his boldly furrowed brows softening.
“hi, love,” he says, walking toward you. you stand and approach him to greet him with a quick kiss. he holds you for a little longer than usual, and you take the opportunity to melt into his arms and breathe in his smell, something you’d been deprived of recently. he rests his chin on top of your head, which laid comfortably on his rising chest. it was moments like this that made all your worries slip away, moments like this that you wished you could cling onto forever and ever.
“how was your day?” you ask, finally leaning back to look up at him. he lets go of you and runs a hand through his long hair.
“not good,” he says, a frown on his perfectly sculpted face. you return his expression at the sight of him being sad. quickly, you remember your dinner ideas. maybe that would cheer him up.
“hey, maybe we can go get something to eat? maybe get your mind off of things?” you suggest, looking up at his brown eyes. he looks down at you, eyes full of regret.
“i’m sorry love, but i’d rather just head to bed already,” he says remorsefully. you smile softly and reassure him that it’s okay and he should get some rest. but part of you breaks inside, knowing he doesn’t want to spend time with you.
he headed upstairs and you followed, the painful ideas returning at full speed.
“you’re so annoying, of course he doesn’t want to spend any time with you. you’re so annoying and clingy,” your brain says and you flinch at the harsh thoughts. through your entire bedtime routine, thoughts flooded your mind and filled your entire being up, and you felt like you were being drowned from the inside out. george stood next to you as you both brushed your teeth, not speaking a single word to you or giving you a single glance. you changed into one of george’s t-shirts and watched as he slid out of his clothes and into his pajamas in seconds. he muttered a monotone, “good night,” before turning on his side, his back facting you.
as much as you didn’t want to, you believed the mean voices and hung your head as you got into bed next to george.
you slept back to back that night.
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the sun seeped into your room through your windows, and invaded your bed, waking you rather unpleasantly. you groan lightly as you reached over your bed for george, but only found empty space. his side of the bed was cold, indicating that he’d been up for a while now.
you sit up slowly, rubbing your eyes as the aromas of freshly brewed coffee and morning dew hit your senses. you hear the song of the early birds chirping as your feet hit the cool floor. as you head downstairs, you can hear george on the phone, and you soon see him muttering softly before taking a long drag from his cigarette. you don’t bother him, seeing that there was paperwork on the table and his call must be business related. naturally, you decide to head for the coffee, the smell luring you in like a fish.
you poured the hot, dark liquid into your favorite mug and add in your preferred amounts of cream and sugar. looking out the window, you see water drip gently from the leaves of a tree that george and you had planted a year ago. you sip your coffee and reminisce about the times you used to actually spend time with george. how nice it was, seeing him smile so often.
you suddenly hear george raise his voice at the phone, something unlike him entirely. you jump at the unpleasant sound before peeking through the hallway to see what on earth was happening.
“no, i don’t care! i want the bloody bastard fired, in fact, tell him not to bother showing up today,” he shouts into the phone before slamming it down, placing his head between his knees and groaning in frustration. seeing george this upset and acting out on it was truly a rare sighting, and you thought carefully about what to next.
after careful consideration, you tiptoe into the room and gently rest a hand on his shoulder, the sudden contact making him flinch.
“christ, (y/n) are you trying to give me a bloody heart attack?” he grumbles before lighting another cigarette.
“sorry,” you say softly, “would you like some tea?” you figure it could calm his anger and soothe some of his abnormal irritability.
“what? tea? there’s already coffee made,” he says rudely. you take a step back, saying nothing. you know that you didn’t do anything and that this behavior would pass. george was never like this. your eyes find the time and see that george should have left ten minutes ago.
“george, you’re gonna be late to work,” you say, thinking you could at least do something helpful. his head snaps back at you and his once soft face turned hard with anger.
“what are you implying? you want me gone?” he stands up and angrily grabs all of the papers scattered on the table, shoving them into a folder and the folder into his bag, “fine, i’ll leave. im out the door.”
you look at him in confusion, you’d barely woken up and were just trying to help, “what’s the matter with you?”
“what’s the matter with me,” he repeats, looking away and scoffing. he runs his hand through his hair in frustration, “im sick of this, (y/n)! im sick of life. i come home exhausted and you have half a mind to ask me if i want to talk about it!”
“you always want to go straight to bed,” you defend yourself, hurt that he would even suggest that you don’t care about him. his dark eyes glare into your own for a moment that feels like hours, trying to think of somethig clever to say in response, but he just wasn’t ever much of a fighter. he finally chooses to put his cigarette out on the table’s ashtray and grab his coat. if you wanted him out of the house, he was more than happy to comply.
“george-“ you start.
“no,” he cuts you off, “don’t say anything right now, i can’t even look at you.” and he doesn’t, he ignores your presence entirely as he picks up his bag and walks out the door.
you’re left in the cold house, alone, hurt, and dumbfounded. you couldn’t believe what had just happened. you couldn’t believe that george, your george, had taken his anger out on you, simply for trying to help his morning be less shitty. worse than that, he thought you wanted him gone, when all you wanted was to be with him. is this how it was going to be now? a bitter, loveless relationship? your eyes sting with fresh tears at the thought, and a huge lump in your throat grows painfully. you take a deep breath before heading upstairs. you wanted anything but to cry this early in the morning, and the only reason you got up somewhat early was to see george before he left to work. now that your morning was ruined, you figured heading back to bed was the next best thing.
you climb back into your shared bed, suppressing your emotions with the warmth of your fluffy blankets and soft pillows. the comfort of a bed felt almost like a hug, and you sighed, letting the pain drift away as you fell asleep.
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when you opened your eyes, the realization hit you. you’d slept until the sun began to set, completely ignoring your emotions, stuffing them down inside of you like an overflowing trash can. being awake made them fling right back at you; sleeping didn’t change a thing, and was only a temporary pause in your pain.
all of your feelings came back to you at once, and it once again felt like you were drowning internally. only this time, the thoughts weren’t the invasive factor. your emotions were overwhelmingly intense on top of your brain practically screaming horrible things to you. your breathing quickens as you feel tears slide down your face. this time you werent able to swallow the thick lump in your throat, and you began to weep softly.
this was it, george was leaving you. he hates you, he wants nothing to do with you. there was nothing you could do but hug your knees and cry. you choked on a sob and started rocking back and forth in attempts to try to soothe yourself. but you couldn’t stop, it felt like your entire world was falling apart. you soon began to have shortness of breath and struggled with your breathing, feeling your heart beat at an intense rate that you couldn’t control.
your bedroom door opens, revealing george’s early arrival. he immediately rushes to your side, afraid to touch you but wanting so bad to comfort you.
“(y/n)? (y/n), breathe. breathe, baby,” he takes your hand and you look at him. you aren’t sure if him being here is making the situation better or worse. seeing him try to help you stirred all kinds of feelings in your mind. you felt like you weren’t good enough for him, like you didn’t deserve his help.
george begins breathing in through his nose and out of his mouth, gently guiding you and hoping you will try to do the same. he sits in front of you on the bed and holds your face in his gentle hands. you look up into his eyes, the chocolate features of his face soothing you as your breath began to steady.
“that’s it,” he encourages.
“do you hate me?” you cry softly.
“what? no, (y/n), i’d give my life for yours, do you know that? you’re so, very special to me,” he slides over to sit beside you on the bed and wraps his long arms around you.
“why are you so distant?” you look up at him, and tears continue to roll down your flushed cheeks, “you acted so mean to me this morning, i feel like you want nothing to do with me.”
george is hurt by your words. he truly didn’t mean to be distant, and he never wanted to hurt you.
“i’m sorry,” he says, “ive been so overwhelmed i haven’t stopped to think of how you must feel. im really sorry my love i never meant to hurt you like this.” he embraces you tightly and you give into his comforting touch, wrapping your arms around his torso and digging your face into his chest. 
you take a deep breath, “i understand,” you say before looking up to him to whisper, “i miss you. i miss us.”
“i miss you too darling,” he pauses for a moment, “how about i take tomorrow off? we can do whatever you’d like.”
you sniffle, “what about the album? the deadline?” 
“i can fake sick. nothing is more important to me than you,” he says, “i want nothing more than to be with you. i love you so much.”
you smile when he presses a soft kiss to your aching head, “now how about we go have something to eat? i’m starved.”
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writing-wh0re · 3 years
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Hi!!! Can you do 5 and 29 with Sweet Pea or Billy
All writings will be #writing-wh0re-requests. 
Billy Hargrove x Fem!Reader 
Word Count: 940 - Longer than I expected. 
Warnings: Smut18+, Alcohol, Unprotected Sex, Vaginal Intercourse, Very Slight Cockwarming, Daddy Kink, Choking, Explicit Language, Slight Praise Kink, Jealousy(?). 
Prompt’s Requested:
5 - one more time 
29 - without me? 
A/n: I hope you enjoy!
I walk through the halls of Hawkins high school as I spot him, his back against my locker as Heather touches his shoulder laughing at something he said. As I get closer I hear more of their conversation, my presence still unknown as my blood boils at Heather’s words. 
“One more time? With me?” Her voice drips with seduction as I scoff rolling my eyes. 
“Move Billy.” 
“Afternoon baby girl.” 
“Oh, hi Y/n, I forget that you’re dating Billy.” 
I fake a smile as I turn to my locker ignoring the girl. 
“I’ll see you tonight Billy, don’t be late okay.” Heather warns as he smirks at her nodding as he chews his gum. 
“Don’t be late.” I mimic as I put my books into the locker, shutting it as I lean against the cool metal, Billy standing in front of me, his hands on my hips as he smirks. 
“You aren’t jealous, are you baby?” My eyes roll in annoyance as Billy leans closer his grip on my hips tightening slightly. “Because I’d be happy to have you remind me who owns my cock.” 
Blush hits my cheeks as I pull Billy closer to me by his jean jacket, our lips smashing together as his hands run up my back. 
“Billy!” I hear Tommy call his name as Billy groans against my lips, his body heat leaving mine as Tommy cups his shoulder. 
“Want to head straight to mine?” 
Billy looks at me as Tommy chuckles. 
“Y/n is a big girl, I’m sure she can ask one of her friends for a ride.” 
I narrow my eyes at Tommy as Carol appears beside him, her hand resting on her shoulder. 
“Carol can take you home.” 
“Actually I was heading straight to yours, so she can’t.” 
I roll my eyes as I look at Billy, waiting for him to say something as he just keeps his eyes anywhere but mine. Seriously?
“Enjoy your party.” I scoff as I push through the pair. “Oh and say hi to Heather for me.” 
I turn my back and continue walking out of the school as I see the last bus leave. 
“Fucking perfect.” I groan as I see Steve walking to his car. Bingo. 
“Harrington!” 
“Steve!” 
Steve turns to look at me quizzingly as I almost run over to him. 
“Could I ask a huge favour?” 
“Uh, depends really, will your boyfriend beat me up?” 
“I am sorry he did that, but could I maybe have a ride home?” 
“A ride home? Why can’t Billy take you?”
“You ask a lot of questions, but he has a party, please I can give you gas money.” I attempt to persuade him as he sighs nodding. 
“Only because you’re my neighbour.” Steve reasons as I smile, walking over to his passenger side. 
“I really appreciate this.” 
“Just make sure Billy knows I didn’t initiate this.” 
I nod as Steve’s engine roars to life, he reverses out of the parking space fast as I see Billy walk out of the school. I make eye contact with him as I blow him a kiss, his body language showing how pissed off he is as Tommy laughs beside him. 
“So why don’t you want to go to his party?” I turn to look at Steve as I sigh. 
“I would go, if he asked me to go, but i'm not mad about the party.” 
“What are you mad about?” 
“You really do ask a lot of questions.” I chuckle as Steve shrugs. 
“Typically we go back to mine, fool around a bit and then he goes to the party. However this week Tommy thought it would be a fantastic idea to go straight to his and suggest I find my own way home.” 
“Oh, so you listened to Tommy?” 
“No, Billy just kind of ignored it and I got fed up with it.” 
“Ah, girls man.” 
I shove Steve in the arm as he chuckles, I rest my head against my seat as the wind flicks through my hair. We pull into Steve’s driveway as he cuts the engine. 
“Thanks again Steve.” I smile as he nods. 
“Why don’t you go to the party? Prove them all wrong and just have a good night?” 
I tilt my head slightly thinking as Steve chuckles. 
“The parties aren’t bad, I used to go and I had fun.”
“I just might, thanks Harrington.” 
Steve nods as I get out of his car, walking across his yard to my house. I run through my house to my bedroom as I start my search for an outfit, one that would capture Billy’s attention in an instant. I throw on a few outfits before deciding on my red bralette, leather skirt and black boots. 
I quickly run the straightener over my hair and touch up my makeup as I look over myself in the mirror. 
“Too much.” I sigh as I hear a knock at my front door, I grab my leather jacket as I attempt to shield my body. 
I open the door to Steve’s back as he quickly spins around, his eyes going wide as his mouth falls open in slight shock. 
“Yeah it’s too much.” 
“No no, you look great, it definitely screams Billy.” 
I smile at Steve’s compliment as he rubs the back of his neck. 
“Sorry for interrupting you but I figured you’d probably need someone to drive you and I know Nancy is going so..” Steve trails off as I nod. 
“So you’ll take me?” 
“Uh, yeah yeah, unless you want to go without me?” 
“Lets go.” 
I grab my keys as I close and lock up the house, following behind Steve as I yet again get in his passenger seat, deep down I feel butterflies erupt due to the nerves of my outfit and Billy. 
“Tommy’s house?” 
I hum in agreement as Steve starts the unfamiliar drive to Tommy’s. 
The music can be heard halfway down the street as Steve parks his car a few houses down both of us getting out. 
I let out a deep breath as we walk into the party together, people staring at us as I keep my eyes down attempting to ignore the stares as I feel Steve’s hand grab my bicep. 
“I’m going to find Nancy, if pretty boy is a dick I can take you home.” 
I nod as Steve and I part ways, the music rocks through my bones as I see a table littered with alcohol and red cups. I look between the bottles before deciding on Vodka, pouring the clear liquid into the cup as I top it up with lemonade. I take a deep breath before taking a sip, the bubbles dancing across my tongue. 
“Y/n?” I roll my eyes as I turn to face the girl. 
“Carol, hey.” I hold my cup against my shoulder as Carol looks me up and down clicking her tongue slightly. 
“You’re going to embarrass Billy, turning up with Steve dressed like that.” 
“Speaking of Billy, where is he?” 
Carol sighs as she turns and points out the window, I see Billy playing beer pong with Tommy. 
“He has a cheerleader.” 
I flick my eyes to his side, Heather clapping her hands and holding onto his shoulder as he lands the ball in a cup.
“Fucking fantastic.” I quickly finish my drink as the bubbles and alcohol burn my throat. 
“Nancy, please just listen.” I hear Steve say as Nancy shuts a door in his face, Steve rests his forehead against the wood as he sighs. 
“Just give her time.” I almost yell over the music as Steve nods. I walk out of the room into the cool air, hearing Heather cheer Billy again as I stand next to Tommy. 
“My go next?” 
“Uh, um, yeah.” Tommy’s eyes linger on me as I smirk. I take the ping pong ball from his hand, turning my attention to Billy as he smirks, licking his lips as his eyes drink in my outfit. 
“C’mon baby girl.” 
The plastic ball slips from my fingertips as it bounces on the table, landing in a cup as Tommy cheers for me, shaking my shoulders. Billy shakes his head as he picks up the cup quickly finishing the golden liquid as a few drops land on his open chest. My eyes stay focused on the area as I bite my lip softly, hearing Billy chuckle as I shake my head knowing he caught my eye. 
“If I land this, Y/n drinks.” 
I look at Tommy as he chuckles. “Y/n doesn’t drink.” 
“You really don’t know me Thomas.” 
Heather giggles looking back at Billy as his eyes look past her, staying locked to me. The ball drops from her hand bouncing a few times as it skims the first cup and lands in the second. 
“Fuck.” I groan quietly as I take the ball out, shaking off the liquid as the cup touches my lips, the beer flows over my tongue as I swallow hard, holding the empty cup in the air as Tommy claps for me. 
“Where has this Y/n been the past year?!” Tommy questions as I roll my eyes. 
“Hey Y/n.” 
I spin around looking at Steve as he holds his keys between his fingers. 
“Yeah?” I walk over to him so he doesn’t have to shout at me as he sighs, visibly upset. 
“I’m going to head out, do you need a ride?” 
“You’ve done enough Harrington.” 
I feel goosebumps hit my skin at Billy’s voice as Steve rolls his eyes. 
“At least I made sure she got home okay.” 
Billy moves past me as he gets up in Steve’s face. 
“For fuck sake, Steve is leaving, let him leave.” Steve looks at me as I warn him to not start anything as he scoffs and walks away from Billy. 
“Finish the game without us.” Billy says towards Tommy as he grabs my hand, pulling me through the party and into the same room Nancy was once in. I look around at the tiled walls and sink, confirming in my mind it's a bathroom. 
“You asked him to take you home.” 
“Yeah, because you didn’t fucking offer.” 
“I didn’t know you wanted to come tonight.” 
“You didn’t ask.” 
I cross my arms across my chest as my cleavage becomes more prominent, Billy’s eyes falling to my chest as he smirks, licking his lips. 
“Did you dress like this for me?” He brushes my hair behind my ear as I smirk. 
“Steve actually helped me pick this, said it looked the best.” 
Billy’s face drops at my tease as he backs me against the counter, his hands boxing me in as he chuckles low. 
“You aren’t jealous, are you baby?” I repeat his words to him as his hand moves swiftly from the counter to grip my throat, his lips smashing against mine in a heated make out, our tongues slipping against one another as I taste tobacco and beer on him. 
His hand moves from my throat as he slides them down my thigh, picking me up and placing me on the counter as I run my fingers through his hair, his hands on my back dancing across my exposed skin as I start to undo his button up. 
Our kiss breaks as he rids himself of his shirt, I go to wiggle out of mine as he stops my hands. 
“Leave it on.” 
I smirk as I pull him closer to me by his belt loops, fumbling with the fabric as his hard cock springs free. A soft moan falls from my lips at the sight of him as he guides my hand to pump him up and down. Our lips locking together as I keep my rhythm on his cock. 
His hands slide my leather skirt up my legs as he pulls my panties to the side, his fingers running up and down my glistening slit as I moan against his lips as he rubs my clit. 
“So wet for daddy, such a good little girl.” 
I meekly nod against his lips as he pulls away from me.He guides himself to my pussy, as I open my legs a little wider to wrap them around him. 
“Oh daddy.” My head falls back slightly as the familiar pleasure rushes through my body. 
Billy’s hips pick up their pace as he fucks into me fast, his hand grips my throat as I roll my eyes back, moans falling from my mouth as he grunts. 
“Who owns this pussy?”
“You daddy.” 
“That’s fucking right baby, you’re all mine.” 
I whimper as his grip tightens on my throat, his other hand slipping between my folds to play with my clit. My pussy tightens around his length as he smirks at me. 
“You take me so well.” 
The praise rushes to my core as the sounds of my wetness fill the air, his pace never faulting as I bite my lip, my eyes starting to see spots. 
“I’m going to cum.” 
Billy circles my clit faster as I wrap my legs around him tighter, attempting to hold him closer to me as I cum around his cock. 
“Jesus.” I cry out as the sensitivity shocks through my body. Billy’s cock twitches inside me as a moan falls from his lips, he lifts my skirt up a little more to watch himself slide in and out of me as his warm release covers my slick walls. He stays buried inside me as he cups the back of my neck, our lips locking together as our tongues taste each other again. 
A whimper falls from my lips as he slides out of me. Billy cleans both of us up as my legs shake slightly. 
“I’ll ask you to come to parties more often.” 
I roll my eyes, shaking my head as Billy smirks, helping me off the counter as I look at my appearance in the mirror. 
“You look fucking sexy.” His hand slaps my leather gladded ass as he opens the door, the reality of the loud party hitting me again as we walk back to the beer pong table together.
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ignitedbynatsu · 3 years
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Jealousy pt. 2
A/N: another update whatt 👀 here is the long awaited part 2 of jealousy! I hope you like it @softiebadbitch! I've written a couple more one shots, which are currenlty in my drafts, but I'm gonna be spreading them over the next couple weeks (at least try to because I'm so impatient af) since I have finals and not much time to come up with complete new story ideas.
Genre: maybe a bit of angst? Fluff
Warnings: some swearing, some doubt about the relationship
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He shouldn’t mind, he never spared it any thought before, so why did it bother him now so much? He’s used to your extreme friendliness, so why was it that he was only now getting annoyed by it? Was it because of Laxus? It couldn’t possibly be, he trusted the both of you with his whole heart. The only thing he was certain of was the fact that something didn’t sit right with him when he saw you and Laxus return from the job, shoving each other playfully around. He shouldn’t be surprised that you managed to crack Laxus, you had that effect on people after all, but for him also to break so easily? It just didn’t feel right.
“There you are!” your angelic voice filled his ears, and all of his worries he that had occupied his mind only seconds ago, suddenly seemed to vanish when you placed a short sweet kiss on his lips as a way of saying hello.
“How was the job?” Freed smiled down at you as he waited for you extravagant explanation you always gave when you returned from a mission.
“Laxus was totally exaggerating, he could’ve easily done the job by himself” You playfully roll your eyes at how he made it sound like you were the only one who could’ve helped him with the job “but it was fun! I finally got to see a more personal side of Laxus. I now truly understand why you admire him so much. He really is an amazing mage and surprisingly funny too!”
On the outside, the green-haired mage nodded along as you kept explaining all the ‘cool’ stuff Laxus did during the mission, while on the inside he wanted nothing more but for you to stop talking. He was acting petty, he knew it, he just couldn’t help himself “sounds like you two had a lot of fun, how about we end the day with a home-cooked meal and a movie?”
Freed was ready to leave these weird feelings behind and just bask in your love and affection, but you seemed to have other plans, quite literally for that matter “I would love to, but Laxus had already asked me to join him for some drinks to celebrate the success of the job”
“I see” he pressed his lips in a thin line as his eyes trailed towards the blonde mage. He knew he and his two other friends were planning something by the way they were talking and sneaking a glance at the two of you every so often. He just hadn’t quite figured out what. Did they have a bet that you wouldn’t be able to crack Laxus? Or was it something different?
He opted for the second option when Laxus appeared by your side, not sparing Freed even a glance “You ready to go?” The way Laxus hand rested on your lower back to guide you out of the guild, made the hairs on his arms stand up, but he refused to show any hint of annoyance.
“Bye, love, see you tonight!” You called out to Freed as you let Laxus guide you out of the guild.
The following days, the uneasy feeling never left Freed, in fact, it only got worse. He could feel his calm and composed act break, but he didn’t care. The anxiety and jealousy he was feeling were much more important than a stupid image. He still couldn’t wrap his head around what was going, and perhaps that was the most frustrating part of it all.
He shouldn’t feel jealous, he knows he shouldn’t. He knew you two would never do something to hurt you, he knew that deep down, and yet his mind kept playing tricks on him, sending him down the dark rabbit hole known as doubt.
It was only when Laxus willingly gave you a hug, that he decided he had enough “Okay, what the actual fuck is going on”
You were taken aback by the strong language coming out of your boyfriend's mouth. You didn’t know whether to be more shocked at the fact that he raised his voice out of nowhere or the fact that he just cussed at you. “I- What?”
“What’s going on between you two? And don’t you dare say nothing. You’re suddenly best buddies out of nowhere and decide to never leave each other alone for more than a second after that. Didn’t you two think that was at least a bit suspicious? You better come clean with me right now, or so help me God” Freed’s eyes were literally shooting fire as they darted between you and Laxus.
You had never seen this side of your boyfriend, and it kind of terrified you. Terrified by how he suddenly blew up without any warning. Did he give you any signs this past week? Were you being a horrible significant other for not hesitating for a moment and take his feelings into account? You should’ve known, but then again, why hasn’t this happened before considering you’re like this with everyone else too?
“Freed, I-“ You were still somewhat speechless, and before you could even sincerely apologize, you heard Bickslow cheering from behind you “finally!”
You whipped your head back so quick, you’re surprised it didn’t give you whiplash as you looked at him and evergreen who were now approaching you three “Took you long enough”
“It’s still less than a week” Laxus shrugged nonchalantly. Freed had cooled down a bit, but his eyes still held a hint of rage in them, “what the hell is going on?”
“Oh my, Freed, you sure get a foul mouth when you break your façade” Evergreen snickered while the said mage shot her a death glare, absolutely not in the mood for her snarky remarks.
“Can someone please tell me, us-” your eyes darted towards Freed for a mere second when you said that before eying your other friends again “-what is going on?
“Right, right. So, Evergreen over here was confused as to how Freed never got jealous over the fact that you’re so friendly with everyone” Once again you were questioning your qualities of being a good girlfriend “and then we realized that we had never seen Freed break his composed attitude under any circumstance-“
“so you thought, why not toy with our relationship?” the annoyance coated every word that left the green-haired mage’s lips. To say that he was disappointed in his friends was putting it mildly.
“It makes us look like bad friends if you put it that way” Evergreen mumbled as she looked away in shame. To be fair, she didn’t think Laxus would actually succeed in his job.
“Because you kinda are, right now” Freed sighed in disbelief at the obvious statement Evergreen just made “and for you to actually participate in one of Evergreen’s scheme’s, Laxus? What did they offer? You know what? I don’t care. Hope it was worth it.”
Freed stormed out of the guild, ignoring the shouts of his friends. You sighed deeply before finally speaking up as well “what you guys did, was kind of messed up, but I’ll talk with Freed about it and get him to soften up a little.”
“Thank you, (Y/N). We really never meant for this to happen. We’re so sorry” Bickslow apologized with the other two chiming in.
“Whether he forgives you guys is up to him, but I’ll see what I can do.” You hummed, ready to leave as well but stopped when you heard Laxus voice. “What about you?”
“Next time when you have an idea like that again, maybe stop and think about our feelings too. See you guys tomorrow” You gave them a small smile and actually left this time.
Once home, you immediately noticed a frustrated Freed, sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. “I’m home”
“(Y/N), I-“ You stop him before he can muster any more words “stop if you’re going to apologize, don’t. You had every right to act the way you did. I’m surprised it didn’t happen sooner, now that I think about it. I’ve been acting like a terrible girlfriend and for that I’m sorry, I’ll do better from now on. I promise”
Freed quickly got up and took a couple of long strides before stopping in front of you. He placed both his hand on your cheeks, lifting it slightly, so you were looking him in the eyes “No, you stop that right now. You’re not a bad girlfriend, you’re the furthest thing from it. I knew what I would get myself into when I asked you to be my girlfriend. I didn’t expect you to change, nor do I expect that from you now. I’ve let my insecurities taken over whenever I saw you with Laxus, which I should’ve never done since I deeply love and trust the both of you.”
“You know I would never leave you for Laxus, right?” You whispered, scared that if you’d talk any louder your voice would break. “You should really give yourself some more credit. Laxus isn’t superior to you. In any case, you are superior to him”
“You only say that because you love me” he rolled his eyes, but appreciated your attempt at cheering him up nonetheless.
“Maybe, but does that really matter? You’re perfect the way you are, and I love you with every single cell in my body and believe me there are a lot” You joked lightly, trying to get rid of the tense mood, in which you succeeded cause you even managed to get a light chuckle out of Freed. “In all seriousness, though, I’m sorry I made you feel like you couldn’t trust me.”
“And I’m sorry for even doubting you in the first place” He removed his hands from your cheeks as he placed a soft kiss on top of your head while wrapping his arms around your figure, your hand automatically sneaked around his waist as you laid your head against his chest.
“You know, Bickslow, Ever and Laxus really didn’t mean any harm but that horrible stunt they did” you mumbled as you both swayed slightly from side to side.
“I know, I’ll forgive them eventually, I just want to let them dwell on it for a little bit more.” He hummed in agreement. You lifted your head from his chest to look at him with an amused smirk on your lips, “what?”
“You really do have an evil side when you get ticked off. Remind me to never get on your bad side” you shook your head in amusement before laying your head back on his chest, feeling the vibration of his laughter against the side of your head.
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lixiepeach · 3 years
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Red Moon Drabble Series - Part 11
Summary: Hyunjin figures out he really likes it when Hana is pregnant. 
Warnings: Fertility rituals, pregnancy, semi-detailed description of labor, Hyunjin has a pregnancy kink.
These all relate back to the original story. It helps to have read the story before reading through the drabbles. The story can be found on the Masterlist.
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Hana startles awake as someone shakes her. Hyunjin is standing over her in the dark room, dressed and holding her robe. She had been dead asleep, getting much needed rest in Seungmin’s room. Regardless of her annoyance at Hyunjin for waking her, she lets him pull her up, wrapping her robe around her before thumping down the stairs behind him. 
The moon is high in the sky, full and shining down on them. Hyunjin leads her into the yard, towards a blanket set out. She’s still sleepy, letting Hyunjin strip her out of her pajamas. She stands there naked in the moonlight, watching Hyunjin as he grabs the bowl sitting next to the blanket. She watches him as he begins to paint her skin with a red substance, covering her with lines and sigils. She can’t tell in the moonlight what the liquid is, it could have been blood for all she knew. 
He focuses on her stomach, painting sigils over her pelvis. 
“What are you doing?” She asks as he pushes her back onto the blanket, parting her knees. “My heat is still a week away.” 
“Fertility ritual.” He states simply, mixing something in a jar. “Nothing is guaranteed with this kind of magic. But anything that might make it easier.” 
He leans over her, holding the jar to her lips. She drinks the foul tasting liquid, some of it spilling out of the corners of her mouth. He dribbles a line of the liquid down her body, letting it slide between her legs. Her body begins to buzz, like she’s about to start floating. 
Hyunjin splays a hand over her pelvis whispering quietly. She begins to feel warm, the heat blooming outward from her abdomen. Hyunjin presses a kiss to her stomach, trailing the kisses up her body to her mouth. 
***********
Hana lays on the bed in the heat room, candles and various statues placed around the room. Hyunjin was determined to get it in one go, having spent the last week trying every fertility ritual he could find on the two of them. He was lighting the last of the candles, Hana rubbing her thighs together as slick begins to leak out of her. 
“You’re sure about this?” Hyunjin asks once more, kneeling on the end of the bed. “I can’t give you what you really need. You’re going to be uncomfortable for two weeks.” He slides his hands up her thighs. “If it gets to be too much, I’ll send one of the alphas in. We can just...give up.” 
Hana grips his chin, fighting the lust starting to take over. “No. We’re going to do this. No matter how many tries it takes. Besides, you shouldn’t complain. You get to fuck me non-stop for two weeks.” 
Hyunjin gives her a wicked grin, parting her legs finally, leaning down to kiss her. 
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Hana wakes sticky and starving. She’s laying against Hyunjin’s chest, his arm wrapped loosely around her. There’s a half empty water bottle next to him, and several more empty ones on the floor. She vaguely remembers Seungmin coming in halfway through to clean up the mess of wrappers, bottles, and containers. She remembers more this time. There had been less of a haze with the lack of an alpha’s knot. 
It had been a horribly painful two weeks, but she would never admit that. 
“Do you think it worked?” She asks, tracing patterns on Hyunjin’s chest. 
“We’ll find out in a couple weeks.” 
“If it doesn’t, we’ll try again.” She says, pushing herself up slightly. “We’ll try until it does work.” 
Hyunjin stares up at her, hand tracing her back. “It’s times like this I wish I was still an alpha.” 
“Hey.” She grips his chin, staring into his eyes. “I said it from the start. No matter what it takes. I want your baby, Hyunjin. No matter how many heats we have to try. I want to give you a baby.” 
Hyunjin reaches over, grabbing one of the statues. “If we’re lucky, the magic worked.” 
“Even if it didn’t,” Hana lays her head back on his chest. “We’ll try again in six months.” 
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“Anything?” Hyunjin asks, pacing across the living room. 
“It hasn’t been ten minutes yet.” Changbin says, looking up from where he’s trying to get Cho-Hee to say “dada.” 
Chan is laying on the floor, being used as a human racetrack for the twins’ trucks. It was their new favorite game and Chan was always down to lay on the floor and let the boys play. Fatherhood had really softened him, just as much as it had Changbin, but she knew the alphas would kill to protect their kids if it ever came to it, probably more than they’d be willing to kill to protect their pack. She feels just as anxious as Hyunjin looks. She loves her three babies, but she also wants more. 
It’s partly the instincts as a female omega and luna to want a big pack with lots of pups. Omegas never could quite get rid of the instinct to provide the pack with offspring, even after generations of evolution. It stemmed from the harsh lives wolves used to live, the chances of pups making it to puberty was low, so more pups meant more chances for offspring to make it. The need for pups never went away, the desire to have as many as possible never leaving the omega instincts. 
That, and she knew how much Hyunjin wanted his own. He had been less vocal about it than Changbin, and even a couple others, but she knew. She knew from the glances he’d give the pups when he thought no one was looking. How he’d volunteer to hold them or play with them whenever he could. How much work he had put into making sure every fertility ritual was done correctly, all the research he did to try and find out just how likely it was for him to get her pregnant, all the tricks he could try to make it happen the first time. She knew the others were taking notes as well. It would be a struggle from here on. 
The timer on her phone goes off, the room going still as she picks up the pregnancy test. Even the twins have stopped playing, sensing the tension in the four adults. She looks at the test, closing her eyes for a moment as she takes a breath. 
She can’t hide the grin anymore, showing Hyunjin the test. He stares at it in shock, taking it from her hands. She laughs as he scoops her up in excitement, kissing her. Even Cho-Hee claps in excitement, even though she doesn’t understand why they’re excited. 
“It worked.” She breathes, cupping Hyunjin’s face. “It worked.” 
“I told you there’s some alpha in there still!” Changbin says.
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Hana lays still, listening to the heartbeat in her stomach. There’s only one again this time, the single heartbeat loud and strong. Hyunjin rubs his hands over her stomach, rubbing the cream into her skin. He was completely enamoured anyways, hands constantly on her stomach, wrapping around her from behind, always sleeping with at least one hand over her stomach. She hums as he moves his hands to her hips, massaging the sore joints. 
“You’re so beautiful.” He says, hands moving to her thighs. 
Hana cracks her eyes open, looking down at Hyunjin over her stomach. “I feel like a whale.” 
He smirks, pressing kisses to her stomach. “But you look so sexy pregnant.” 
Hana had discovered Hyunjin’s desire to have a pup went deeper than she thought it had. He had been touchy with the other pregnancies, but now, he couldn’t help himself. He kept talking about how sexy she was, how much he loved seeing her pregnant. She knows part of it is his excitement for his pup. But apparently, he also found her more attractive while pregnant. 
Hana wraps her arms around him as he hovers over her. “Be easy tonight. My back hurts.” 
Hyunjin rolls her to her side, pressing himself close behind her. He wraps his arms around her, one hand on her stomach, the other under her head. He cradles her as he ruts into her, moaning quietly into her ear. They weren’t as wild as they used to be, now that there were pups in the house. It was a natural thing in packs, but Hana didn’t want to subject her pups and their developing senses to that. Not that they would understand yet. 
Hyunjin makes her cum first, cleaning up after spilling into her. He lays back down behind her, holding her stomach. 
“Soon.” She whispers, placing her hands over his. 
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Hyunjin’s hands are shaking as he kneels between her legs. He was determined to be the one to bring his child into this world. He had helped with the twins and with Cho-Hee, so it only felt right to deliver his as well. 
“I can do this if you need me to.” Minho says, looking at Hyunjin’s shaking hands. 
“No. I can do it.” 
“We’re getting close.” Chan says, wincing as Hana squeezes his hands, another contraction ripping through her. 
He was seated behind her, supporting her body as she squatted between his legs. It was the position she stuck to, birthing the other three the same way. She had asked Chan to be with her, wanting her alpha’s support. 
Hyunjin presses on her stomach as she contracts again, almost no time between them now. “Okay, you can start pushing.” 
Chan whispers into her ear as she bears down, pushing with each contraction. Hyunjin watches the head begin to crown, Minho ready with towels. His son comes into the world screaming, right into Hyunjin’s hands. He tries to blink back the tears, staring down at the small living, breathing being in his hands. He had taken part in making him. This was his son. His own son. 
He lets Minho take his son as he tries to focus on finishing his job. He was in love already, and suddenly understood how something so small had taken down both of the most powerful alphas in the pack. Even Minho with his uncaring front was putty in their hands and he got it now. He understood. 
“Go on.” Minho pushes him aside. “I’ll finish cleaning up.” 
Chan moves from behind Hana, letting Hyunjin take his place. Hana is holding their son now, wrapped in his blanket. Hyunjin wraps his arms around both of them, looking down at him over her shoulder. He presses a kiss to Hana’s head, still damp with sweat. 
“He’s so beautiful. You did so good.” 
“You had a hand in him too.” Hana says, looking back at him. 
She’s practically glowing. She always had a glow about her post-birth. Hyunjin loves it, seeing her like that. He leans his chin on her shoulder, staring down at his son. He can’t help the tears now, tracing a finger over his soft little cheek. 
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