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scrvwnycherub · 8 months

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trees

i weep, weep like the thin, propelling branches of a willow, as the tender, fragile leaves sway ritualistically.

ever the same, never different.

i weep, i weep, i weep.

i pine for my life prior, pine like the thick, prickled needles adorning the trees in the woodland coating my primary school.

every memory is like a jabbing pine needle to my psyche, until i am nothing but a spiky coat of pain.

i pine, i pine, i pine.

i am ash, not ash like the tall, bright, strong tree, but i am simply ash.

every hurt was a burn mark, a kindling to my flame, until i eventually burned into a pile of ash.

i am ash, i am ash, i am ash.

#idk #tree poem #poem #poetry #writer #writing #trees #bpd #bpd poet #bpd poem #bpd poetry #write #art #love #poet #mental health #sapphic #artist

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slapstick-funeral · 1 year

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10 minute poetry Challenge

#10 minute poetry #poet #poem #poetry #aluminum can #poetic #alone #bpd poet #this is the result of me trying to convey what im feeling and honestly these felt like the only words capable of doing it #honestly i probably couldnt even elaborate

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cruelburner · 3 months

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When I told you I loved the dark as it surrounded me, holding me close in my room, you tore my curtains away.

When I told you I could handle myself, I needed no one’s help but my own, you spat your way into my face and let it sink deep into my pores.

You walked out, you ran away every step of the way, and I’m expected to fix this mess of me you’ve created.

Your distaste of my actuality, the belief that I am a work in progress, something in which still needs fixing.

When I told you I wanted you to speak your truth, you spewed lies until you choked, telling me anything you thought I’d want to hear you say.

#bpd #bpd poetry #original poem #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #avpd #mdd #bpd poet #bpd poem #actually mentally ill #actually avpd #bpd girlies

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incognito-melancholia · 4 months

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#thoughts #words #poets on tumblr #dark acadamia aesthetic #sad aesthetic #melancholia #sad poetry #feelings #sad thoughts #sad poem #liminal #bpd #actually bpd #bipolor

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fluttershiesworld · 9 months

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Frequently Asked Questions:

How did you become like this? How was your childhood? Do your loved ones find you constantly grating? "Your clinician may ask to talk to family or loved ones to get complete information on the ways that your symptoms are [affecting] you. "Did you know you can lead a normal and fulfilling life? Did you know no one will ever truly love you? Do you know what compassion feels like? Do you care? How does anyone deal with you? How should I talk to you? Wow, you seem so different from everyone else who fits this arbitrary group of symptoms that I vaguely know. Why are you different? Are you special? Are you stupid? Are you human? Are you cursed? Are you monstrous? Are you possessed? Are you made of metal? Is rust eating you from the inside out? Are you a real boy? Are you a real girl? Are you raw meat? Are you beautiful? Are you an angel corrupted by pride upon seeing the shape of god? Are you an abstract painting? How can I make you what I want you to be in my singular narrative? end ID]

frequently asked questions, sunny valentine

#sunspeak #creations #this is about getting diagnosed with gender dysphoria and also bpd! i hope ppl like it #figured im not going to try to publish it so may as well put it out there #rbs notes etc appreciated love you<3 #trans poetry #trans poets on tumblr #trans art #poets on tumblr

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ryn-stillstanding · 2 months

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thinking about how different things would have been if it never happened

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inbtwner · 1 month

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if someone told me they loved me every 5 minutes, i think i’d live forever

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hamoodmood · 11 months

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Should I have a cup of coffee or should I...?

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no-more-lies12 · 24 days

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do you ever just wanna ... Stop?

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k-llforme · 2 months

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what do u mean by Bipolar Barty "I will burn anyone who dares to lay a hand on you and accept my descent into insanity without you" Crouch Jr and BPD Evan "I'm going to rip my flesh apart to gift you my heart and beg Death to let me stay with you" Rosier are not codependent?

Like girl, what do you mean?

#I'm a poet lol #rosekiller #barty crouch jr #evan rosier #bpd #beautiful princess disorder #bipolor #bipolar barty crouch jr #bpd evan rosier #slytherin skittles #skittles squad #marauders #jegulus #wolfstar #rosier twins #rosier

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itsclassicmee · 5 months

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“I think I am the kind of person

that people fall in love with

too quickly

And I dont mean to complain

because it is wonderful to be loved

but I am also the kind of person

that people walk way from

when they realize

the beautiful pool of water

that they wandered into

is actually an ocean

with too many questions

I wish my company

didn't make people feel

like they're drowning

mystery draws them in

then mystery makes them leave.”

Whitney Hanson, Home

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jessicaherrerawrites · 7 months

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xxxistential-crisis · 8 months

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god and the devil are waging a war inside of me

- conversations with myself 09.23

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incognito-melancholia · 3 months

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notnorth · 7 months

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My Kind Of Love

I want a love where the door is held open for me.

The love that pulls out chairs, and strokes my head when I’m unwell.

The type of love that is kind, peaceful and soft.

The kind of love that makes me feel safe, and I’d never dare flinch.

I want someone who will hold my hand and kiss my forehead in a crowd full of people.

Where I never have to second guess if their intentions are pure and genuine.

That love where we build empires together, and support each other to grow.

Choosing our favourite pumpkins in a patch, to carve that same very night.

Where we cuddle up in front of the fire on a cold Christmas morning.

We dance and sing in the rain, to share that romance-movie passionate kiss.

Where we book a flight on a whim, because anywhere together is better than not having each other at all.

I want to receive my kind of love.

From,

SCN.

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#scn #blog #bpd #eupd #notnorth #poet #poetry #poets corner #love #love poem #my heart #my kind of love #heartbreak #moving on #in love #for you #i love u #self love #love quotes #lovers

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slowfalter · 8 months

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I tried to write a love letter to my body

For therapeutic purposes

But I wasn’t ready

I cannot see the beauty

In all the things you do for me

I would be lying if I said

Your thighs don’t kind of scare me

But I don’t have hate for you

More just unfair expectations

I wish I could feel differently

Dear body,

I’m afraid I still don’t love you

But truly, I am sorry.

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