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complexitiesofj · 10 months
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2022
Um, YIKES. Haven’t written much for the year of 2022. Let’s just say it was pretty eventful. 
January 2022 - Didn’t do much! Just worked. 
February 2022 - Made Valentine’s Day cupcakes with my besties (: and then went to Lvl Up Expo for the first time! Super fun (:
March 2022 - Went to Michigan with my besties and then bought a dog! 
April 2022 - I had to give the baby to my friend ): I was so allergic it was ridiculous. 
May 2022 - Mom and I went to Alaska! My bestie graduated with her doctorate (:
June 2022 - Started getting this weird red ring around my mouth. Very irritated and flaky, but wasn’t going away. Stopped talking to a friend and my father around the same time.
July 2022 - Had my birthday! Mouth was still a bit irritated, multiple doctors visits.
August 2022 - Boat days, hanging out with old coworkers, and a trip to Georgia where my besties and I got matching tattoos (:
September 2022 - Nothing crazy, more boat days. 
October 2022 - Favorite time of the year: Renaissance fair! Mom’s birthday (:
November 2022 - First time going on a trip with my other besties (: Had a grand time. Watched JoKoy with my mom. ...Then my dad passed away. Reading these posts, you’d know dad and I didn’t have the best relationship. Hell, we hadn’t even talked since June. But he reached out before he left for the Philippines, and I managed to spend time with him before he left. ...I still feel guilty sometimes. The day depends on what part I feel guilty about. Not replying to his final text? Being irritated when he called or texted? Not talking to him for months? Feeling relieved? ...All of it? I still get those days, even now in July 2023. I miss you, dad, and I’m sorry.
December 2022 - Nothing much. Just grieving, sorting dad’s stuff, figuring out what to do next. Bestie’s birthday. Contract ended. 
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butchfalin · 6 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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just-spacetrash · 3 months
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
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nostalgebraist · 6 months
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If Pikachu were real, it would not be a very pleasant animal. An enormous mouse that shocks you like an electric eel. I would run from these beasts
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homosexualfairy · 3 months
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thoughtcascades · 1 month
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idk how to flirt but i can make things awkward if you're into that
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pink-heart-writes · 1 month
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octoberloved · 8 months
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jaggedjawjosh · 3 months
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chuchaitiu · 1 month
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Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.
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fromdarzaitoleeza · 8 months
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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}
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what-iz-life · 1 month
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it's not overreacting, we all have different levels of sensitivity. if it hurts, it hurts. no explanation needed
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Sometimes, it isn’t the one who takes your breath away, it’s the one that reminds you to breathe.
k.b. // by jennifer johnson
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thoughtkick · 1 month
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Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.
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imsayak · 1 month
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People aren't homes, they never will be. People are rivers, always changing, forever flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them.
~ Nikita Gill
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thoughtcascades · 10 months
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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them
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